Is there any meaning?
Lin Xiaozhu is very upset. Also desperate.
The battle between her mother and her sister is destined to break her sister's love with Lin.
What can she do?
Can she still be as close to her sister as she used to be? Can she still borrow money from her sister in the same way as Pearl, and steal the sister’s jewelry to sell it?
Even if she is in trouble, she can avoid her parents and ask her sister for help.
Can't...
Even though she hopes to return to the past, return to the Pearl period. Back to the two sisters, there is nothing to talk about, the intimate past. But is it possible?
How can she talk to the most hated by her mother? How can she be intimate with the person who hurts her mother?
Can't...
Lin Xiaozhu looked up and confused, and looked up at Xiao Zheng: "Sister, I know you may be worried about this."
Xiao Zheng gently licked his lips and did not say anything.
"But I want you to know," Lin Xiaozhu whispered. "This thing has nothing to do with you. Even if you have never appeared in our lives. Even if my sister doesn't turn my face with my mother. Maybe in the future, this day will come."
Xiao Zheng heard that his body trembled a little, and there was endless pity in his heart.
She actually said the same thing as Lin Zhuyin!
"Maybe this is the so-called giant." Lin Xiaozhu said bitterly. "There has never been a so-called harmony. There has never been a so-called family fun. Some are just endless battles."
"Your sister will never fight with you." Xiao Zheng said softly. "No matter what you did to her, you will always be her most loved sister."
"I know." Lin Xiaozhu bitterly said. "But starting today, I am no longer Lin Xiaozhu."
"She can still do her Linyin. Yanjing is the first gold. But I can no longer do the previous Lin Xiaozhu." Lin Xiaozhu whispered.
Xiao Zheng’s brows are slightly sloppy, and he doesn’t quite understand the subtext of Lin Xiaozhu’s words: “Small building, what do you want to do?”
“What can I do?” Lin Xiaozhu asked. "Betray my mother? I can't do it. I hurt my sister? I can't do it."
"Time can dilute everything." Xiao Zheng whispered softly. "A deep wound can also heal."
Lin Xiaozhu painted the desperate color and shook his head and said: "The wound can be restored, what about the scar? The broken glass can stick, but the crack?"
After a pause, Lin Xiaozhu continued: "Maybe I shouldn't have been too close to her from the beginning. Maybe from the beginning, I shouldn't be so stubborn and playful. Maybe then, our sisters can still For a long time, my mother will not be eager to destroy this sisterhood."
"If I am as strong as my sister." Lin Xiaozhu looked confused at Xiao Zheng. "Brother, do you say that my mother will still do this? Is she still worried?"
Xiao Zheng’s heart trembled. Everything is clear.
Lin Xiaozhu is not a stupid girl. All her playfulness and inferiority may just be a message to Dongbi Jun: I am a little girl who is not very sensible. I don't have much skill. Mother, if you want to fight with my sister, I will fight for my sister. .
However, Lin Xiaozhu’s performance of the world’s struggle has just stabbed the weakness of Dongbijun. Made her feel hopeless and scared.
If a daughter is just a useless person, after ten years, twenty years later, who can Dongbi Jun expect? Lin's huge family business, in addition to Lin Zhuyin, who else can inherit?
Dongbi Jun couldn't sit still.
She must smash the sisters' feelings!
She must force Lin Xiaozhu to take this road!
Only Lin Xiaozhu is strong enough, Dongbi Jun can rest assured!
Otherwise, she will never be able to sleep peacefully around Lin Chaotian!
"That's not you." Xiao Zheng said with a distressed heart.
"I have already said it." Lin Xiaozhu whispered. "From today, I am no longer Lin Xiaozhu. I can't."
Xiao Zhengxin said: "You want to fight with your sister?"
Lin Xiaozhu smiled sadly: "You just said that my sister will never fight with me. Then why should I fight with my sister?"
Xiao Zheng confused: "Then you"
"Since my mother wants me to be stronger. Then I can only become stronger." Lin Xiaozhu said slowly. "When I reach her request, she may not be flustered again, and then run in the back."
"When you reach her requirements." Xiao Zheng said helplessly. "Maybe, she will want you to have a final contest with your sister. This is what she wants."
Lin Xiaozhu’s eyes flashed a subtle brilliance. She slowly raised her head and said with a firm expression: “Sister, do you know why my sister can not listen to anyone’s mercy?”
Xiao Zheng heard the words and suddenly realized.
"If I can be as strong as my sister." Lin Xiaozhu said one word at a time. "Even if it is my mother, does she still have the ability to control me?"
Xiao Zheng heard the words, and there was a deep feeling of pity in his heart. He licked the hair of Yulin Xiaozhu, softly said: "Stupid gimmick. Take a road that you don't want to go at all. It will be very tired."
Lin Xiaozhu gazed firmly at Xiao Zheng. One word and one said: "I am willing."
......
When I got home, it was already one o'clock in the morning. The lights in the living room are still bright, and the gifts that have been thrown all over the floor have been cleaned up by Lin. Put it in the canvas bag. She sat on the sofa, holding a transparent glass in her hand, the hot water in the cup had cooled, but she did not take a sip.
At this moment, her heart is colder than ever. Cold into the bone marrow, as if freezing her blood.
She seemed to sit calmly on the sofa, but her thoughts were in a mess.
"I haven't rest yet?" Xiao Zheng was tired and returned to the living room. He and Lin Huayin have experienced too much tonight, and they can't digest them in a short time.
He knew that the calmness of Lin's paintings was fragile and could not be defeated at all. He sat next to Lin's painting, gently holding the woman's cold hand, and cared: "Don't think too much. Things are not as bad as you think."
Lin painted the shoulders and shivered slightly, turned to look at Xiao Zheng: "She"
"She doesn't blame you anymore." Xiao Zheng opened his mouth and showed a gentle smile. "Or, she never blamed you. She just didn't have a better way to vent her guilt."
"You also know. When a person's mood drops to the extreme, depressed to the extreme. Often will vent to the closest people around. Because she knows that only the closest relatives can tolerate her everything." Xiao Zheng said softly. "And you are the most important person in her life."
Lin Linyin listened, but the crystal clear tears appeared in the quiet beauty. She opened her red lips and said that the voice was low and dumb and said: "Thank you, Ah Zheng..."
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