Chapter 214

That night, Yin Jiu and Fang Yuanxi had dinner and went directly to WENCE's room. WENCE was still in bed, quiet and peaceful. The soft light flowed in the room, and the long and thick eyelashes turned into a silhouette because of the closure of his eyes. With his even breathing, the undulating chest seemed to have some strength, which was not as weak as that in the morning.

"Mr. Fang, Miss Yin." The doctor pinched the point and took off the thermometer that had been placed on WENCE.

"How's it going?" Yin looked at the doctor and saw that he was looking at the thermometer, a little worried.

The doctor saw the thermometer and laughed, "it's OK. The fever has gone away. If there is no accident, he should wake up tomorrow. "

"Really?" Yin's soft face overflowed with surprise.

"Well, how dare I cheat you?" The doctor nodded hard and answered sincerely.

"Thank you." Yin Gu looks at Wen Si who is still sleeping, and his uneasiness is finally relieved.

Hearing the doctor's reply, Fang Yuanxi looked at the reassuring Yin Chi, put his hand on her shoulder and said in a low voice, "well, since he's going to wake up, you should have a good rest. Don't forget, you are very weak now

Yin Jiu's soft body suddenly froze, and then she turned to look at Fang Yuanxi. Her dark brown eyes seemed to have never changed, as soft and refreshing as before.

"Let's go out first."

"Good." Fang Yuanxi takes her outside.

Two people walk in the long and quiet corridor, the night wind never know where to pour in, whistling in the corridor. Fang Yuanxi worried that Yin GUI would catch a cold. He took off his coat and put it on her. He said in a soft voice, "your body hasn't recovered, so you should pay more attention."

Wrapped in his coat and looking at the dark night outside, Yin Shu suddenly turned his direction, "Fang Yuanxi, go with me."

Fang Yuanxi looks at Yin Jiu, who has just been in suspense, and appears worried again. His heart trembles slightly, and then nods.

The wind outside is much stronger than that inside. In addition, the night is cool, so Yin GUI, who is walking on the lawn, once again wraps up his coat. Along the outside of the lawn, she walked straight ahead, as if she had a purpose, as if she were swimming at will. Hanging on the head of the moon is round and bright, pure white light fell on the back of two people, moisten the foot of a ground.

After walking for ten minutes, Fang Yuanxi saw that Yin Gu didn't speak, and he didn't speak. This scene of walking side by side was his most desired blueprint for the future. The moon was light and the night wind was company. He was just beside her and her feet were just beside him. They were dependent and accompanied. They envisioned the outline of the future in this limited space.

"Fang Yuan Xi." Yin chose a place with chairs and round tables to stand, and then looked at the people beside him.

"Well?" Fang Yuanxi met her eyes and answered softly.

They were in the dim moonlight, dark and light.

"You know about my poisoning, don't you?"

Fang Yuanxi's soft eyebrows gently frowned, arousing the wrinkles in the center of the eyebrows, "I know, but you'll be fine."

With a faint smile, Yin Shu bent down and sat on the chair. His eyes fell on the unknown prospect hidden in the darkness. He shook his head and said, "if you can, I hope you don't mind me."

Hearing her light voice of giving up, Fang Yuanxi was so shocked that he stretched his heart. He bent in front of her and held her hand tightly. He didn't know why

"Because I'm tired." Yin's reply was flat, and his tone was inflexible.

"Greedy." Fang Yuanxi saw that Yin's words were full of helplessness. He held her hand tightly for a few minutes. "What happened during my absence? Tell me, I can help you share, but you don't want to die, OK? "

Yin's eyes fell back to the hand that Fang Yuanxi held tightly in his hand, and his clear eyes suddenly became confused. "I'm really tired. Both my body and heart make me feel almost exhausted. In this world, I have no relatives, no lover, no home, and no myself. I don't want to live like this, or become a burden to anyone, or a weakness to someone. What I want is such peace and tranquility until death. "

"No!" Fang Yuanxi listens to Yin GUI's desperate words, and his heart wants to collapse. For a moment, he ignores his plan, abandons his calmness, and says in a hurry: "you have no relatives, I will be your relatives. If you don't have a lover, I can be your lover and give you a stable home as long as you don't give up. "

Yin Chi listened to Fang Yuanxi's confused voice, looked at his eyes full of pain, and laughed, "Fang Yuanxi, if you can escape from death, you must have your own plan. I don't want to know or interfere. It's your freedom. You should do whatever you want. But you know in your heart that what you promise may not be what you can give me. "

Fang Yuanxi looked at her in amazement. He thought he had hidden everything, but he didn't want to see through his disguise.

