She is hopeless

"come to the racecourse I built for Wei'er before six o'clock. I have prepared your residence abroad for you. After the transaction, you will go abroad." Liang Zhenkun was obviously ready to finish his speech and hang up the phone.

Later, zisu received the address of the racecourse from Liang Zhenkun. She then stopped a taxi outside.

"What's the matter with you?" Liang Zhenkun seems to care a little.

She suddenly had a fantasy in her mind. She expected that Li Yannan would come. Subconsciously, she looked sideways and found that it was Liang Zhenkun. In an instant, she had no expression in her eyes.

She sat for a long time and felt a little better. She was about to stand up when one foot appeared on her side.

With that, her heartache was beyond measure, and her stomach began to ache. It was not clear whether it was caused by heartache or physical pain. She felt like she was out of breath. She covered her stomach, sat down on the steps and breathed heavily.

Zisu heart hair astringent: "Yannan, I'm sorry, I didn't wait for you, it's too late. I love you

"Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off. You can leave a message after the sound." Inside the mobile phone soon came the beautiful but stereotyped voice of women.

Perilla got out of the taxi outside the racecourse, looked at the gate, hesitated, took out her mobile phone from her bag, bit her lip and called Li Yannan.

As for a stranger, zisu didn't want to explain much. After looking at the time shown on the car, she reported the name of the racecourse.

The taxi driver had a silly look, then shook his head. There was a sentence in his eyes: you are hopeless.

"He's good. He's not a scum." The Perilla stopped crying. "He's the best man in the world!"

Taxi drivers are more sure that their judgment is correct, advised: "sister paper you see is a good girl, must be unworthy, leave that scum man, will find a better."

"Lovelorn".

Perilla sniffed, shook his head, and tears poured out more. Is it that obvious on her face? The driver knew that she was "

the taxi driver looked at the Perilla in the rearview mirror several times, stopped the car and looked back:" Mei Zhi, what's the matter, lovelorn? Ready to leave the city and start over? "

This thought, perilla tears more turbulent.

Back to reality, think of oneself to see Liang Zhenkun hard to go back, perilla heartbroken, to leave Li Yannan, she really good reluctant. If she can't come back to him, she thought, she won't love others any more.

But she thought about it again and shook her head. Without Jiang Meiyun's intervention, she and Li Yannan might not have any intersection in this life. If the premise does not exist, how can we talk about good feelings.

He moved her too much, spoiled her and gave her room to grow up freely. Without the gap of Jiang Meiyun, such feelings would be so beautiful.

He took her to see "little Marbury" and gave her a whole store of derivative clothes of "little Marbury". He proposed to her when she was young and crying with joy.

...

she was pushed to the lake by Xie LAN and injured. Li Yannan was in the hospital with her. She is in a hurry to update the cartoon, Li Yannan bought her a new, pink girl heart book, and downloaded good software for her.

She remembered that her thesis had been falsely accused of plagiarism and ridiculed by the group, and she almost got a repeat. Li Yannan came to take her to the dean of the College of arts to plead for her injustice, which was well solved. Li Yannan also attended her graduation ceremony just to witness an important moment in her life.

...

she remembered that Li Yannan was jealous because he misunderstood her and Han Yixuan, and he kissed her for the first time.

She remembered that she was bullied by envious employees in the staff restaurant. Li Yannan rushed to the restaurant, blocked the restaurant, protected her from leaving, and severely punished the people who attacked her. Afterwards, she asked why Li Yannan wanted to help him. He said that he had already regarded her as a member of the Li family, which gave her a sense of belonging for the first time.

She sent ointment.

She remembered that time, Chu ballad went to the company to make trouble. She made people look like people and ghosts look like ghosts, but she was falsely accused of beating her. Li Yannan came down to support her and told her to fake it and give Chu ballad some color. She worked so hard that she pinched Chu ballad and hurt her hand. Li Yannan stabbed her in the dark

when she remembered that blind date was spoiled by Li Yannan that night, she ran out angrily. Later, she didn't return to Li's home very late and was chased by Diao Si. She almost had a car accident. Li Yannan came out to find her, examined her wound, picked her up, and went home to give her foot wound dressing.

She remembered that Xie LAN let her tire go. The next day, she went down to watch the monitor at Li Yannan's prompt. When she came back, she ate the takeout he had prepared for her. She was surrounded by Xie LAN and the people in the Secretary's office. He went out to help her out and punish Xie LAN.

The voice and lyrics of the male singer made perilla burst into tears. The more we are about to separate, the more we find that we have already been deeply involved in this relationship. We are heartbroken at the thought that we don't know when we can meet Li Yannan, or even if we have a chance.

...

a crack looms byHow to recover

how to let go

how to put down the mistakes

made

so that everyone can see a little

love is always before parting

how to smooth

such entanglement

messy mood

unavoidable trap

emotion

constantly repeated release

like a movie

your own life

he began to doubt that

in a flash

he could not forget that memory

there would still be some people who would not forget

What's the significance of

cherishing it after losing it

but just at this time, the taxi driver turned on the radio and played a song "love at parting time":

the car was circling around the city, and perilla kept looking at the car The posture outside the window is full of scenes of living in Li's family and entering Li Feng's work. Most of them are about Li Yannan. In retrospect, the sight is gradually blurred.

The taxi driver looked at the Perilla in his rearview mirror. He thought that she was Bai Fumei and could not afford the fare, so he started the car and began to dial her watch.

She originally wanted to leave this time. I don't know how long Li Yannan can find her, but it should not be difficult to find her, because she can find some ways to contact him. She also believes that Li Yannan will not change his mind. But I don't know why, just after that sentence went out, I suddenly felt that I wanted to talk with Li Yannan, and I couldn't come back here any more. My heart was aching.

Perilla picked up the phone to see the next time, only 4:30: "around it, I want to have a good look at the city."

The taxi driver asked when he saw the Perilla getting on the bus.

"Where to?"

The gate of the racecourse is equipped with monitoring. He has been waiting for Perilla. Through monitoring, he can clearly see the whole process of her walking down the taxi and sitting on the steps. Perilla is in bad shape.

Liang Zhenkun's words make perilla feel full of hypocrisy.

She pulled her lips: "it's OK. Moreover, even if I have something to do, will Mr. Liang show mercy? "