49 Episode 34.5: Sakura and Sakuya

- Sakura point of view -

I often read books in my personal 'room' in my spare time. The 'room' for personal use is simply a private room, and I have one room for each person. Oh, the newcomer slave kids who came in recently, Mr. Lucea, and Mr. Sakya don't have it yet, though.

It's a great environment to calm down and read a book because you can set it so that it doesn't get outside sound in this. The room, which collects and coordinates thoughtful furniture during free movement, is by far the most cozy space of my life. The original world's own room? You don't even want to remember that.

The room is full of books. I'm like a librarian when I say glasses, and I love to read books without violating their appearance. Hard reality fades just a little while you're reading the book. That said, I'm not a librarian. I had a real desire to be, but, look, it's bad for the other commissioners' kids when they're often locked up and unable to work.

You don't have to worry about being more annoying in this world. Besides, Jen, you told me you'd protect me. So I don't have to read the book and forget the reality, but it's hard to get out of saying it's a stained habit, and when I realize it, I buy the book, and my room seems to have books that make up the majority of the time.

"Hmm."

Close the 'Demonic Ecology' that you have read and take a breath. It's me being an abusive reader, but my favorite thing in the original world is fantasy, because it's far from reality number one, and the way reality fades for that matter is strong. You only laugh bitterly about being in a fantasy world right now like that.

And I didn't even think it was going to disgust the brave man who was so brilliant in the story so far. Oh, except for Maria.

-Concon-

As I was choosing the next book to read from the bookshelf, the door was knocked. Keep going to the door.

"Who is it?

"Ah, Sakura, it's me, Sakuya"

Apparently, Mr. Sakya, the queen of this country, has come to visit.

"I'll open it now."

When I opened the door, Mr. Sakya was wearing a white piece presented to me by Jen. I'm a little jealous. No, I was given a gift too, but it means I don't have the courage to wear a white piece that embodies purists and I envy wearing it naturally.

"I'm sorry to bother you"

"What's wrong with you?

Mr. Sakya and I don't have much contact either. So I don't know why you've been visiting. Oh, the name is similar if you do it.

I recommend the chair to Mr. Sakya.

"Thank you. Actually, I need to talk to Sakura..."

"Consultation, is it?

Mr. Sakya has a pretty shattered tone when he's talking to Jen, but a stiff tone when dealing with someone else. It's not what I could say, but the way I open my heart to Jen is not the norm.

"Yes, it's about your brother's subordination."

"Huh? Oh... Everyone else is a slave or an obedient demon, and I'm the only one who can do anything else."

That's what you had in common.

"Yes. So, what does your brother demand from his subordination?

"Are you anxious?

When I do say I'm going to be subordinate, it would be a lie if I said I wasn't at all anxious. I take it for granted that it is resistant to loose full powers to boys of the same age. But I wanted a definite bond with Jen more than that then.

... No one in my life has ever told me that you would protect me. I still remember how touched I was when Jen said that word the first time. But being just a traveling companion, I couldn't help but feel like I'd be dumped eventually. That's when Jen's psychic powers were revealed. I thought it was a chance. If it's in the form of subordination, at least I thought I'd get a stronger bond than just a companion. I don't deny it's a distorted emotion, though.

"No, I'm not anxious. I mean, it's what I wanted to be subordinate... That's all I can say about your brother's asylum."

I know what that feels like. I don't know if it's the effect of, but the definite connection between Jen and you will stabilize your spirit.

"I'm not, and I want you to tell me what your brother wants for his subordination. What can I do for you? What do they want?

Is that what Jen wants... To be clear, I don't know either. Jen tells me to make magic for you, but I never force you to. Besides, I think it's a matter of my imagination, but I can't make any magic of attack. Knowing that didn't change Jen's attitude.

"Jen, I don't even know what you want. It's enough to make the magic I was told when I was told what I could do..."

"No, I think that's a great contribution..."

"That's not true. I know it's convenient, but it's also quite a lot of flaws. It's a different ability..."

I understand so much about the number of defects that I don't like them. I hope Jen-jun isn't considered a pain in the ass to activate...

"Honestly, Jen, I don't think you're in any real trouble."

That's the biggest problem I ever had. If you put it in Infinite Storage, that's fine... When it comes to combat power, maybe we can drop the country at the moment...

"I can't think of anything I can do to make you a person who doesn't need anyone's help. All I can do is do exactly what you asked me to do."

I make magic. Mr. Sakya is probably in power. He said he didn't want a country, because power is convenient for you to use, not too close.

"Yes, right? I knew you'd come to that conclusion."

Apparently you were thinking all the way around the same, and you came to me because it boiled down.

"Isn't it best for Mr. Sakya to go back to the queen and make various conveniences for Jen?

"Yeah, I think so too. In the end, it's pitiful that your brother can only repay you if you get it back..."

That's something I can tell you, so you can't deny it or affirm it.

"But we just have to do what we can, right? We begin by returning to the Queen and firmly ruling the country."

"I think that's a good idea. Jen, I think you like this country a lot."

"Excuse me. I got a consultation and it made me feel a lot easier"

"That's good."

Then we enjoyed a long conversation without other love. The other slave children seem to see me as an immediate being, so maybe they can be equivalent-same-sex friends in a way. Dora is a pet frame...

Unfortunately, I couldn't talk about a friend talk classic, someone I liked. Well, you can tell by looking at it, or you say it's just barren to talk...

Later, Sakuya told me that there are still a number of things to look forward to in this country, like treats I haven't eaten yet, or books that look interesting.

"See you next time. Sakura."

"Yes, we'll definitely talk about it again, won't we? Sakya."

It's been quite a late hour, so that's all I'm going to say today. You don't have to read any more books today. Because I had a better time than that.

I didn't think you'd be able to have same-sex friends with someone who would come to this world and protect you.

I hate the brave and the kingdom of Eldia, but I might like this world a lot in itself. Because it gave me a chance to be happy.