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"Leng Hong Xiu, you-" Yun Ri Yang could not believe it. This was a woman, the mother of a child could say such words, and she did not even look at it, only wanting the child to throw it away?

This made Yun Ri Yang, who had always loved her dearly, unable to tolerate it this time. Although he admitted that when he first knew that she was pregnant, he also asked her to remove the child, but then the child was not considered a child, only a seed, but now, seven months later, the child who was in his arms was a real child. Did Leng Hong Xiu really not want him?

Although he was sure that Sen Luo was a demon, and this child was definitely not a normal human infant, seeing how cute and handsome this child is, Yun Ri Yang still could not help but feel pity in his heart. It was also the first time he shouted at Leng Hong Xiu, "Leng Hong Xiu, do you really not have any humanity at all? Tiger poison is still not something to eat. You are a person, the mother of this child, and you don't even look at her? I don't believe it! Is that the kind of woman I've always liked? Leng Hong Xiu, the moon has set and frozen my body, can you please stop putting my heart in the snow and ice? I beg you! "

Leng Hong Xiu turned her head away and gritted her teeth, secretly clenching her hands into fists under the blanket. She forced herself not to be soft-hearted, she could not leave this child by her side, what good would life be like with her?

She had thought about it long ago, if this child was born in the shape of a monster, she would directly kill him to prevent herself from dying in pain in the hands of the Demon Slayer. However, this child was born in a human form, in other words, even the heavens decided to give him a period of normal human life.

After being accustomed to such a bloody life, although she didn't have much hope for such a peaceful life, she still hoped that others wouldn't have to step into her life, especially this child.

If he followed him, his personality and personality would be influenced by someone like him. In addition, he had the blood of that stupid snake, Sen Luo, in his body, what good would he learn? He was probably going to end his hard-won life.

However, Yun Ri Yang who had always listened to him did not understand her feelings. Leng Hong Xiu was really resentful. Could it be that a woman like her was made of iron and did not have any good will?

It seemed that her heart was indeed not strong enough. But after just a few months, she had started to think that no matter what she decided, there would always be someone who understood her.

In the end, he still could not understand!

Indeed, compared to an intelligent human, that stupid snake's nerves were much simpler and more direct. Even though it could be insidious towards people, it had never shown itself before.

Leng Hong Xiu laughed coldly, being born into this world for twenty-nine years and experiencing two completely different lives, everything she had experienced, up until now, was something that ordinary people could not imagine and could not endure, but she had come here, so she twisted all of her thoughts, she did not regret it, no one could erase her past life, she did not intend to change her twisted personality and her heart's disappointment in the darkness, because she could not return.

But she must have had the final qualification to hope for the next generation, right? Although she didn't want to have a child, since this child was born into the world after she tried everything in her power and failed to stop him, it was because of his hard work and she no longer had the right to deprive him of any chance of survival.

So leave her and lead a normal life. Even if it's mediocre, she'll be satisfied.

"Leng Hong Xiu, do you really not want to change your mind? Say something! Let me see, look, this is your child, a life born after seven months of hard work of pregnancy. She is a child that survived after being trapped in a snowy mountain and forced into the lake by us.

"Enough! That's enough! "

Leng Hong Xiu could no longer bear being criticized like that. She used all her strength to sit up, her chest heaving violently as she tried her best to control her emotions, repeatedly telling herself that Yun Yang only loved this child, and was not really resentful towards her.

However, the feeling of being condemned, as well as being wrongly accused, was truly very unpleasant.

She did not want to defend herself, so she let Yun Ri Yang think so. As long as he was willing to send this child away for her, she believed that with Yun Ri Yang's heart, he would definitely not send this child to a poor family.

At this moment, the child began to cry loudly. From the start of the crying, it rose to a loud and hysterical yell, as if it knew that Leng Hong Xiu was going to send him away.

When Yun Yang heard the child's crying, and saw the child's flushed face, his tears almost fell, "Leng Hong Xiu, he's crying. Yun Yang heard the child's crying, and saw the child's flushed face, and his tears almost fell, and he almost cried," Leng Hong Xiu, he's crying.

