Chapter 268

Lily listened quietly, did not speak, but looked at Jiang Jingru sympathetically. It turned out that the influence of parents on the child began before he was born. If little Kevin had the ability to choose whether he was born or not, he would have lost his father after he knew he was born, and the relationship between his mother and father was getting worse and worse, leading to the final separation, would he come to this world so lonely? From the beginning of knowing all things in the world, my heart was full of all kinds of fears, all kinds of fears...

"maybe..." Jiang Jingru sighed faintly, and the color of his eyes became more and more dim. "Maybe this is God's punishment for me. When I was young, I was uninhibited, did not listen to anyone's good advice, and blindly pursued what I thought was freedom and freedom Happy things... In the end, they not only taste the bitter fruit, but also lose the man who was the most sincere to me in the world... Therefore, I think that the birth of Kevin is God's excuse for me....

Lily can't bear to wring her eyebrows and comfort: "don't say that, sister Jiang... The child is innocent. As far as I know, there are more than a million autistic children in China alone. If this is really God's punishment for the parents of sick children, why are there not only wealthy officials who have no worries about food and clothing, but also ordinary people who are honest? Don't think like that. Besides, Kevin's illness is gradually recovering. You must have confidence. "

"Well, thank you." Jiang Jingru said with a weak smile, "I've always been confident. Ever since I made up my mind to see Kevin, I didn't intend to give him up. Even if I've been waiting for him all my life, I just want God to show mercy on me as a mother... Let me live one more day than this child... Only in that way can I feel at ease..."

JIANG Jingru said As he spoke, his voice became lower and lower, and his eyes began to turn red. His eyes just fixed on Kevin's delicate face.

Lily only feels that her throat is blocked and her nose is a little sour. No parents want their children to be unhealthy and lead a bad life... Even though Jiang Jingru really missed a lot because of her personality when she was young, even if she missed a lot of things, when she had her own children, she was still a respected mother and a great and poor single mother.

But Lily knows that with Jiang Jingru's character, what she needs is not her own sympathy... So at the moment, she doesn't know how to comfort her. She can only follow her words and say in a soft voice: "sister Jiang, don't say that. You are still young. Of course, you can accompany Kevin for a long time... When his illness is completely cured, he will go to study, go to college, and then do a job he likes "Ha ha," Jiang Jingru said with an astringent smile, "I also hope to have such a day... But if I could, I would not come today."

"That..." lily a little puzzled, really don't know Jiang Jingru what plan, why should say so pessimistic words?

Jiang Jingru looked at Lily and said, "let me be frank. When Jiang first met Kevin, not only Yufei and I, but also he didn't expect to see any stranger who would only scream or cry. He would call his father obediently... So, I asked him at that time, if Kevin only knew you as his father in his whole life, would you like to? He didn't answer me. When I saw his dilemma, I said, don't worry, Kevin is Kevin, I am me. I won't think about you because of Kevin. Does Kevin not have a good life like Yufei? If one day you lose your mother, would you rather accept Yufei than our family's Kevin? "

Hearing this, Lily's heart suddenly shakes, not because she is afraid to hear the promise that Nian and Jiang made to Guo Jingru, but because of her assumption just now...

"sister Jiang, what's Kevin? If you love Kevin so much without your mother one day, how can..." lily frowns and stares at Jiang Jingru, for fear of missing any abnormal watch on her face Love.

"Ha ha, don't you want to hear how Yu Jiang answers me?" Jiang Jingru does not answer the rhetorical question and looks at lily with a very gentle smile.

"Er..." Lily was asked a little unprepared, and said with a smile: "although he is strong with Jiang, he is actually very kind-hearted, let alone Kevin. Even if he is an ordinary friend and a colleague who has a general relationship with him, he will help him if he has something to ask him, on the premise of not violating the principles, laws and ethics. What's more, although he is only the adopted son of Uncle Jiang and auntie Nian, he is your brother and sister who grew up together. How can he not help you? "

"Well, it seems that you really know him well. He is such a person, on the surface is very calm, even sometimes seems to be old-fashioned unreasonable, but that heart, softer than anyone else Jiang Jingru nodded.

"Because he had been hurt, so he felt the same way..." thinking of Nian and Jiang's past and present, Lily's heart rose again. She bowed her head and murmured."Yes. So he promised me that if one day I can't afford to take care of Kevin, he will accept Kevin... You don't blame him for that, do you? " Jiang Jingru slightly side head, looking at the lily.

"No... how can I blame him?" Lily's thoughts are a little broken down, and she is immersed in infinite sympathy for the sad past of Nian and Jiang. When Jiang Jingru suddenly asks, she raises her head in a hurry, shakes her head, and affirms to Jiang Jingru: "just as I know that Yufei also calls his father, how can I interfere in his decision? What's more, Kevin likes him so much."

Lily is really what she said in her heart. She never influences Jiang's ideas when he works with him. Besides, he is so capable that he doesn't need her to give advice on everything. If you really want to accept Kevin, you can only have one more adopted son at most. With his ability, you can take good care of Kevin.

But Lily is curious and puzzled that Jiang Jingru cares so much about Kevin, how can she be willing to leave him, really willing to give him to Nian and Jiang??

"Thank you, Xiao Zhen." The gratitude on Jiang Jingru's face was very sincere. "I really didn't expect that a young girl like you would be so generous to accept her future husband and take care of several children who were not her own... Before I came here, I hesitated for a long time, which is why I came to you instead of Yu Jiang first. If you don't want to raise Kevin with Jiang at that time, I will find someone to take care of Kevin again. I didn't expect that you agreed so readily....