Chapter 189

It was very hard. A lot of things were piled together, and the business was even more chaotic. They all overcame that half a year, and they didn't dare to argue with Fang for a word that was very difficult. A worried face did not dare to show him, for fear that Fang Zheng would be distracted.

Fang Zheng passed the exam, and he was happy. But here's the truth.

"I can't even speak a word of English. You go to school and you are away from home for at least ten hours every day. What am I doing? I can't wait for you every day like a fool. There are so many things at home, so many businesses, I left no matter, this is not to give up on their own? Besides, how can I make money when I'm leaving? You certainly don't want to hear that. But I still want to tell you, go by yourself, I'll wait for you at home and make money. After you come back, I'll have the capital to open a large-scale art exhibition for you, and I can also become a shareholder in an art company. If you say that your paintings can be sold for money, will I let you support me for three years? I've been able to make a difference in the past three years. When you were a little painter, I was a teahouse owner. When you were famous, I was a teahouse owner. When you were a big painter, I was a teahouse owner. I also want to become a person who is very suitable for you. There will be no more people who say they don't deserve it. I'm holding you back. I want to be successful, worthy of a better you. I can't study. I can make money. I can make money at home. When you come back, I may become a boss of a company. I don't need your help in business. I can buy your painting without hesitation

Xu Haodong is happy that Fang Zheng is succeeding, but then he feels that he can't stand still. He has to work harder to be worthy of him.

What does he do when he goes abroad? Cooking to take care of Fang Zheng? Waste three years? Widening the gap?

I'm really afraid that if the gap between them gets bigger and bigger, Fang Zheng said to him in disappointment, why do you keep doing this all the time without any change?

I also want to be better and increase my strength, so their future will be more guaranteed.

"You said you would go with me!"

Fang Zheng's face turned white, and he couldn't accept it. Xu Haodong clearly agreed!

"Three years, you become excellent, I become successful!"

In order to be worthy of you, give me three years!

"I can't do without you! You said you'd go with me. Do you want me at this time? "

Fangzheng's eyes were red, he began to panic, and his feet began to shake. It was a kind of fear, the fear of losing his lover.

"No, I just want you to go by yourself. I'll wait for you at home. You see, family holidays, winter and summer holidays, you can come back to see me. I'll wait for you at home, wait for you to come back, you learn to return home, we will be together!

"I can't live without you all day! You, I love you, Haodong. I know it's selfish of me to let you go with me and let you leave your parents business behind. But let's get married. We are partners. We should be together! "

"I'll wait for you at home. It's just a short time for you to study abroad."

"I can take care of you! I can teach you a foreign language, and when it comes to that place, even if it's edification, it will make you understand some. Maybe it's a little uncomfortable in the last few months, just wait for you to get used to it! Don't worry about the cost of living. Money is not a problem. I can draw. My paintings will sell for money. We don't divide you and me, and we don't need to divide your money and mine when we invest! The most important thing is that we don't have to be separated for a day. I can't stand to be separated from you! "

Fang Zheng tried every means to persuade Xu Haodong that there was no problem. They really had no problem going out together.

"My mother will be taken abroad by my sister. My father has a baby sitter to take care of him, and his condition is under control! There is Erhai in my family's business. When you go to Beijing with me, don't you also give it to Erhai? He did a good job. Besides, we will come back when we have holidays! Mom and dad have your big brother. We can give big brother more money every month to take care of them. What worries do you have! Why don't you come with me

"I want to do something!"

Xu Haodong looks directly at Fang Zheng and wants to do something. He is no longer a small boss, a big bastard who can't get ahead of others, and a big bastard who can't understand anything!

He wants to succeed and shorten the distance with Fang! That's it!

"You are very well! I love you so much

"It's not enough, daughter-in-law. The gap between us is growing day by day. I'm afraid that one day you will be disappointed with me. I'll do something better than now and lay a foundation for the next few decades of life!"

"No difference! That's your inferiority complex! I love you, I never love those things, I only love your people!

"I don't understand what you said. I will not understand more and more. It will be very difficult to communicate in the future. You will be disappointed after a long time! You give me time, you work hard, I work hard too! "

"I can teach you."

"That's a drag on you. You have a heavy learning task. If you share half of your heart with me, you will be very tired!"

"No matter what I say, you won't go?"

Xu Haodong nodded. He had made up his mind long ago. He thought so when he was studying with Fang Zheng. When he passed the exam, he let him go alone. If he didn't pass the exam, he went back to Tengyun town.

