Li Luowan's vision was blurred. She thought of Jing Cheng and thought her heart would no longer hurt. But at this time, she was still crying uncontrollably.
Su Ruihan felt that she was really going to drive her crazy: "Do you think that doing this and taking the child in your belly to kill Jing Cheng is the most severe punishment for yourself? He won't be alone anymore, right? ?”
She did not retort, smiled weakly, and said to herself: "I am so vicious, but I still want to live in this world, so I don't want to die. I guess even **** can't tolerate me.
Husband, do you hate me now?
Actually, I hate myself too.
Really, I don’t deserve your love for me, let alone that you waste your energy on hating me!
We are together, suffering more than happiness, and being sad more than joy.
It’s my fault that I’m not worthy of such an excellent you.
I failed to take good care of Jing Cheng, causing you to be implicated and endure the pain of being separated from yin and yang.
But I don’t want to either. I tried my best to prove that being by your side can bring you happiness, but after all, I think too highly of myself...
Husband, please allow me to call you this for the last time. I hope you are happy and I hope Jing Cheng is happy.
But all these good things were ruined because of me.
Our being together was a wrong combination from the beginning, why not end it here! "
It ends here?
She is his Mrs. Su, how can she be allowed to end this marriage so easily?
Su Ruihan drove the car with an expressionless expression on the busy streets. Since it was working time, the traffic was not congested. He increased the speed to 180, which was already speeding.
"The life you want, as long as you don't have me, you can accept it no matter how hard or tiring it is, right?" He looked ahead, tightening his handsome face, and asked in a deep voice.
He was so angry that he didn’t know what to say and felt that nothing existed anymore!
I was only happy to learn that she was pregnant, but within a few minutes, the baby was gone.
Li Luowan felt a dull pain in her stomach. She held on to her seat belt tightly, like a critically ill patient who was dying.
She babbled a lot: "I feel bad about aborting the child, but if you don't like Jing Cheng, how pitiful will he be if you give him a younger brother and sister and take away the favor that originally belonged to him? So? So Let’s not have children, okay! No, no, you do, I don’t want to have any other children in my life except Jing Cheng.”
"Li Luowan, you killed our child, and you still have so many excuses...!" Su Ruihan held the steering wheel hard, took a few deep breaths, his vision was blurred, and he wanted to crash all the cars in front of him.
His hatred is as deep as his anger is, and it is more about his powerlessness towards himself.
The car stopped at another private hospital, and there was no need to register. He directly hugged the woman in the passenger seat and rushed to the doctor's office.
The doctor briefly explained the situation. He glanced at Li Luowan, pressed her abdomen, and said solemnly: "Unexplained bleeding from the uterus, further examination is needed."
“Why don’t you do it quickly?” Su Ruihan roared angrily, his voice trembling.
Thin lips pursed tightly, warm palms tightly grasped Li Luowan's sweaty palms. He said nothing and stood by quietly.
Li Luowan was in terrible pain at this time, and his lip was bitten until it was stained with blood. He grabbed whatever he could and refused to let go.
The sound of pain in the gap between her lips became more and more severe, and she almost cried tremblingly...