Chapter 149

"Yin Shou!" Red fire heard that she was full of sarcasm, and her voice said coldly, "don't think that if the master of the gate is with you, we must obey you. This is the eagle gate. It's our brothers who can integrate into the eagle gate. The rules before the brothers are not so strict. It's you. You think you've become Hua Jingsheng's brotherhood, but you don't want to be abandoned like this. If our sect leader didn't accept you, you'd be worse than a bereaved dog at the moment. "

Hearing Chihuo's cruel and cruel words, Yin Chi turned around, stretched out his hand and pulled out his gun tied to his waist, "say it again!"

Red fire for so many years, or for the first time was holding a gun at the head, evil spirit smile, "say a few times can, I just explain the reality! Why, I can't listen! If I were you, I would not show my edge. I would hide myself well, otherwise I would lose my last shelter, and you would be in a dead end! "

Yin Shu's hand was so tight that he almost put the handle of the gun into his fingertip, but she couldn't refute what red fire said.

Once she left ning'ou, Wen Si's pursuit and Hua Jingsheng's removal will inevitably force her to have no way to go.

Red fire saw that Yin's face was angry, but there was a deep sadness in his eyes. With a faint smile, he grabbed the gun that Yin held tightly, pinned it to his waist again, and turned away.

After the door was closed again, Yin Qi seemed to be pulled out of his strength and sat down in a trance.

The bereaved dog is inferior!

Now she has been reduced to such a sad situation!

A little bit of pain spread from the heart, along the outer wall of the heart hissing crack, pain with the deepening of the crack, with breathing, deep into the lung.

In just a few minutes, she turned pale with pain.

She couldn't tell whether it was a mental pain or a real heart ache.

She was abandoned by Hua Jingsheng. She was even worse than a bereaved dog.

Such oneself, how can get Ning ou to cherish again!

The night came quietly, without warning or precaution. When Yin Shu opened his eyes from the darkness, it was still dark.

The night spread out like a magic spell, wantonly rendering the whole sky, as if to drag everyone in it into the Empire it has established.

She moved a little stiff and sat up with herself in her arms.

Looking at the moonlight, the gentle glass is coated with a layer of soft light, which becomes the only warm color in the darkness. The depressed heart seems to be comforted at this moment and slowly relaxed.

I don't know how long I've been sitting like this, but the door is screwed open again. The steps are gentle and the breath is even. It seems that I've been trained carefully.

When he touched the dark color, he stopped for a moment, closed his hand, and then walked in. However, he didn't take a few steps, and his pace stopped suddenly again.

"Ah Shu, are you still up?" A soft voice came from behind, melting in the moonlight, with unspeakable warmth.

Yin Gu didn't answer. He looked at Yuehui in a dazed way, as if he could let the warmth settle in his cold heart.

Ning Ou was afraid that her eyes didn't adapt to staying in the dark for a long time and didn't turn on the light. Walk slowly to her, see her hands tightly hugged himself, curled up on the carpet, deep eyes suddenly a dark. Then she bent down and sat down beside her. Seeing that she was looking at the crescent moon, she said, "Ah Ying has come to you today."

Yin Gu's eyebrow moved, his eyes pulled away from the warmth of his heart, and he looked at him with a thick dark color, "are you going to ask a question?"

His hands and feet were bullied, so even he could not sit back and ignore.

Ning Ou saw her eyes across the night looked over, gently drooping head, proud of the features were light moonlight package, filled with layers of gentle color.

"I'm worried that you will be bullied. How can you get into trouble?"

Yin's newly rising edges and corners were erased by his low sigh of worry. She gently closed her eyebrows, and then looked back at the bright moonlight.

Voice with the moonlight hazy, "I almost killed her."

Ning Ou does not want to get to the bottom of the matter, "but she has nothing to do."

Yin Chi gently released his hand, and his breath gradually became stronger. "Ning ou, why do you want to leave me with you? You know I can't stay at ease. Aren't you afraid that one day I will hurt your people and run away? "

Ning Ou listened carefully to Yin GUI's words and saw that her ethereal figure gradually had a substantial outline. She bent her lips lightly and answered clearly in her voice: "I'm afraid."

Yin Xiuzhi's eyebrows are frozen, and his relaxed face is slightly stiff.

"What I fear most is that I can't keep you. In Nanxing, it's even more so now." Ning Ou turns his body around, his open eyebrows and rebellious features are in the moonlight, with indescribable tenderness and tenderness. The deep eye wave seems to be thrown into the deepest moonlight pool. The light of the wave is penetrating into people's heart.