Fang Zhengzhen didn't expect Xu Haodong to insist so much. No matter what he said or how to explain, he would not go. I'd rather be separated for three years, I'd rather give up getting married together abroad, I'd rather give up my honeymoon, I don't want to go with you all the time."If there is a good opportunity abroad, I will not come back? What if you can't wait? How many variables do you have in three years? Maybe I won't come back as soon as I leave! We'll never see it in our life! "

"I'll wait for you. When you want to come back, I've been waiting for you in Tengyun town. "

Fang Zheng stares at Xu Haodong with tears in his eyes. Stubborn not to fall down.

"It's my selfishness that forces you to do a lot of reluctant things. I think it's all wonderful. You don't want to participate in it for a long time. I want to retire when I'm 60 years old, and we're both old, but you want to be separated from me. No matter how well I think about it, it's superfluous. "

"I didn't. I'm waiting for you at home. "

"Wait for me?"

Fang Zheng sneered, three years, too long, too many variables.

"Since you don't want to go with me, I can't force it. You don't want to participate in it for a long time, and I can't persuade you. I guess you have an idea in your mind, so do as you like. It's up to you to break up, to wait, or to die old and never see each other, OK? "

Fang Zheng's heart is cold and cold. Did the six months of his study make Xu Haodong feel very troublesome, so he bothered himself? Is not what they will not only add chaos, Xu Haodong does not like himself? When Ning Xue came to Tengyun town that time, he said that you are not a good match. There is a big gap between you. A painter carrying tea and water is going to break up sooner or later. Xu Haodong kept this in mind. Now he has this idea?

Did it delay him? Is he too selfish to force him? Is he not good enough to take care of him, comfort him, accompany him, just busy with his own things, ignore him, so Xu Haodong just don't like himself, want to break up?

Xu Haodong seems to listen to himself in everything. In fact, he listens to him in everything. He can't persuade Xu Haodong to make up his mind.

It must be that he is not good enough. Xu Haodong wants to break up in this way. But they only loved each other yesterday. So lingering.

"We're not breaking up. I'm waiting for you at home. If you want to come back at any time, I'm always in Xu Haodong's hurry to explain. I want Fang Zheng to understand that we all succeed in this period of time, become better people, and give each other better happiness.

Fang Zheng sniffed.

"Come on, don't say it. I can't persuade you, and you can't persuade me. That's it. "

Fang Zheng held the wall and went upstairs step by step. Ha's sneer.

"I think it's wonderful, but you don't want to participate in it for a long time. I made up a beautiful future to deceive myself. If you don't want to go, just tell me. Why are you lying to me? I don't love fame more than you. I love you so much. It's not fake! "

"Fang Zheng! I hope you succeed

"But the price of my success is to lose you!"

"I'll wait for you, I really will!"

"No, I don't want to! Whatever you want! "

Fang zhengtou does not return to the upstairs, success, Xu Haodong, choose one, lost one. He didn't let go. He let go.

People who say they love him all the time. At first, people who say where you are going and where I am going will promise me to accompany you. Finally, don't want him.

Quick packing, clothes, easels, paint, pillows, quilts. Rush into the studio and take everything he can. The canvas, and his collection, painted a third of the morning exposure valley.

This morning, the valley was stained with Xu Haodong's blood and was discarded. But I didn't want to lose it. I hid it. I wanted to draw something at that time. I've been too busy to remember.

So why did Xu Haodong, who loved himself, finally give up for three years? Doesn't he miss it? Did he just let go?

Put it in the trunk.

The pillows were stuffed into the boxes.

"Fang Zheng, don't do that."

Xu Haodong rushes upstairs and sees Fang Zheng struggling with the suitcase. He tries to put everything in, but the suitcase is not so big and can't fit.

Let's fight. Come on.

"You're just going to school. We're not breaking up. Why do you take everything away?" "I may not come back in the future. I'm a great painter after graduate school. I can't go back to this place. There's nothing I care about here. My parents are also in the county, and they are expected to immigrate. My sister has also gone abroad. I, I... "

Fang Zheng's voice was choked.

"If I have a good chance, I will stay there. My sister is there, and there are not so many domestic environmental opportunities. If I stay there, there is no need to keep these things."

"Don't you prick my heart?"

"You don't want me!"

There was resentment in Fang Zheng's eyes, his lips trembled and his nose turned red.

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