Seeing that he didn't retort, Yin Chi continued: "and even if you can leave all this behind and become my relative, or even my lover, and give me a home, what I want is not what you want to give me. What I want is what I can't get. So forget it, I don't want to ask for many things, and I don't want to get involved. Now I can only find a quiet place to live a peaceful life. ""Greedy." Fang Yuanxi's squatting body suddenly relieved her strength and sat on the ground. But holding her hand is not willing to relax, voice faded from the past soft, but there is a touch of truth, "before I decided to participate in these disputes, I told myself that I can't be soft hearted, even if I will face hostility with you, I can't be soft hearted. But all the preparation, all the armor, all the murderous spirit in the real see you at the moment all burst. You can't feel how I felt when I first saw you, or how much I'm suffering when I hold your hand. You're right. I'll come back with a plan after a thousand pains. I won't give up. But even so, I still want to ask you impulsively

Yin's eyes followed his voice and fell into his dusty eyes.

"If I am willing to leave, will you live for me?"

Her eyes seemed to be fixed by time, from shallow to deep into his unprepared heart. At that moment, her heart was touched, but it was only a surging touch.

"Fang Yuan Xi." She took out Fang Yuanxi and held her hand. Instead, she bent her legs and knelt down on the ground. She reached out and hugged him. "I thank you very much for saying that in order to keep me alive. I also thank you for being willing to get away for me. But impulse is only impulse. It's just a moment, not a lifetime. I see your heart, I also feel the warmth you want to give me. But I'm sorry, I still said that. What you want to give me is not what I want. "

Fang Yuanxi listens to Yin Gu's rational and calm words. Even though he can sacrifice to this point, she still refuses to accept them. That persistent love for half a lifetime, will only become the dust in the memory. He gently closed his eyes and didn't hold her back. This hug may be the most sincere one Yin GUI gave him, but as she said, it was not what he wanted.

Maybe this is the last time in his life that he treats each other with his heart. After that, he will hide his heart and cover up his feelings. He will only fight for himself and live for himself.

Yin gave himself the tenderness that he could only give back, then let him go, took off his coat and put it on him again. She looked at him, her eyes bright and clear, without any impurity. "Fang Yuanxi, I know you hate many people, including me, but I want to advise you that even though hatred is strong, what is stronger than it is still the love growing in instinct. As you told me before, your father must hope you can live happily, not struggle in life Hate and pain. The world is very big, not everyone has to pursue those short-term fame and wealth in the form of moths to the fire. I know too late and lose too much. I hope you don't know your true feelings until you die like me. "

Fang Yuanxi quietly looked at her, her words, her voice and appearance, have become a difficult dream in this life.

"Who is in your heart?"

Hearing his question, Yin Chi was stunned, then shook his head. "It's all over. It doesn't matter who it is."

"Does he know what you're doing?"

Yin Jiu staggers his vision and shakes his head. "I didn't know before, but I should know now."

"Then why don't you come back to him?"

"Because like you, he has more important things to do. I don't want to drag him down, and he should be able to match someone better than me, so I won't go back. "

"Are you willing?"

Yin Gu quietly clenched his hand, "in fact, there is nothing to blame."

Then she stood up on the edge of her chair.

Fang Yuanxi intended to help her, but she did not trace to avoid, so dropped his hand.

"Fang Yuanxi, can you promise me not to involve me in your dispute?" She side body avoids to open square Yuan Xi of vision, soft voice asks a way.

Fang Yuanxi's face changed slightly, and his face against the moon was like an abyss.

Yin didn't hear his answer, but he also understood his silence, which seems to be the best answer for someone not to admit or deny. She gently breathed out a breath, "I know."

She marched on.

Fang Yuanxi looked at her figure, so thin, so slender, so lonely, heart grind into the end. But she's right. Now he's not a freshman who likes Fang Yuanxi. He's a fierce ghost who comes out of the abyss of death. What he wants to do is to let those people pay for their blood.

Now he can't give him what he promised, so she won't accept it.

She saw through and understood deeply.

Then she should understand that he can't not use her.

Yin GUI, who was walking in front of him, wept silently, and everything changed. Things and people were no longer what they used to be. She can pretend not to know, continue to indulge in the joy of Fang Yuanxi's death and rebirth, and also can let Fang Yuanxi find something to detoxify for herself. But she has never given him hope before, how can she be qualified to give him despair, let him give up everything for her.

A sincere love is not your weapon to hurt him wantonly. You can't ask for it wantonly because he loves you.

From Fang Yuanxi's manner, she can know that their position will change from this moment on.She won't wait to die.