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An unsatisfying process and outcome.

Of course, the responsibility lies with me.

At the beginning of the movie, I feel very good about myself. I have a little ambition and want to be a little different from the previous works. But too much consideration was given to the setting, too complicated, too much emphasis was put on rationality, continuity, and a little bit of "novelty" and "breakthrough" in the writing, and as a result, I was dragged into the mud.

Even the editor in chief told me some time after the book was opened that the dialogue in the book was too westernized, which might arouse the displeasure of the book friends... I was stubborn and persistent.

I feel that it's still the impulse to write something different from what I used to do... But now think about it seriously. Let's leave that impulse after the age of 60 and have a lot of leisure and enough accumulation before we go to play.

So the book of gods and demons is also very tired. My friends are also very tired. This is my pot. I have to carry it.

Yesterday, I had a meeting with Haiyun elder brother. Haiyun elder brother said, our friends haven't been active for some time... When the epidemic situation is stable and you can wander around, let's meet together and pour my old wine, let's export gas!

Well.

Once again, I'm sorry to my friends for supporting me.

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Now, let's start the preview.

Previously, because of the grouping of editors, the familiar editor in chief was responsible for the fantasy group. Therefore, several books have been published for several years.

There are friends who have been shouting and want to see Xianxia.

Now, the grouping system of editors at the starting point has changed. The authors in the same editing group can write all kinds of subjects.

So, the next one will be fairy tales.

As for the time, it's probably in August.

Because of the epidemic situation, I have been away from home since January 20, except for necessary meetings and activities. Also because of the depressing atmosphere brought about by the epidemic, I spent more than a year seriously thinking about the past ten or twenty years since I joined the industry in 2003.

All of a sudden, I found that I was too stubborn in the simple and pure "code work" of this habitual labor.

So much so that when I write only a few thousand words a day, I feel a little confused.

As long as you write 10000 words every day, you will have a sense of sureness and satisfaction.

However, after reading the dialogue in "no question, West and East", I feel that this kind of sureness and satisfaction brought by repeated work is actually a kind of false thing. It doesn't allow you to find the goal and purpose of life.

Life is a journey.

Just like you are sitting in a train, whether it is a green old car or a yellow high-speed railway, there are always different scenery outside the window.

The desert and wasteland in the north, the green mountains and waters in the south, the black land in the northeast and the Loess Slope in the northwest are always different.

And stubborn in the simple code, no doubt in his life journey on the window hung a heavy shade, from now on you see, hear, feel everything, is this shade. You will be immersed in a small space that you think is safe, self closed, and then ignore more other landscapes and colors.

So, take a break, adjust your mind and give yourself enough time and space to think about something.

The new fat cat in my family has been here for a year, but I haven't taken it to the yard yet.

Accompany my wife to the shopping mall nearby, and turn over the hot pot shops and barbecue shops that I've been talking about all the time... I'll talk about weight loss later, and I'll eat it first. This is a kind of attitude towards life.

I've been talking to my friends for three or four years. I'm going to fulfill my plan to get a bicycle in his shop and ride around the town. I've taken a fancy to several road bikes on the Internet. It's good to change a relatively wide, soft and elastic seat and ride around slowly.

Even, I went to the site of some old friends and went to the most famous mountain nearby to get drunk once

I was drunk in the first three, four and five years.

I haven't been drunk in the past three, four, five or six years... It's not that the amount of alcohol is getting better, but that the mood is getting deeper. In fact, it's very bad.

Want to live a more solid, more real.

I bought a lot of books at home, but in fact, I haven't read them seriously and with a correct attitude in the past two years.

To find a secluded Town, it's better to have a river next to it. For breakfast, there are steamed buns, pancakes and rice noodles. Live in a quiet yard and read carefully and steadfastly.

This is what I want to do after my recent break.

The next book is immortal. Immortal swordsman should have a bit of immortal flavor. He can't fight to the flesh and the world like the fantasy theme... Ha ha!

I hope that this period of thinking and adjustment can add such a trace of ethereal immortal Qi to my body, or a sense of worldliness!

Time, tentatively in August.

Yesterday, I asked elder brother Haiyun a lot about Taoism and cultivation.

I have some feeling in my heart.

Hope to bring you fresh feelings.

Blood red of stubborn code word for many years

June 13, 2021

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