She picked up the soymilk and took two gulps of it. She put down the cup and nodded solemnly: "well, I'm full. Let's go!"
Nianyu Jiang raised her hand to wipe the soymilk from her mouth, but she laughed and shook her head helplessly: "when will my baby grow up? I have to take care of you and my son when I eat in the future."
He can continue to joke with himself at this time, but Lily can't laugh at all, because she obviously feels the pain in his heart, she would rather he burst out in front of her!
On the car, Nian and Jiang turned on the light music in the car, turned his eyes and said to lily, "it's a little far away. You'll have a rest. I'll call you when it's time."
"Far? Where are you going? " Lily asked curiously.
"You've been there. You'll know when you arrive. Lie down and have a rest." Nian and Jiang helped her fasten her seat belt and put her seat flat to make her sleep more comfortable.
Lily did not continue to ask, he took her to a lot of places, she can't think of where to go at the moment, but soon know, right? Simply lying with eyes closed.
When the car started, Lily could feel that he was driving very slowly, but she was still not sleepy. She always had to take a nap at this time after lunch. As soon as she closed her eyes, all she could see in her mind were the tearful face and loving smile of Nian Yu and Jiang Sheng's mother.
Looking at such a kind and intimate old lady, what kind of mistakes did she make when she was young, which could make her own son hate her for 30 years and still refuse to recognize her?
Dislike the poor and love the rich, betray the husband, leave the son and marry someone else? Marriage derailed, fell in love with another man eloped? Is the husband seriously ill and unable to bear the heavy burden of the family?
Lily's mind began to think of those TV drama novels in the dog blood bridge paragraph, mostly because of these reasons, will say I'm sorry for her husband and son, will also attract son hate her so long?
However, with the marriage of TV dramas, abandoned children will forgive and accept their disillusioned mother. Why is Nian and Jiang still so determined? I would rather call someone else's parents in front of my biological mother than recognize her.
After thinking about it all the way, she denied it all the way. Just when she had finished her abdominal manuscript and was ready to open her eyes and ask these questions, the car slowly stopped. In her ear came the voice of Nian and Jiang calling her: "get up if you don't fall asleep. It's time."
"How do you know I'm not asleep? I fell asleep and had several dreams Lily "Ho" have to open their eyes, unconvinced to say.
"Why didn't I find that your eyes were still rolling under your eyelids when you were asleep?" Nian and Jiang lightly said, opened the door and got off the car.
Lily angrily spit out tongue, patronize the analysis, should turn his head not to let him see!
Open the door, a cold depression hit, Lily can not help but close his coat, look up, it is actually a cemetery. Yes, it's the cemetery he brought himself to on New Year's day.
Today, I met his mother, and then he brought himself here... Could it be that Lily suddenly remembered the old friend whom Nian and Jiang visited last time? What's the name of "Tao Zhiqiang"?
Tao Zhiqiang? Year and river? It doesn't matter, does it?
Lily side in the heart belly Fei, side with the pace of last year and the river, to the depth of the cemetery.
Sure enough, when Nian and Jiang's pace slowed down, Lily saw that the tombstone in front of him was the one she had been to last time, and the man in the photo still laughed politely.
Lily stares at the photo and frowns a little. She plays back Nian Yu Jiang's face for no reason in her mind. She turns to look at him and whispers curiously: "why do I feel a bit like you when I see this person's photo again? But it's like you're more like mom. "
With that, Lily feels as if she shouldn't ask in this place. She closes her mouth and looks at the photos on the tombstone again.
Nian Yu Jiang didn't feel surprised at her inquisition. As if he didn't hear her, he ignored her. He squatted forward two steps, looked at the picture with deep eyes for a long time, and murmured: "Dad, I never thought of seeing her again, because I'm afraid I can't help waving my fist at her. However, when I saw her again, I found that I was very disheartened. Although I didn't want to see her more, I couldn't hate her in my heart....
dad?!
Nian and Jiang seem to be talking to themselves in a small and low voice, which is clearly heard by lily. Her heart is shocked: is it really his father? No wonder there is a little resemblance between the eyebrows, especially when smiling, the smile is clean and elegant.
Lily looked at Nian and Jiang mianse kneeling in front of the tombstone, and she also slowly bent her knees, squatted side by side with him, picked up his hand, held it tightly, silently conveying comfort to him.
Nian and Jiang didn't turn to look at her or take back their hands. After a pause, he said to his father's photo: "although I can't hate her, I will never forgive her!"
The firmness and ferocity in his tone made Lily stand in a daze. He turned his head and looked at his cold side face, which was biting his teeth.
Yes, many times you can not hate, but it is difficult to forgive.Nian and Jiang didn't talk any more. They stayed in front of the tomb for a long time before he stood up, picked up Lily and turned to walk outside.
Until he got on the bus, Nian and Jiang didn't start the car. Half of the car window fell down and a cigarette burned. Youyou said, "before my father died, he spent all his life trying to transfer all my information to the Jiang family, so I changed my name and followed my adoptive mother. What's more, everyone thinks that I immigrated and never came back. In fact, I didn't leave. "
Nian Yu Jiang's voice is a little hoarse. It seems that he has made great determination to say these words that he didn't know how long he had hidden in his heart.
Lily's doubts were instantly relieved. No wonder he had a different surname from his father.
"Well, why did your father change your name when he was alive, as if he didn't let people know that you were still in China?" Lily aftertaste his words, don't understand ground to ask a way.
"Ha ha" Nian and Jiang Dakou took a puff of smoke, and then he turned his eyes and looked at lily with self mockery: "it's because of me, you think it's my mother who loves me deeply."
"Eh?" Lily lowered her head and spat out her tongue. She raised her eyes and frowned in embarrassment and asked, "but it's been so many years. Now that you have admitted that you don't hate her, why let her live alone in her old age. She... She's really pathetic. "
"I don't care about the hatred that can't be avenged, but I can't persuade myself to forgive her." Nian and Jiang talked very quietly. He threw away his cigarette, closed the window and started the car.
Lily started her lips and wanted to say something. Nian and Jiang patted her hand and said with a smile, "although it can't satisfy your curiosity, it's enough for you to know. Don't say any more silly words like let me accept her. I still have the most important thing to do. I don't want her to ruin my plan at the last moment."