Chapter 226

Gu Yining is not in a good mood today. Although Gu Yizi has just robbed a life from the gate of hell, he is still living in the hospital and even has a few words. Like her brother, from childhood, the last place Gu Yining liked to go was the hospital. She felt that the hospital was like a dividing line between life and death. Too much parting, too much powerlessness.

It was evening when Gu Yining came home from the hospital. His parents were not at home. Nuo's house was even more deserted. She went back to the room, as if she had grown up a lot overnight. On the windowsill, there was a doll given to her by her father when she was a child. Looking around, there was no one who could talk to her.

"I think you are the only one who can accompany me now!" Gu Yining said to herself, lying in front of the window, holding the doll in her arms. "From small to large, I have never had a few true friends again. The eldest lady of Tangtang Guchi group naturally makes friends with upper class circles. However, in this circle, how sincere is it?"

Gu Yining said, but smiled, "these people close to me, either because of my appearance or because of my family background, how many people really like me? I hate their hypocritical faces, like clowns living with masks.

You know, in my eyes, my father has always been a man who can call the wind and rain and stand up to the sky. He is my dependence. I never thought my father was old before. He has always been a superman! But this time I suddenly found that my father is really old and his hair is white.

I miss ah Cheng so much. I don't know how things are going recently. It's very late now. He cares too much about his work and always forgets to take care of himself. "

The doll by the window listened to Gu Yining's story quietly, as if it was not a doll, but an old friend who had known Gu Yining for many years. She wanted to tell Xiao Yicheng what had happened these days and her grievances and thoughts.

Xiao Yicheng rushed out of the office. He didn't know where he was going. It was just an instinctive reaction. He didn't want to listen to Xiao Yizheng's opinions. He knew that Xiao Yizheng's idea was wrong. Five years ago, he had sacrificed Xiao Yicheng once for his interests. Now do you want to sacrifice him for the second time?

No one knows how Xiao Yicheng spent these five years. Five spring, summer, autumn and winter, 1825 days, 43800 hours, every minute and every second is suffering. Xiao Yicheng is full of miss and remorse for ye Xiaoan all the time. Now the people who are thinking about it are in his own city. He has given up once. The second time, he will never give up again.

At this moment, Xiao Yicheng suddenly misses Ye Xiaoan. He can't wait to see her right away. No matter whether she wants to see herself or not, he will be satisfied as long as he sees her from a distance. I don't know where it started. If missing is poisonous, Xiao Yicheng is already terminally ill.

Xiao Yicheng drove to the place with Ye Xiaoan again, and his mind became a tangle of hemp thread. In fact, Xiao Yicheng and ye Xiaoan are just the same kind of people. In the face of interests, their close relatives will sacrifice them at any time. Xiao Yicheng and ye Xiaoan can never help themselves.

"Lingling..." Xiao Yicheng's thoughts were pulled back by the phone. He picked up the phone, looked at it and threw it aside.

The phone kept ringing. Once or twice, Xiao Yicheng's heart became more and more chaotic.

"Hello? What's up?" Xiao Yicheng said impatiently.

"A Cheng, are you free tonight? I found a delicious restaurant. Would you like to eat with me?"

"Forget it today, another day, I'm very busy." Xiao Yicheng looked at the time and said coldly.

"Ah Cheng, you haven't had dinner with me for a long time." the girl on the phone suddenly became anxious and paused for a while with a lost tone, "And I also have something else to tell you. I want to talk to you about something between us. I find that many places of you have become different from before recently. I think, is there a problem between us?" there is no other person on the other side of the phone. It is Gu Yining, Xiao Yicheng's girlfriend.

I'm really afraid of what comes. At this time, Xiao Yicheng's heart is full of Ye Xiaoan. Gu Yining suddenly calls, which makes Xiao Yicheng feel worse.

When Xiao Yicheng thought of what his eldest brother said to him today, he was disgusted with Gu Yining for no reason. Although he was a boyfriend and girlfriend with Gu Yining, he never wanted to be with her for a long time, let alone get married. In terms of love, in Xiao Yicheng's heart, she was far less than one tenth of Ye Xiaoan.

Looking back on the past few years with Gu Yining, Xiao Yicheng couldn't say that he had no feelings at all, but Xiao Yicheng also knew why he liked her. If it wasn't for the opposition of his family, how could he separate from xiao'an and know Gu Yining in a foreign country? Now xiao'an is around him, and Xiao Yicheng can no longer control his thoughts for many years.

"Today is really not good, let's talk about it another day?" followed by a long silence across the phone.

"If nothing happens, I'll hang up." Xiao Yicheng took the lead in breaking the silence. He no longer wanted to deceive his heart. When he knew Ye Xiaoan, ye Xiaoan lived in his heart and couldn't get out again.

What he didn't know was that there was a girl in the ancient house who loved him very hard.

