Gu Yizhen didn't know what he thought. Anyway, when he remembered that the person he was going to see was Xiao Yanting, he always subconsciously felt a little guilty. He hasn't been looking at the office next door since he answered the phone. Even when they could get off work, ye Xiaoan left first and Gu Yizhen left the company.
When Gu Yizhen came to the Japanese food store, Xiao Yanting had already ordered something and was waiting for him. It is said that this shop has a special kind of sake, which is specially made by the owner of this shop. When you first drink it, it won't be special, but if you drink a little more, it will make you doubt your life.
Xiao Yanting found the shop after looking for it for a long time. At this time, the two pots of sake on the small table are the kind of special wine they say. Moreover, this kind of wine only has such effect because of its unique brewing technology, and does not participate in anything else. So even if he wanted to track down something in the future, he could say that he didn't know that this kind of wine had such a strong aftereffect at that time, so he could just push it off to the store owner.
When Gu Yizhen opened the wooden door and came in, Xiao Yanting's eyes fell on him tightly. I don't know why. I always feel that where he is, I don't want to see anything anymore. My eyes are full of him, and so is my heart. Now I think I haven't seen him for a long time. No wonder I feel sour when I just saw him. This feeling should be missing.
Xiao Yanting felt his eyes fall on her, so she quickly took them back.
"I thought it would take you a while to get off work. You got off work so early today."
After making this sentence, Xiao Yanting regretted it. What kind of opening remarks is this? Maybe it's because I'm too nervous today, so I'm in such an embarrassing situation. She silently warned herself that she must not let him see anything unusual. If he saw through it now, there would be no way to do the next thing.
"What's wrong with coming out early today? You said you were in a bad mood recently. Is it because I said too much last time? If it's because of me, I apologize for what I said last time."
Gu Yizhen has been thinking this afternoon whether what he said last time was too heavy, so he has been in a bad mood recently. In fact, later, he thought that what he said at that time was really bad, but every word was the real idea in her heart. If she didn't say so, she couldn't wake up at all.
Xiao Yanting picked up the small wine pot next to him and poured him a glass of wine. When she heard him say so, she quickly put down the glass and waved her hand.
"It's all right. I was really wrong last time. I haven't been to Koo's group, so I don't understand the rules there. Even if it's my own group, I rarely go, so I really don't think about it. I don't blame that Xi ǎ A book.
I know your last move was to help manage or not to help relatives, in order to protect the company's regulations. There are no rules and regulations. I can understand such a move, so I'm not unhappy about it.
But you know what I think about you. I never wanted to hide anything from you. I just like you. Even if I don't say it, I know you know. Last time, I was too impulsive. I had planned to let you know my good slowly, and then give myself a chance to love. But I didn't expect, Even if I carefully maintained your impression of me, I finally bored you because of my own mistakes. "
Xiao Yanting frowned when she said this. When she thought of what she had encountered in the past two days, the sadness in her eyes was not adulterated at all. Eyes full of loss, anyone who sees it will be moved by it.
"Recently, I've been thinking about my relationship with you at home. In fact, there's nothing to blame you. It's normal for men to love women, and the more normal thing is to like.
Like is unreasonable. No one knows when he will like someone. Maybe it's just because of his eyes, his action, or he doesn't say anything. Even standing there, it stirs your heart at that moment, that's joy.
Since the first time I saw you, I loved you. Until later, I had the opportunity to get to know you and have more contact with you. You don't know how happy I was in this process. I even thought that if this was a beautiful dream, let me dream all the time and never wake up again. I would like to see the sun from now on, I've been sleeping in this beautiful dream.
I know you don't like me. Now I must be reluctant to listen to these words. But it doesn't matter, because I've figured it out. I won't pester you anymore. I've also figured it out at home. You've been conniving at me some time ago, just because you hurt me five years ago and wanted to make up for me.
