39 39. In Love with Her

William was stunned by Danica’s unexpected answer. He stared at his assistant, wide-eying her as if she was saying a magic spell. Not ‘avada kedavra’. Not ‘expecto patronum’. It was ‘petrificus totalus’, the spell that turned the target became completely unmoved.

Love?

William’s heart was thumping like crazy. There were red and pink flowers in the air, showering him with happiness. His mind suddenly felt at ease. His body turned light despite the problems he was facing being unsolved.

Love?

Who was the one he loved? No. That question was nothing but stupid. How could he turn silly just by one word? Of course, he was in love with Paula, his soon-to-be ex.

Love?

True. There was no doubt that he was in love with Paula. He couldn’t ditch her from his mind. He fantasized about having sex with her instead of Lea. He was about to beat Samuel to death, knowing he wronged her in so many ways. He was jealous of his cousin getting along well with his beloved Paula.

William smiled faintly as the word ‘love’ kept ringing in his head. He didn’t know why he was ineffably happy but that was what he felt.

“William?” Danica sneered, seeing her boss smile non-stop. “Are you ... okay?”

.....

William was startled. “Yes, yes, that person is okay. I think you are correct. That person is in love with someone else.” William cleared his throat, trying so hard to suppress his happiness. However, the feeling was unstoppable. He was overwhelmed.

Danica nodded faintly. She had just realized what was the real problem here. William was madly in love with Lea, yet he was forced to marry Paula. But now, he found that he was in love with Paula and didn’t want a divorce. “I am happy if that person is happy. However, the problem is the girl he loves doesn’t want him, yes?”

Suddenly, the feeling of happiness dropped to the ground. The air turned gloomy, and the fresh flowers around him withered in an instant.

“Yes, that is the problem,” William said in a whisper. A sad look crossed his face. Even if he tried so hard to look okay, Danica could still see that he was hurt.

Who wasn’t sad for being told that his third leg was needle sized? Who didn’t doubt himself when his bed performance was mocked by the girl he loved? No man would survive that kind of mockery.

William’s face was gloomy again. Danica even felt guilty for saying something honest. To fix the mistake, Danica tried to say something positive to give her boss a spark of hope.

“Then you have to try to win her heart,” said Danica, encouraging him. “You need to make her want you.”

“What?” William was startled.

“Ah, I meant, that person should try to make the girl fall in love with him,” said Danica again, fixing her mistake hastily. She forgot that her boss was pretending that it was not his problem. It was that person’s problem.

William looked at Danica, doubting his assistant’s suggestion. However, he then lightly nodded. “Okay. Thank you, Danica! You are indeed a good adviser.”

Danica smiled warmly and said, “I’m glad that you find it helpful.”

“N-not me! It’s not-my problem ... err ... A friend asked me for advice,” William stuttered, trying to convince Danica that it was not his story.

“Oh, sure. I will be glad if that person finds it helpful,” Danica corrected, giggling in amusement. Did William think that his acting was convincing? He was the worst actor ever.

That day, William could not concentrate on work. During the afternoon, William was just googling for some articles about how to increase his size. He wanted to find the best clinic to help him so Paula wouldn’t make fun of him again, that his manhood was only the size of a needle.

There were many ways to fix the manhood size problem: surgery, taking herbal pills, and exercise. The surgery looked attractive and effective, but the side effects seemed terrible. He still wanted his manhood to sprung north. If not, Paula would mock him again.

Another option was medication. However, what kind of medicine worked? In confusion, William looked for some herbal pills on Amazon and checked the stars. He read the reviews and bought some products with the best performance. It was such a waste of time indeed. However, for this kind of matter, there was no way he could ask Danica for help.

Another solution that he would certainly take was exercise. He learned several massaging techniques to lengthen and thicken the size. According to the article, most sexologists said that he should focus on the thickness instead of the length.

William exhaled deeply. After trying to increase his size, the next problem was his stamina. He had to strengthen it so Paula would never complain anymore. God, did Paula talk about the first round when he didn’t last long?

“Shit! I should have known that she was so disappointed back then!” William cursed, regretting his carelessness. “It must be because I rarely do exercise anymore!”

William then picked up his cell phone and called his personal trainer to schedule his training. He would prove to Paula that he could do better in bed, as she wished. He would make her unable to turn her back on him.

That day, William went home early because he had scheduled a workout with his personal trainer this evening. He still had two hours left before dinner at his parents’ house. He didn’t want to come, but he couldn’t turn the invitation down because his father had come to his office in person just to convey his mom’s message.

“Dani, I will check the other documents tomorrow. I have an appointment today.” William walked hurriedly out of his room.

“A short notice?” asked Danica in surprise.

“Yes. I have a schedule with my personal trainer,” William said succinctly.

Danica nodded as a reply. “Oh, just one more thing!” Danica said again. “Just now, Paula’s lawyer called, the divorce process would be faster if you signed the papers immediately. It will only take about three months.”

William gaped and said, “Then ... said to her that I will never sign that fucking papers.”