I don't want to get drunk again, because the result of getting drunk is to make him more trivial. Uncle ha ha
Let him face Su ruiruirui more shamelessly.
In this way, he stood there blankly until it was dark. Then he bowed his head and walked aimlessly.
I don't know how long it took. In short, when ouyujie came back to see, he found that he had come to the door of Su ruiruirui's house.
I couldn't help laughing bitterly.
No matter how mean, shameful and ashamed he was, he still couldn't resist missing her.
Looking up at her window, I saw the warm light pouring out from inside.
He suddenly felt that the light was the warmest thing in the world.
The nose was sour, and there were cold things flowing slowly on his face. When he reached out and touched it, he unknowingly shed tears.
Leaning decadent against the wall, he habitually touched out a cigarette, took a hard breath, and then gently spit it out, enveloping him with diffuse smoke.
He has no right to love her.
He's really not clean anymore.
Before meeting her, he played games between women and adults. He thought it was nothing.
Because at that time, he had no heart to play like that, just to solve his physiological needs!
However, after meeting her, falling in love with her and making her sad, he even entered the body of other women heartlessly, which made him feel too shameful and dirty.
Even he can't forgive himself, let alone Su ruiruirui.
If she knows, she must be more disdainful?
ok That's it.
He stopped pestering her!
Since their love has come to a dead end, let love go with the wind!
He wants to let her go and let her fly freely!
And he just hid behind her!
If she is happy, he is happy.
If she is happy, he is happy.
Like this, hiding under the courtyard wall of her house and looking at the light of her room, he felt that it was already a luxury happiness.
At this moment, he suddenly understood the true meaning of love.
Love is not to occupy, but to look at the happiness of the beloved, that is love!
From this moment on, he will bless her forever.
I wish she could meet a man who is simple, happy and loyal to love.
Never meet a worthless Playboy like him again.
Her love is sincere and warm, worthy of the most beautiful man in the world.
After making this difficult decision, his heart twitched with pain.
The tormenting pain made him collapse and he had to sit slowly against the wall.
There is thick snow on the ground. It was a heavy snow just this morning.
Because of the extremely low temperature, it did not melt.
He just sat on the cold snow, held his head, and let the biting cold dissolve the pain in his heart.
The wind disordered his hair, got into his arms and took his temperature away bit by bit.
The bitter cold, the hangover of yesterday night, the dripping water of today, and the despair in his heart completely defeated him.
He has a headache, sore throat and heartache.
Ouyujie clearly knows that something big may happen if he stays motionless on such a cold night.
He could even clearly feel the energy of life disappearing from his body bit by bit.
But he just didn't want to move.
I don't want to move a step.
No matter what the consequences are, tonight, he wants to let himself be capricious, so that he can finally accompany her quietly in a corner she doesn't know.