Lu Jingyun froze and sighed helplessly.
"Yiyi, I didn't mean to lie to you. I originally gave myself two years to travel, which was decided when my mother passed away. Although the main purpose is not to find a wife, there are also aspects of this. Meaning. When I first arrived in Jiangcheng, I didn't expect to meet you."
Lu Jingyun remembered that he just got off the Jiangcheng Railway Station and walked out of the intersection of the railway station. He had no purpose or any direction, but just walked with a big backpack and looked a little decadent.
After walking for a long time, he sat on the ground behind a stop sign at a bus stop, resting while thinking about where to go and what to do next. At that time, he never expected that just because of that moment's pause, he would decide his future life.
Maybe Joey won't remember what she looked like when she got off the bus, a very ordinary little girl, carrying a messenger bag, simple t-shirt jeans, simple ponytail, just got off the bus, walked to the side On the sidewalk, I saw a beggar watching with a newspaper on the side of the road. The beggar seemed to be different from ordinary beggars. Although the clothes were ragged, they were not sloppy. There were several newspapers and some tattered books at hand. He looked as if he was completely immersed in the world of books, except that the begging bowl in front of him showed that he still needed financial support.
Lu Jingyun also noticed the beggar. As far as he could see, Joey just walked past the beggar, and finally backed up and squatted in front of the beggar.
He didn't know what Joey said, but he saw a charming smile on her ordinary and beautiful little face, especially those eyes, which were very beautiful because of the destructive light. The old beggar also said something to her, she smiled brighter, and the two chatted for a while, and finally she took out the money from the bag, not change, but a whole hundred, and put it in the hands of the old beggar.
The old beggar didn't refuse. He smiled after taking it, and Joey got up and waved his hand to leave.
Lu Jingyun was very curious at the time, or maybe it was her smile that dazzled his heart, so he got up and followed Joey.
He didn't know why he followed her, and he didn't know what he wanted to do, he just wanted to follow her like this.
After a while, Joey stopped. She seemed to be in a hurry and nervously walked back and forth in place, occasionally looking up at the listing there. After hesitating for nearly five minutes, Joey walked in with determination.
And Lu Jingyun also approached and saw the words on the listing, Jiahe Matchmaking Company.
Later, Lu Jingyun spent an afternoon renting the house and set it up. Then, when he thought of getting married with Joey, he only had joy and expectation in his heart, without any resistance, so it all started like this.
"At that time, when I got married to you, I didn't think about anything else at all, I just thought that this kind of life is very good, I just thought that I was looking forward to being with you, and I, like you, hope to have a warm little home, a different A disturbed life." Lu Jingyun explained all this clearly to Joey, without any concealment. "Actually, Yiyi, I didn't even want you to go to Kyoto with me at that time. First, you might not agree. Second, I was afraid that the environment in Kyoto would destroy our peaceful married life. At that time, I didn't have a lot of Confidence, keep you firm in our marriage. However, later, I found that I loved you more and more, and I was more and more afraid to confess to you. I know that what you hate most is deception, I know you I don't like the flashy life of those rich people, and I even feel a little disgusted with them, so every day I want to tell you my true identity, and every day I can't bear our beautiful life. I am afraid, I am afraid of you Once I know, I will be angry, I am afraid of the worst. I just want to find the right opportunity, I hope a little bit will make you less disgusting, so that you can understand my mind, so that you can accept my other An identity. I didn't expect that the right opportunity was still not found, so I let you find out. Yiyi, I really didn't mean it, can you forgive me? Or, even if you don't forgive me, you can punish me no matter what Yes, except for divorce, I agree with everything you say."
Joey quietly listened to Lu Jingyun's explanation, his inner struggle, and his feelings.
Maybe, she needs time to laugh at these slowly. For a long time, Joey has been silent.
The car also arrived at Lu Jingyun's residence. He got out of the car and still held Joey, and still carried her into the house insecure.
"This is our home." Lu Jingyun put Joey on the sofa in the living room. "Yiyi, you will be the hostess here in the future. If you don't like it, you can renovate it at any time, or, if you like it, we can live in another place."
"I'm tired."
Joey still did not respond to Lu Jingyun's explanation, nor did he add anything to his imaginative future.
She is really tired.
Lu Jingyun's somewhat disappointed eyes darkened, and soon he smiled dotingly again. "Okay, I'll take you to your room to rest."
Joey was placed on the bed in the master bedroom, and Lu Jingyun sat beside the bed, stroking her forehead with a big hand. "I didn't prepare your pajamas, you should put on mine first. Go take a bath and relax."
"No, you go out. I'm sleeping."
Joey rushed out coldly, Lu Jingyun's body stiffened slightly, and it took a while to hear his long sigh.
"Okay, Yiyi, then you can rest. I'm next door, call me if you have anything."
After finishing speaking, he lowered his head and kissed Joey's forehead, but she avoided her sideways. Lu Jingyun got up and left in disappointment, closing the bedroom door for her.
Standing outside the door, Lu Jingyun leaned against the wall beside the door and stood for a long time.
And Joey in the room, after Lu Jingyun left, tears silently slipped down her face as she lay on her side, and dipped into the pillow.
There were more and more tears, and it didn't stop at all, and Silently wept slowly, Joey finally buried himself in the quilt and buried himself crying loudly.
For a long time, the crying did not stop.
In the dimly lit room, Joey hugged the quilt and cried, and after gradually stopped, his breathing slowly subsided.
The bedroom door was suddenly opened gently, and the tall figure of Lu Jingyun quietly walked into the room and stood beside the bed. With the faint light, he watched Joey's little face still wet with tears and frowning. , holding the quilt tightly with both hands and not letting go, and did not change the clothes on her body, tying her body messily.
Lu Jingyun looked at her distressed, his fingers gently wiped away the tears on her face, and wanted to reach out to help her change her clothes, but as soon as he touched her body, Joey didn't move, and he heard her voice even more. The whimper sounded like she was crying in her dream.
Lu Jingyun was very distressed, his eyes were hot, and he didn't dare to touch Joey again. He could only stand helplessly, watching her falling tears, suffering himself.