Now my only requirement is to be a friend with you, even if it's just an ordinary friend, so that I can often see you around. I'm already very happy. I don't want to threaten you with things five years ago. I must do so, so I'm here to ask you today. Can I be a friend with me? "
Xiao Yanting longed to look at the man in front of her. At this moment, she was so humble that she even believed in herself. Maybe she has been telling herself that this is pretending. All this is just to make today's plan go more smoothly. But in the eyes Gu Yizhen saw, there was a kind of expectation, just as the man falling into the river saw a straw.
Gu Yizhen thought that she asked herself out today to express her heart with herself. And at the beginning, what she said really confirmed her idea. But when she talked about the back, Gu Yi's hand on the table was holding more and more tightly.
In fact, she was a victim. If she hadn't been herself five years ago, she might have a happier life now. At least she wouldn't disturb her youth because of such a nightmare. Obviously, it was her fault, but she let a little girl who was only a teenager suffer for herself for so many years. Now I finally have the ability to make up for her. Just because I don't feel for her, I trampled on her heart arbitrarily, and even said so hurtful words last time.
Now the girl in front of me, with such a sincere attitude, just to ask herself to be friends with her. Such a seemingly simple request, but she asked herself in such an expected way. Is it really so important for her to stay by her side? In any way, no matter what identity?
Gu Yizhen also felt that if he refused again, there was really no reason. Gu Yizhen took up the wine she had just poured herself and drank it. For the first time, the girl in front of her showed a sincere smile.
"This glass of wine is to make amends for my rudeness and you. No matter what happened last time, it's really my fault that I said such hurtful words. The debt I have owed since five years ago has not been paid off, but is still hurting you again and again. Now I think of it, even I feel ashamed.
It's not difficult to be friends with me. A friend is nothing more than getting along with me sincerely. But I know I don't have that idea about what you said to me last time, so I hope you don't contact me in that way. "
Gu Yizhen is a person who can't express himself. Now it's more awkward to say such words to her. Instead of talking, it's better to drink two more glasses of wine as a self punishment and make amends for her. Gu Yizhen picked up the wine bottle and poured two more cups. After three glasses of wine, Gu Yizhen felt like a fire in his stomach. Let him look a little embarrassed, Xiao Yanting also laughed.
Just then, a young girl in Japanese kimono came in with a solid wood tray.
"Hello, sir and madam. Today, we have launched a couple package in our store. Maybe you will wonder how we can launch a couple package instead of Valentine's Day! Today is the wedding anniversary of our store owner and the landlady, so we specially organized this activity. The couple package can not only give a 50% discount, but also get extra benefits.
This time, the boss specially shipped a batch of top caviar from Tokyo to thank all the guests who came to the store today. As long as you order the couple package launched today, you can taste the top caviar in Tokyo, and all of them are free. "
The girl smiled sweetly, put the food they ordered on the table one by one, and introduced them to the activities in the store today. Although Xiao Yanting is not interested in the top caviar, once she heard that it is a couple package, of course, she also wants to have a try with him.
"Ah Zhen, I know it may be a little inappropriate to have a couple's set meal with you, but I... Like caviar very much. If you don't suggest, shall we order this couple's set meal? We can't help but eat top caviar. Today is the wedding anniversary of the boss and the boss's wife. Now that we catch up, we should be happy. I also hope we can enjoy it in the future Feelings can be very smooth, with their loved ones to help them grow old. "
Xiao Yanting said as she fantasized that when she was old, she could come back to this Japanese material store with him to find her current memory. She felt that it would be very happy. But when Gu Yizhen heard her words, he had completely different ideas in his heart. Help your loved ones to old age? But when he heard this, the first person he thought of was Ye Xiaoan. If you really want to find a woman for a lifetime, Gu Yizhen may really choose Ye Xiaoan.
A lifetime is neither long nor short. Although I am not sure of my feelings for her, it seems to be a good thing to find a suitable person to live with me. In the past three years, although there was little intersection between the two people, they spent three years in peace after all.
Now think about it, it seems that it is not impossible to turn three years into 30 years and 50 years. Anyway, time passed in the blink of an eye. It's really not easy to find a suitable person. If you really can't find the person who can only see for ten thousand years, it's not impossible to maintain the same life as before.