"Ah Shu, I don't know how to let you down your hatred, and I don't know how to do it so that you can trust me. I'm not Hua Jingsheng. I didn't show up at your side in time when you needed to occupy the most important ten years for you. But ah Shu, I've been looking for a way to get along with each other. What I missed before, I can change, but what I can change now, I don't want to miss again. "Yin's eyes were fixed on the silver plated glass, and he remembered the situation when ning'ou firmly grasped himself and said "I love you" in despair and deep feeling.

"It's time for you to need help. I can't say anything without you." Ning Ou's eyes can't get Yin GUI's look back, but he insists on not moving.

"Ningo, do you know how many times I have been left behind?" Yin's stubborn eyes were finally diluted by the moonlight, and his cold eyes gradually became blurred.

Ning Ou looks at her, there is not to cover the heart and treasure in her eyes.

"I don't remember myself." Yin Gu gently frowned, eyes with a indulgence, "when I learned that my father killed my mother, and my grandparents, I didn't believe it, but when he decided to erase me, I really believed it. Later, I was rescued by Hua Jingsheng, and I kept wandering on the edge of being abandoned at any time, struggling around a group of children who were not afraid of hardship and just wanted to survive. It's hard to get to the point where we can have partners, friends and dependence, but we don't want to... " Yin's voice suddenly choked. She repressed the pain in her throat and said indifferently, "I'm still facing the scene I'm most afraid of."

Ning Ou listened to her for the first time. When she listened carefully, her heart also fluctuated and hurt.

Yin Shu lowered his eyes and looked at the shadow at his feet. "Why can people be so thin and cool? I try my best to be Yin GUI instead of Xu rouyi. I run like crazy and don't want to be left behind. I work hard and try my best to prove that I am qualified to stand side by side. But I never seem to catch up, too late. I am also a person, with feelings, temperature, bottom line, vulnerability, loneliness and fear. Do you understand? "

Ning Ou knows that this is not to say to him, but he still can't help but answer: "I understand, I understand."

Yin Chi raised his eyes and looked at him, then suddenly he laughed, "you don't understand! You don't understand why I hate you, you don't understand why I don't want to face your feelings, you don't understand why I say we can't be together. So you constantly ask, constantly verify, and constantly analyze me. You think your love can cover all the pain, but you don't know that I have lost my salvation

Ning Ou looks at Yin Chi who laughs sadly and listens to her words. Her mind is in a hurry. She can't help reaching out and trying to touch her. But seeing her instinctive retreat, he stopped his hand again, and all the tenderness and heartache turned into a sad helplessness at the bottom of his eyes.

"If you don't believe me, you will not be redeemed by me." She didn't believe in his feelings, his sincerity, his ability, and would not give herself to him. Even if he is close to each other, he will only tighten the distance, not hold each other tightly.

"Yes, I don't believe you." Yin Shu nodded and admitted frankly.

"Then why can you tolerate the use of huajingsheng again and again?" Ning Ou doesn't understand. He can see that Yin Chi doesn't have feelings for him, but she just refuses to bow her head, refuses to be soft, and has been competing with herself.

"Because only he knows all my injuries and understands all my pain. Even if there is no love, but love, mutual company, mutual integration, can let us until the end of life

Ning Ou listens to Yin's self deceiving words and always reminds himself to be gentle and not to conflict. After all, he still can't hold back. His eyes stab into Yin's escaping eyes like a knife. His voice is quick and urgent. "In fact, you are afraid of injury and pain. You have love but dare not believe it. You have a heart but dare not move. You have always abided by the inertia between you and Hua Jingsheng, and told yourself that it's also good and you can live a lifetime. Your heart is not in him, then you will not be sad, will not pain, will not despair. Do you still think that you can control yourself and your life so that you won't lose everything! But Yin GUI, how can you be so selfish! Everything must think of oneself not to be injured, oneself may protect oneself, oneself will not despair, since you are so selfish, at the beginning again why provoke me

Ning Ou's words, like a steel knife, directly split the layers of defense that Yin Gu worked hard to build, and stabbed her heart. She looked at ning'ou with shortness of breath, wanted to deny justice, but could not find a position.

She has been careful to keep the mind, was Ning Europe so ruthless analysis, at a glance, without leaving. She thought that this was the best way. She thought that no one could see through it. Even Hua Jingsheng never doubted it. She thought that she could hide it from the world.

So many years, so many years, she cheated everyone, including herself!

But I don't want to be seen through by ning'ou, who has a surly personality and makes things public!