Gu Yining still had a lot of words to say to Xiao Yicheng. Gu Yining looked at the beep from the mobile phone and sighed. Those words that didn't say were stifled back to her stomach. I can only sob silently on the phone.

Xiao Yicheng doesn't know Gu Yining's feelings for himself. He wants to tell her that he still loves Ye Xiaoan at the right time. Feelings are never something you can control.

Xiao Yicheng knows very well that he already has another woman in his heart. How can he give her complete love? Even if married, it is doomed to be another tragedy.

Through the winding streets, there are dilapidated and old shops on both sides of the road. Everything is in contrast to Xiao Yicheng. Perhaps on the day he left five years ago, the distance between Xiao Yicheng and ye Xiaoan had opened. Xiao Yicheng stopped his car and stopped at the roadside. The people he was thinking about were in the building in front of him, but he didn't have the courage to find her.

Xiao Yicheng took out a cigarette and smoked it skillfully. Since leaving Ye Xiaoan, he has learned to smoke. In countless sad nights, only cigarettes can calm his incomplete heart.

One by one, I don't know how long it took, the cigarettes in the box all disappeared. He snuffed out the last cigarette, leaned back weakly on his seat and closed his eyes as if xiao'an was in front of him.

At this time, Xiao Yicheng opened his eyes and saw that a family in the building ahead turned on the light. In front of the window, there was a girl faintly standing. Xiao Yicheng had an illusion that the girl was xiao'an. He raised his head and stared at the little light.

Xiao Yicheng picked up his cell phone and dialed the familiar and unfamiliar number "Dudu..." Ye Xiaoan's number. Xiao Yicheng has broadcast this number countless times, but only once.

Ye Xiaoan thought. His mobile phone on the table suddenly rang. He picked up the name and shook his hand unconsciously. Why would he call himself so late? Ye Xiaoan hesitated.

My life is not easy to calm down, and I don't want to be disturbed by anyone or anything anymore. Whether it is Xiao Yicheng or Gu Yizhen, ye Xiaoan doesn't want to have anything to do with them anymore. But why do the Xiao family always refuse to let go of themselves?

Ye Xiaoan thought for a while, but she still took it. She thought it would be better to make something clear. From then on, she stopped Xiao Yicheng's idea. "Hello? What can I do for you?"

Xiao Yicheng really didn't expect Ye Xiaoan to answer his phone. Even his voice was full of surprises. "Xiao an, where are you? I miss you so much." Xiao Yicheng tightened his hand holding the steering wheel. "After five years, I came back. I saw a girl. She looks like you very much. I know you can't forgive me for leaving alone five years ago. I dare not pray for your forgiveness. Anyway, I did wrong."

There was no sound on the other side of the phone. Xiao Yicheng panicked. Is this an illusion?

Xiao'an, my eldest brother forced me to marry Gu Yining. Is this scene particularly ridiculous? At the beginning, my family forced me to leave you, and now they force me to marry another woman. I don't understand. What am I in their hearts? Ann, can you tell me the answer? How I wish the woman standing beside me was you.

Although I am not very strong now, I will do my best to protect you and your children. No matter five or ten years, I will wait as long as you like. "

As long as there is a little hope, Xiao Yicheng will not give up. He loves Ye Xiaoan. Xiao Yicheng will accept everything about her unconditionally, as long as she can return to her side.

Ye Xiaoan listened quietly until Xiao Yicheng finished, and then she slowly opened her mouth: "some things have passed, just like you and me. You and I can't go back. Why hold on to the memory? I hope you can see me and yourself. Gu Yining is a good girl. You should cherish it. I don't want to have anything to do with the Xiao family." Ye Xiaoan is really tired and just wants to live a peaceful life with his son.

Before Xiao Yicheng could say anything more, ye Xiaoan hung up the phone. Maybe it's too much experience, so it's not as difficult to put it down as expected.

When ye Xiaoan finished these words, there was no ripple in his heart. Instead, it was an unprecedented calm.

Late at night, the wind outside the window was blowing, which made Xiao Yicheng's heart cool.

Ye Xiaoan's words have been echoing in Xiao Yicheng's ears. Their past is like an old photo, which has been crossed in his mind again and again. He doesn't believe that ye Xiaoan's heart is so cruel that he really has no feelings for him. Xiao Yicheng believes that ye Xiaoan must have a last resort. No matter how long, he is willing to wait.

Xiao Yicheng didn't know where to go, so he stayed downstairs in xiao'an and didn't sleep all night. He has missed five years, and the person he loves from beginning to end is Xiao an. She clearly hasn't forgotten herself. No matter what happened five years ago, he doesn't care. He already felt good and wanted to keep xiao'an by his side. Even if the family still prevented him from being with her, Xiao Yicheng would not let her leave him again.