Chapter 75

Even after two years, he never told himself the answer. Did she snore that day?

The two of them are in different universities, but they are very close. Gu Yining has no other friends there, so he always sticks to him when he is free. Xiao Yicheng never said anything, so Gu Yining took it as his acquiescence, and the two spent two years like this.

Gu Yining lives in a university apartment and shares with two foreign girls. Maybe it's because of my strong personality. Later, I and the two girls have reached the point of water and fire. The two roommates always bully Gu Yining openly and secretly. Finally, Gu Yining finally broke out and had a big quarrel with them.

The school's apartment couldn't stay any longer, so Gu Yining packed her luggage and went directly to Xiao Yicheng. Instead of living in the school apartment, he rented a single apartment outside. When Xiao Yicheng saw him standing pitifully in front of his door with his suitcase, he couldn't shut her out, so he let her in.

In addition to attending classes, Xiao Yicheng often goes to their school library to study and rarely stays at home. Although Gu Yining moved to his apartment, he didn't see him much every day. The two lived in two rooms and had little intersection. Perhaps it is because the atmosphere in foreign countries is relatively open. After hearing that he lived with a girl, Xiao Yicheng's classmates acquiesced that they were boyfriend and girlfriend.

Xiao Yicheng knew that these people were his temporary friends abroad and didn't care what they thought. So no matter how they joked, as long as he knew what the relationship was, he didn't explain to them. At Christmas, Xiao Yicheng's friends wanted to hold a party in his apartment, because he was the only one not in the school. He rented his own single apartment, which was also a very good place.

Xiao Yicheng wanted to refuse. After all, Gu Yining also lives here. It's not good to be seen by the students. Besides, I haven't asked her for advice. What if she doesn't adapt to such an occasion? But the students have been asking him to have an unforgettable Christmas.

Xiao Yicheng finally agreed to let them go. His classmates and friends naturally knew that there was a girl living in his nest. When he went to play, he naturally condensed Gu Yi into his girlfriend.

Gu Yining thought he deliberately introduced himself to his classmates and thought he really wanted to be his girlfriend. They drank too much at the party that day. Gu Yi thought that he had known his mind for so long. That night, he gave it to Xiao Yicheng, who was drunk for the first time.

The next morning, Xiao Yicheng opened his eyes and saw Gu Yining lying on his chest with a tired expression on his face, and neither of them was dressed. He is an adult man. Of course he knows what happened, but he has no impression of the time last night. As he tried to remember something, the man in front of him seemed to wake up.

Gu Yining saw that he was looking at himself. He blushed and buried his face in his chest. He refused to come out. Xiao Yicheng also knew that no matter whether he could remember it or not, it was a foregone conclusion. Gu Yining really had a relationship with himself, and it was the most precious first time. Xiao Yicheng has been thinking about his xiao'an in his heart. He found that he had been betrayed by his lover for some reason. He has been very painful for a period of time, and even didn't know how to face the woman in front of him.

Gu Yining didn't know what was wrong with him. He thought that after this time, the relationship between the two people would be closer and even certain. But just after that day, he has been deliberately hiding from himself. Instead of becoming close, he has an invisible wall, so that she can't jump over and hug him.

Finally, Gu Yining couldn't stand it. It turned out that he was just a man who gave up after getting his own body. He must be not interested in himself. Gu Yining is also very painful. He actually sees the wrong person. But anyway, I'm also a girl. I must keep my last dignity. Gu Yining packed up his luggage when he went out, silently put the key on the table, pushed open the door and left.

But after coming out of that small apartment, Gu Yining suddenly found that the country seemed more and more strange. It turned out that I had been used to his company for a long time. Even if I didn't communicate much every day, now I feel empty in my heart and can't fill it. This feeling should be called loneliness.

Gu Yining didn't know where she should go. She sat in the park near her apartment from day to sunset, and from sunset to nightfall. She watched the people in the park gradually walk away, and she was still sitting on the bench alone.

Gu Yining looked at her suitcase, but she thought it was so funny. The person she liked for so long turned out to be a scum. She cried so miserably that she didn't even know it was raining. Finally, it rained more and more heavily. Gu Yining didn't find a place to hide from the rain. She sat on the bench in a daze. She really wanted to be more sober by the rain. It's best to get away from the pain immediately.

