Over the years, Joey has never thought of looking for his biological parents. When she was in the orphanage, she was young. Later, after she understood emotions and experienced the hurt of being abandoned, in her heart, there was only resentment and hatred for the irresponsible parents.
As the years passed, Joey's resentment faded. She told herself that she only thought that she was alone, with so many orphans, she was nothing special, her biological parents, and she didn't care.
For whatever reason they abandoned themselves, Joey just left it all behind without thinking about it.
Therefore, she never thought that she would one day get something that might be her biological parents.
When Joey got the necklace in his hand, his mood was very complicated.
She knew for a long time that the greatness of mother's love and the greatness of parents' love for their children were the most ridiculous to her. This is true of biological parents, and the same is true of adoptive parents. Since they abandoned themselves in the first place, why did they leave clues, and why did they let themselves fall into this torment.
If you should give up, give up completely. Since he chose to be irresponsible, why did he seek them out?
For a home with parents? Or a reason to be abandoned?
For Joey, maybe before Lu Jingyun, she would still care a little. But now, she no longer needs the love of those so-called parents. The only thing she has and the only thing she needs is the love of Lu Jingyun, a warm little home for herself and Lu Jingyun.
On the other hand, it doesn't matter to Joey.
"Husband, I don't want to find them."
Joey nestled in Lu Jingyun's arms and hugged him tightly, as if he wanted to draw his only support from his arms.
Her fear, her resentment, will disappear only when she is in his arms, and she will feel that she is not alone.
"Then don't look for it, Yiyi, it's okay, you still have me."
Lu Jingyun stroked her face with big hands, using skin-to-skin contact to ease her anxiety, looking at the contradiction in her eyes, even though she said so, but what he saw was Joey's complicated torment.
"I don't trust them."
Joey finally expressed his doubts. She doesn't believe the biological parents, so she doesn't want to get some more sad information from them because if she finds them. She would rather be like she never knew, never thought about them.
Lu Jingyun looked at Joey distressedly, with a calm and indifferent expression, but his heart was severely scarred.
He lowered his head and kissed her lips, as if kissing on her scarred heart, with a very pious and gentle kiss, hoping to comfort her so that she would no longer feel sad or hurt.
"Yiyi, baby, don't be sad."
Lu Jingyun said soothingly while kissing, and gradually, in his kiss, he tasted salty tears.
I don't know when, the crystal tears overflowed from Joey's eyes, silently, sliding down his cheeks and dripping into their gently glued kiss.
"My dear, don't cry..."
Lu Jingyun comforted Joey even more distressedly, and gently kissed away her tears.
However, the tears could not be stopped. He could only pat Joey on the back one by one, letting her vent the grievances and pain she had accumulated for so many years.
"Uuuuuu..."
Joey shed tears silently, and gradually whimpered because of the more and more grievances and sadness, and his voice became more and more aggrieved, and Lu Jingyun was very distressed when he heard it.
"Yiyi, Yiyi, don't be sad, I feel bad for you crying..."
Lu Jingyun hugged Joey whole body, anxious to comfort her, so that she didn't cry so distressed.
In the end, he could only keep kissing her cheeks, lips, bit by bit, so that she could feel his company and presence, and forget those unhappy pasts.
When Joey gradually stopped crying and calmed down, Joey sobbed and grabbed Lu Jingyun's hand tightly and raised his pitiful, red face, which was so pitiful.
"Husband, it's enough for me to have you."
"Yeah, you have me. Silly Yiyi, I will always be with you."
Joy Nuono's response, there is a gap in her heart, but that's not important. As long as Lu Jingyun was there, everything was worth it.
In the end, the necklace was put down by Joey. She didn't want to see it, and she didn't want this necklace to ruin her very content and happy life now.
Lu Jingyun didn't say anything. He respected Joey's wishes. In fact, if he couldn't find it, he only needed a word from Joey. However, he just wanted Joey to help her when she was really willing to let go. Now, not yet.
Joey, who came back from a leave of absence, continued to work normally. The panic and sadness of the previous day passed quickly. The days are still going on, and she has no reason not to live her little life well.
A few colleagues briefly asked her about her, and Joey only said that there was no major matter, and it had been resolved, so he continued to work.
Ellie gave her a lot of work in the end, and Joey didn't get a little rest until lunch.
"Ellie is too impersonal, you are not lazy, why do you have to put all these jobs on you?"
Sally complained for Joey, but only in a low voice, not daring to be open.
Joey smiled indifferently, "This is my job originally, I have accumulated a day, it's okay to work hard."
"You, are you submissive? Otherwise, you can give Ellie something."
Joey thought about it, a little reluctantly. However, this kind of thing might be unavoidable.
"I'll think about it."
"En." Sally didn't ask for it, and her eyes went to the second floor of the restaurant again. "I heard a piece of news, which was told to me by Kathy from the PR department. She heard from her boss that our big boss in the United States is going back to China. However, I don't know if he will come to Jiangcheng."
"Returning to China?" Joey asked in surprise, "Is the big boss Chinese?"
"No, Joey, you've been here for so long, you still don't know that although Tianhe is established in the United States, but the owner is Chinese? You are really... too unqualified."
Joey smiled embarrassedly, took a sip of soup, and concealed his "ignorance".
"I said, no wonder these guys seem so busy lately," Alice said. "I just said why David has been so honest recently, because he was afraid of making trouble."
"As I said, even if our big boss returns to China, he won't necessarily come to Jiangcheng. The company in Kyoto is the key."
"That's not necessarily the case. Since the boss is back, he will definitely make a comprehensive inspection." Ellie had some longing. "Joey, you don't know, our big boss is the fifth top diamond king. Every time he returns to China, he can make a big wave of women in all branches. You know."
Joey chuckled and nodded cooperatively. "I understand, I understand..."