Leng Hong Xiu had always thought that she would not have any more tears, but upon hearing Yun Yang's words, she had almost cried as well. She barely managed to hold back her tears, but she could not help but turn around and extend her hands, "Give it to me!"

Although this was the first time she looked at him, he did not feel unfamiliar at all. It was as if he had been looking at this child for many years, with those long and narrow eyes, long eyelashes, and the outline of her beautiful face. Other than the rhombus shaped mouth, there was nothing else that looked like that stupid snake that was alive and kicking.

Even though there was only this one similarity, Leng Hong Xiu still felt that somewhere in her heart, she was currently collapsing. She had no way of stopping her. She knew that as long as she looked at this child, she would never be able to send him away.

The child was still crying. Yun Ri Yang looked at Leng Hong Xiu who was looking at him but did nothing, and became anxious, "Hong Xiu, he's hungry, but you should feed him some milk. I'll turn around, I promise I won't go."

As Yun Yang spoke, he immediately turned around.

Leng Hong Xiu looked at the child and finally slowly lifted up her clothes, revealing a pair of plump breasts. She clearly wasn't proficient in turning the child to the side, allowing him to hold on.

The first breastfeeding should have been a novel experience for a woman, at least for Leng Hong Xiu. This was the first time that she was at a loss as to what to do. The sucking sensation from her nipples made her feel both ashamed and relieved.

Children's actions did not contain any obscenities or desires, they only used drinking milk to establish a parent-child relationship with their mother, but this was the first time that Leng Hong Xiu was angered by her own unworthiness because of such pure contact. A person like her could occupy the entire world, could become the person with the highest authority, could use any means, but definitely could not become a good mother.

Regarding the words her parents used to teach her and her brother, they were still in her ears now. However, after experiencing the darkest part of her life, she definitely did not believe those words anymore, not to mention using them to educate her child. Leng Hong Xiu would feel that these words were the most ironic thing in her life.

Yun Yang did not hear the child cry anymore and immediately knew that it was Leng Hong Xiu who was feeding him. He finally let out a sigh of relief in his heart, in the end, Leng Hong Xiu was still willing to feed him, afraid that she would not even feed him.

However, before he could finish his thought, the child started crying loudly once again. Yun Ri Yang was anxious and immediately turned around, thinking that Leng Hong Xiu was not giving it to the child to eat again, but he did not expect to see Leng Hong Xiu's helpless expression and her exposed full red breasts that were being sucked by the child. He immediately turned around in panic and blushed, and stammered, "Right, sorry, Red Sleeve, I, I didn't intentionally steal from you, peek, that, he, why is he crying?"

Leng Hong Xiu remained silent while the child continued to cry.

"Red Sleeves, what happened?" Yun Yang really wanted to turn around and ask Leng Hong Xiu face to face, but he did not know if her clothes were ready, so he did not dare to turn back, and could only ask anxiously.

"I don't have milk."

Leng Hong Xiu truly felt that she had never been this embarrassed before. The child was crying because he was not full, and she could not even think of a way to stop him from crying.

Yun Yang did not expect it to be this answer and was stunned. He felt extremely ashamed that he had wronged Leng Hong Xiu and thought that she did not want to give it to him, but she did not have milk, "Then, what do we do? You, if you don't give him the one on the other side, I'll go find a wet nurse right now and when I get back, tell the kitchen to give me chicken stew. It's settled then, I'll go right now. "

Afraid that Leng Hong Xiu would say something useless and send the child away right now, Yun Ri Yang almost instantly ran away without a trace. In truth, Leng Hong Xiu was no longer interested in what he was thinking.

The little guy quickly turned the child around and let him suck the nipple on its other side. The little guy finally held its breath, happily nudged her chest, and started to suck hard. The crying naturally stopped as well, and Leng Hong Xiu instinctively pulled up the blanket to cover the child and herself.