The rain on his head suddenly stopped. Gu Yining looked at it dully, and the person in front of him was Xiao Yicheng. He stood in front of him with an umbrella in his hand, his face full of anxiety, and his eyes still had a trace of anger. It seemed that he was blaming himself for suddenly running out.

Gu Yining suddenly felt wronged and cried loudly with his legs in his arms. She just wanted to hold his leg and cry all the time, as if to cry out all her grievances. Xiao Yicheng didn't say anything, so he kept holding an umbrella and looked at her. The rain stopped and she was still crying.

I don't know how long it took. The trembling girl sitting in the chair finally calmed down, loosened Xiao Yicheng's legs and bowed her head. She didn't know what she was thinking. Xiao Yicheng sighed helplessly and patted her head gently.

"The news this morning said there would be a heavy rain. I thought you wouldn't go out today, so I didn't tell you. Your English really needs to be practiced. Don't you even understand the news?"

Gu Yining thought for a long time. Finally, he raised his head with determination and looked at him firmly.

"I really like you. I fell in love with you at first sight when I first saw you. I know, maybe you don't like me, but just treat me as a friend.

You don't have to worry about my first time. It's just a gift for my beloved. If you really don't like me, I'll go away by myself.

I am a girl. I don't want to belittle myself. Anyway, I also want to keep my last dignity. I also hope you can respect me. "

Gu Yining felt a lot of pain when she said these words. She suddenly felt that her love for him was not just a simple heart. She fell in love with him and really loved him. It was the kind of deep love derived from time to time. It really hurts when I say these words. It's like a thorn growing in your heart, and now it's going to be pulled out raw.

Xiao Yicheng's heart turned upside down and he was still trapped in his own pain. He felt that he had betrayed his beloved. But she did not take into account the feelings of the girl around her. She gave it to herself for the first time. She loved herself with such a simple love. Even though she has been snubbing her recently, she has never complained or quarreled with herself.

Now I will choose to leave silently. I also want to leave a beautiful memory for two people. But he is a man, how can she be wronged. If you really let her go like this, you will be sad all your life. He has failed one woman and can't fail the second. Maybe this is God's arrangement. He gave the girl to himself in a strange country, not only comforting his pain, but also accompanying his loneliness day and night.

Xiao Yicheng looked at the girl seriously for the first time. She was really beautiful and didn't lose to xiao'an at all. Xiao'an's beauty lies in a clean, and this girl is more optimistic and cheerful. Her vitality can deeply infect everyone. Xiao'an is also a smiling girl, so every time Gu Yining laughs at himself, he always thinks he will think of xiao'an.

"Don't be silly. Let's go home. I brought you your favorite hamburger and fried chicken. It's probably cold now. I don't know if you want to eat it or not."

Xiao Yicheng took her hand for the first time. Gu Yining trembled and looked at his fingers intertwined with himself. Did he accept himself? Or? Gu Yining really doesn't dare to guess easily. She loves too much and can't afford to hurt. If it's really just a game, she would rather end early and pull herself out early. But she knew that in the face of his love, if Xiao Yicheng was really willing to accept herself, she would give him all her love without reservation.

Xiao Yicheng invited himself again. All his classmates and friends came home to have a party and ordered a lot of delicious food, drinks and red wine. Carefully dressed up the home very beautifully. In front of friends and classmates, he admitted that Gu Yining was his girlfriend. Gu Yining believes in herself and will never forget the tenderness in his eyes at that time. This is the first time she saw her reflection in his eyes.

"Gu Yining, are you willing to be my girlfriend? I will always protect you and love you, and I will never let others bully you."

Xiao Yicheng handed her a gift box with a necklace and a blue dolphin in the middle. It is said that dolphins symbolize love. When Gu Yining saw this necklace, he only felt deeply moved. Students and friends are blessing them, and even coaxing them to kiss each other.

Gu Yining bowed her head in embarrassment. Although she was crazy and noisy at ordinary times, she didn't really fall in love. Xiao Yicheng pinched her chin and raised her head. She kissed her lips in the whistles of her classmates and friends.

Gu Yining cried excitedly and rushed into his arms. Originally, she thought she had no chance, and the love that had not yet begun ended. But I didn't expect that since God gave herself such a surprise, she was willing to protect this love all her life.