"But I can't!" When Ke Yuehua finished speaking, tears gushed out of the corners of her eyes. Her worry, her worry, had always been lingering in her mind, and could not dissipate even for a moment.
As Shi Jinchen kissed the tears that fell from the corner of his eyes, his blazing hot lips pressed against Ke Yuehua's face, as though a warm current had rushed into her heart, giving her immense courage.
Ke Yuehua mustered up the courage to speak up: "Jinchen, I can't avoid anymore. If I don't solve this problem, then it will stay in my heart forever, and I will never be able to stay by your side. "
He thought that there would be no problems between them, and it was just that the Ke Yuehua had not thought it through. Who knew that it would be so serious, as he listened carefully to what Ke Yuehua had said, and pulled her into his embrace. His huge palm lightly patted her back, again and again, to calm the state of mind of the Ke Yuehua.
"Alright, speak, I'm listening!"
When Ke Yuehua told her her concerns and why she had left, she had thought that the Shi Jinchen would be interrupted midway. She did not expect the Shi Jinchen to quietly listen to her from beginning to end.
After Ke Yuehua finished speaking, they waited for Shi Jinchen to speak.
However, Shi Jinchen helplessly released the hands that were holding onto Ke Yuehua, and lay on the ground in dejection. His voice was hoarse as he said in a low voice: "I always thought that you left because you weren't ready yet. It turns out that it was all because I didn't do well enough. "
Shi Jinchen thought that he had done very well, but he still lacked confidence and didn't feel safe enough. He didn't believe that he would be with her for the rest of his life.
vexedly smashed his fist on the bed. It was because he,, and the others had only been separated for seven years.
"Shi Jinchen, don't be like this! "Is that okay?" When Ke Yuehua saw Shi Jinchen like this, his heart did not feel good either. Their problem was not because of which responsibility did they bear, but because their emotions had come too strongly, and they did not have any foundation to cause others to feel at a loss.
Shi Jinchen closed his eyes, and said intermittently: "Xiao Sui, don't say anymore."
Ke Yuehua knew that the impact on his Shi Jinchen was huge, giving him some time to recover.
These seven years, there was not a single moment where the Ke Yuehua did not miss him, especially when the children looked exactly the same as him. Occasionally, when he looked at the Jin Zhi, the Ke Yuehua would unconsciously think back to all the storms they had experienced before. When he found out that Shi Jinchen was in Hangzhou, Ke Yuehua didn't know if she was feeling more panicked or more happy at that moment.
"Xiao Sui, can you give me one more chance?" Shi Jinchen suddenly sat up, Ke Yuehua laid on his body, and they sat up together with her. Shi Jinchen supported her shoulders, eyes firm, sincerely looking at Ke Yuehua.
"Xiao Sui, we have never tried it before. How could you sentence me to death just because of your worry? It is not respectful to me, to you, to both of our feelings. " Shi Jinchen was his life, he could not do without her.
because of Shi Jinchen's words, his heart wavered a little. Shi Jinchen saw through him, and continued, "Xiao Sui, you are my life.
"Shi Jinchen, I am not suitable for the palace. I do not communicate with others, and am not able to properly manage the imperial harem."
Shi Jinchen shook his head, and said: "There's no need, you don't need to do this. If you don't like it, you don't have to worry about it. "
Ke Yuehua had to say that she was moved by Shi Jinchen's words. Shi Jinchen made the last strike, and said: "Xiao Sui, I can no longer be the emperor. We can be like the brocade men, and be an ordinary, happy, and blissful couple."
The way Shi Jinchen spoke did not seem fake. It was not like she had never thought about this before, but she knew that Shi Jinchen used ambition. He wanted to do something for this country, and not do anything mediocre.
Ke Yuehua had not expected the Shi Jinchen to say something like this, "No way, how will your dream be realized? Now, with you leading the way for the Southern Champion to become better and better, are you going to leave your country's citizens in the lurch? "
"What use do I have without you? Whenever I see an empty, deserted palace, how I wish I had you by my side to share the world with me. If you give up the throne, you can come back to me. Why not? You are my life! " Shi Jinchen used all of his strength to shout these words.
Ke Yuehua stared blankly at Shi Jinchen, he did not expect him to say these words. How could she possibly allow Shi Jinchen to treat her in such a manner?
"Jinchen!" There were no words to describe the current state of mind of Shi Jinchen. The only thing left to do was to constantly call out his Shi Jinchen's name.
Shi Jinchen hugged onto his Ke Yuehua, and said: "Xiao Sui, give us another chance, give me another chance. Trust me, I will definitely not let you down. If you're unhappy, I'll let you go. "
"Alright!"
Hearing himself say these words, Ke Yuehua listened to the words inside his heart, and believed in him again. Give them another chance, or else, Ke Yuehua would never be willing to accept it, right?
People who love each other should not be afraid of everything, but when they love each other, they should love as much as they can, and when they are separated, they should not leave any regrets.
Shi Jinchen did not dare believe his ears, and tremblingly asked: "Xiao Sui, say it again!"
Ke Yuehua grabbed Shi Jinchen's ear, went close to his ear, and said: "I promise you!"
The Shi Jinchen seemed to happily hand it over, but at this moment, it was quiet in the middle of the night, so the Shi Jinchen could only tightly hold onto the Ke Yuehua to express their joy.
His long wish for many years had finally been fulfilled and the person he loved was currently lying by his side. Shi Jinchen was so excited that he could no longer fall asleep.
And Ke Yuehua had been on tenterhooks for an entire day, the knot in his heart that had been there for a long time finally opened. Ke Yuehua could finally lie peacefully in Shi Jinchen's embrace and fall into a deep sleep.
Shi Jinchen looked at Ke Yuehua's sleeping face and gently kissed it. I have finally found you, and will not let you leave me ever again.
Shi Jinchen looked at the person in his embrace with a silly smile. He was afraid that once his eyes closed, the person in his embrace would disappear.
The sky brightened up. Shi Jinchen held the person in his embrace tightly, afraid that the Ke Yuehua would escape.
Ke Yuehua woke up from the feeling of almost drowning. After waking up, he realized that it was Shi Jinchen's arm was wrapped around his neck, causing him to be unable to breath.
Ke Yuehua carefully removed Shi Jinchen's arm. Just as he took it away, Shi Jinchen's arm returned.