Chapter 1516

Ji cenfei's love fanaticism, but also selfless, his love does not ask for return, only pay in silence, even if such love has hurt him black and white, he did not stop.

Cuan was shocked by such love. She would not listen to think about how painful it would be to love someone like this. When Lin yun'er was still alive, as Xi Mingxu's friend who had nothing to talk about, what kind of mood he would feel after listening to the bits he got along with Lin yun'er.

Heart to heart, if it were her, Xi Ming claimed to be Kangxi, she might have made Kangxi into a human leather sofa.

For Ji cenfei, the word "reward" is probably the most luxurious thing in the world. If he didn't kill someone, she investigated the case. I'm afraid no one in her life knew that he loved Xi Mingxu deeply.

"Am I much like my mother?" Ji cenfei suddenly sighed.

His mother also loves a man and is willing to do anything for him.

"No, you are not like your mother, you are you!"

His mother's love is not selfless and has a strong purpose. However, he has never asked for Xi Mingxu's response. How can he be equated.

"You're not right... In fact, it's the same. I inherited the stubborn pain in her blood. When she was alive, I didn't understand it very well. When she was alive, I knew how painful it was."

At one time, because of his mother's infatuation, he suffered a lot. He also complained and couldn't understand it. Even at one time, he hoped that his mother would die early, so that he might be able to get rid of the sea of suffering. But when he knew that he had fallen in love with Xi Mingxu, with the growth of age, his love became more and more intense, he realized his mother's mood at that time.

Love to be able to do everything for him, in fact, is also a kind of happiness.

"Did you tear Lin Yuner's diary?"

He nodded, "after Lin yun'er's death, Mingxu sorted out her relics. I found that diary at that time."

At the beginning, he didn't plan to read the diary, because the deceased has passed away, and the diary is a personal privacy. Morality doesn't allow him to peep, but he really wants to know what kind of person he will be in the eyes of Lin Yuner, who is loved by Xi Mingxu.

This idea drives him. He steals the diary and reads it all. He remembers all the words in the diary very clearly and even recites them. At the same time, he also sees Xi Mingxu's sadness and pain after he lost his lover. When they know who killed Lin Yuner, they feel even more painful, especially for him and Xi Mingxu, But it is Lin Yuner's letter that drives Xi Mingxu to the limit of pain.

There is only one sentence in the suicide note. People who don't understand what kind of girl Lin yun'er is will not understand why she committed suicide, because it has been clearly written in the suicide note.

"I don't want to be ugly any more... Do you know what that means?" Ji cenfei silently read this sentence, looking at Hu Hu, he suddenly asked.

"At the beginning, I didn't really understand the meaning of this sentence. I just thought that Lin yun'er was a posthumous letter because he was disfigured, his beauty was gone, and he couldn't live in the world!"

"Hum, it's not surprising that many people think so. If this is true, it can only be said that Lin yun'er is a superficial woman and does not deserve to love her."

"Well, you're right. Xi Mingxu has a noble personality and a pure soul. How can a woman with a strong secular view be admired by him? Therefore, the ugliness written in Lin Yuner's posthumous letter does not refer to the appearance, but......" he points to his heart, "it's the soul! She would commit suicide because she hated those who hurt her. In the agony and hatred, she thought of killing people. She wanted to kill things inferior to animals. When she realized that she had the idea of killing people, she was afraid. She was afraid that she would really do it. She was kind-hearted and had the same pure heart as Xi Mingxu, Xi Mingxu once praised her, as white as snow, and hoped that she could keep it forever. Because of this, she controlled the killing thought in her heart. But as time went by, the killing thought became more and more intense. When she knew that she might not be able to control it, she decided to kill herself first, and she gradually sold her heart to the devil. "