Chapter 481

Don't scare my mother.

in the past ten days, Gao Hong took perilla to find the places they had been to before (some of them still kept the same), told her the past, and took her to the seaside where she liked to go when she was a child to pick up shells and catch crabs. Perilla's hand was caught by crabs and cried out in pain. Gao Hong ran to her in surprise: "Lulu, put your hand in the water, quick!"

Looking at that scene, there is a picture more and more clear in Perilla's mind: the young and beautiful Gao Hong runs towards her with a frightened face, shouting Lulu, just like the picture at this time.

I can only sleep outside in the woods and go around there every day. I'm afraid you won't find me when you come back. But when the people who lived there saw that I was crazy and dressed sloppy, they scolded me, threw things at me, and let the dog bite me. Slowly, I didn't dare to go back there.

I can only go back to the place where we used to live. I asked someone to rent me a house and wait for you there. I hope you can find it back. However, a few years later, you didn't come back. Later, my spirit began to be abnormal. The landlord refused to give me the house and drove me to the street.

Gao Hong was also triggered sad things, holding the Perilla tightly: "it was there, and there was no monitoring at that time, so I could only look for and ask like a headless fly. I was crazy to look for you, but I couldn't find you. I asked everywhere, and no one saw you. I knew you would never run around. You must have been caught. Then I went to the police, and people asked me to come back and wait for news, but I never waited for it to disappear Interest.

Stand, too sad, can't stop crying more.

"I think of the place where we used to live, the school where I went to kindergarten, and we went to the station to take a bus..." zisu said about the bus

after her mental illness was cured, she saw that zisu had grown up and had a baby. She didn't remember the past. She was a little distant from her, but she was polite, and she was very disappointed all the time.

"Really? Do you remember what happened to us? Tell mom, what do you think of? " Gao Hong looks at the Perilla excitedly.

"No, Ma, it's not." Perilla has some incoherent, hard to straighten out a word, "Mom, I remember, I think of our past."

Gao Hong always felt that Lulu was not so fragile when she was a child, which was not the result of a crab. She hugged the perilla and patted her on the back to comfort her. She asked: "Lulu, what's the matter? Does it hurt? Let's go back to the doctor. "

However, perilla then made a startling move for Gao Hong. She hugged her and cried, "Mom."

She reached out and touched perilla's forehead, no abnormality.

She repeatedly checked perilla's fingers, she handled quickly, there is no broken skin, a little swelling.

It makes people worry about whether the crab is poisonous or not. I hurt my hand and brain after biting it.

Gao Hong came to pull the perilla, put her hand into the water, and the crab let go of the pliers and ran away, but she was still dumb and didn't respond at all

"Lulu, what's the matter with you, don't scare Mommy!"

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she had been waiting for her mother to find her. Then, she found a woman who was gorgeous in dress and had a lot of money. She was as young and beautiful as her mother, but her eyes were so fierce that she didn't dare to speak. She finally explained that she wanted to stay there and wait for her mother. However, she was dizzy again and woke up in a beautiful strange garden I don't remember anything about you.

The little girl stayed there for several days. Every day she missed her mother and worried about her mother. She always woke up crying in her dream. But every time she cried, she would be scolded and beaten. Finally, she was taken to a place where there were many children. The adults told her that it was a welfare home and a place to help children without parents. Her mother would come to you to find her She.

When the little girl woke up, she had been locked up with many children who were dressed in sloppy clothes. She soon knew that they were also made in a similar way. They all wanted to go out, but even if they were a little more daring and clever, they were caught back after they started the operation, and then they were beaten in front of all the children and didn't give them anything to eat.

The mother and daughter happily packed their simple luggage and set out. At the station, the mother spent a rare luxury for a while and bought her daughter a bag of biscuits with good shape. The daughter was outside guarding her luggage and happily eating biscuits. After waiting for her mother to come back from the toilet, she went to the toilet to see. As a result, a frightening hand suddenly reached out and covered her mouth. Soon, she came back He lost consciousness.

My mother said that the landlord here said that we always pick up waste products and dirty her house, so we won't let her live. My mother took you to the city. A cousin said that he helped my mother find a job, and there was a place to live, and the school was near. In the future, you can go home by yourself. My mother earned more money and we can improve our life.

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there are always men talking to their mother outside, but their mother never pays attention to them. Some men even come after their mother, which makes her fasten the door quickly. The mother and daughter are frightened by the sound of kicking the door and the man's yelling and swearing. They are shaking. The man finally left. The mother held her daughter and cried wildly. Then she began to scold a man's name. The daughter didn't say anything and kept reaching out to wipe her tears. After crying, the mother reluctantly smiles and says to her daughter, "we will never talk about that man again. Lulu, remember, when you grow up, you must polish your eyes when looking for a man.".A happy look.

The mother and daughter dragged the waste collected from the outside to the waste store and sold more than ten pieces of cloud coins tightly, revealing that they had made a lot of money

the mother and daughter were eating a bowl of sweet potato corn porridge around a lame little wood, laughing at each other, as if they were eating mountain treasure and sea flavor.

Gao Hong walks through the old street on his old bicycle and takes little Gao Lu back to the dark and narrow room. However, the room is tidy and orderly. The wall is full of young comics. Most of these comics are drawn in old newspapers.

Perilla can't hear the surrounding sound, can't move, and even lose the feeling of the body. Without blinking, I look at Gao Hong, who is getting closer and closer. Many pictures of my childhood come to me:

my head is getting more and more unclear, but one thing I always remember is to find my Lulu, and I've been looking for her all the way Begging, ask me if you have seen my lulu. When she is tired, she stops to have a rest, and then continues to look for some. I can't remember some of them clearly. Maybe her brain was not good at that time,

and her memory was not good. I don't know who stuffed a doll for me, so I will hold it as you.

What I remember again is that I was taken to the sanatorium in Z country and locked up, the place where father zi'er found me. Later, you sent me to the sanatorium here and took me home....