Looking at Lin Wei's worried appearance, Lily looks up at Lin Wei and says, "it's not only Xiao Rui, but also me..."
"what's the matter with you?" Lin Wei looked at the sadness on Lily's face and couldn't help lowering her voice. She asked with concern.
"I... I may never have a child in my life..." lily lowered her head, words just came out of her mouth, tears fell one by one, and melted into the quilt on her knee.
"What? What do you mean Lin Wei was startled, and an incredible shock suddenly appeared on her face. She pressed Lily's shoulder and asked in a trembling voice.
Lily takes a deep breath, raises her head, blinks her eyes, and laughs at Lin Wei with tears in her eyes. "It's the last snow white foot that made me seriously injured. The doctor says that I can't have a child within one year, or I'll have one... It's very unlikely that I can have one after one year. It depends on the degree of healing. Generally, I won't have a child within three or five years ... "
" how could it be... "Lin Wei frowned and looked at Lily in amazement, shaking her head in disbelief...
" he kept hiding from me, and insisted on using the condom every time. Later, I realized that it was not that he didn't want children, but that I didn't have the ability to conceive now... I thought I was still young, such a thing Love shouldn't have happened to me, but I went to have an examination myself. The doctor said that at present, I still have serious endometritis. Besides taking medicine and treating it slowly, there is no shortcut....
Lily's tears rolled down silently again and flowed to her mouth along her cheeks, bitter and astringent.
But no matter how bitter the tears were, they were not as painful as the pain in her heart... Waves and bursts of them kept coming, which made her feel difficult to breathe.
Lin Wei tightly screwed her eyebrows, moved her body, and got closer to Lily. She held Lily's face in one hand, and gently wiped her tears with the other hand. She said painfully, "it's OK, honey. Now medicine is so developed, isn't it common to use test tubes? Let's not worry, child. It's by fate. Now it's not that we don't want our baby. It's that fate with our baby hasn't come yet. There's always a time when it's coming... Darling, don't feel bad. You're still so young, and you don't have any bad habits. Don't worry! "
"Well..." lily bit her lip and nodded, "I insist on taking medicine every day. In fact, the vitamins he asked me to take were all medicines in this respect, and he never told me..."
"ah! Uncle Nian really loves you and doesn't tell you about it. He really loves you and doesn't want you to gamble with your body. That's why he doesn't want you to be pregnant now. It's a good intention! " Lin Wei sighed and her eyes turned red.
"But... Wei Wei, you don't know how much he wants to have a child of his own. He is so eager to be a father... As his woman, I don't even have the minimum ability. I have no reason to persuade myself to stay with him. I really can't convince myself..."
Lily's tears are like the flood of sluice, and I can't stop crying all over Shaking up, she raised her hand to cover her mouth, but the sound of "wuwuwu" poured out from between her fingers.
Lin Wei couldn't bear to sweep Lily's shoulder, hugged her, and patted her on the back with her palm, "fool! You're just not fit to be pregnant. It doesn't mean you'll never be pregnant. Don't tell me you want to break up with Uncle Nian just because of this
"I don't want to, I really don't want to... As soon as I think that I can't be with him any more, I feel so painful, which is 10000 times more painful than the pain that sister Baining kicked on my stomach, and even more painful than letting me know that I will never have another baby..."
Lily closed her eyes and fell on Lin Wei's shoulder, tears gushing, tears quickly wet Lin Wei's pajamas.
"Silly girl, that's because you love him. How can you be willing to leave? Besides, the reason why Uncle Nian doesn't tell you is that he's afraid that you're under great pressure when you know it? If he really thinks that children are more important than you, how can he work so hard to hide from you? Think about it, he has to bear double pain in his heart! How disappointed he would be if you left him because of this, wouldn't he? " Lin Wei pulled Lily's body, while wiping her tears, while trying to smile, enlightening her.
It's really a silly girl. Children are better for two people who love each other, but they are not the only bond to maintain their love. Having a baby is just like pursuing happiness.
If you can't give birth to a child and destroy such a beautiful relationship, that's the best way.
"But..." lily remembers the wedding photos of Nian and Jiang and Jiang Jingru, but she still can't say what she said.
Although the photo is true and the people in it are not fake, she still won't believe that Nian and Jiang will take a wedding dress with Jiang Jingru behind her back. Even if he does, he must have something to hide.As for the plan to marry Jiang Jingru, she didn't even want to think about it.
He won't, he is with him every night. When he holds him every night, she can clearly feel his real temperature, his sincere heartbeat, his loving every move, his doting every word and deed. How can it be false?
No way!
"Come on, uncle Nian is not so narrow-minded. Besides, since he can give you so much medicine, he must be sure to cure your disease! Don't think wildly, and don't do anything stupid. When he comes back, he will be frank about Xiao Rui, and he will understand you. Because he loves you so much, he must trust you! " Lin Wei said to Lily firmly.
"I know... So I don't have the courage to poke this window paper in front of him. He doesn't know that I already know that I'm not suitable for pregnancy. I wanted to leave. When I really left with my suitcase, I found that I was so reluctant to part with him. I didn't have the courage to say goodbye, and I didn't know how to face him. I had to come to you to calm down... "Lily's mood was a little bit stable. She wiped the tears on her face and said:" as for Xiao Rui, I just feel a little indebted to him. Now I'm sorry I just try my best to help him...
"I know! Not only do I know, but Xiao Rui also knows that you and he can't go back to the past, because everyone can see that you love Nian and Jiang in your heart now, only Nian and Jiang. So, since love, don't give up easily! " Lin Wei pressed Lily's shoulder and said encouragingly.
"Weiwei, I'm still in a mess now. Let me calm down again... Wait for him to come back and make a decision." Lily frowned and pulled up the quilt to cover her neck. Her eyes fell on the mobile phone screen next to her.
"Well, I won't advise you any more. Have a good rest yourself." Lin Wei came down from the bed and helped Lily tuck in the quilt corner. She sighed and walked out of the bedroom.
Lily's mobile phone rings at this time, she was stunned for a long time, only to realize that it was her own mobile phone. Seeing that it was Jiang Yufei, she breathed a sigh of relief and tried to raise her lips. Then she picked up the phone. "Yufei, so late, haven't you slept yet?"
"It's not too late. You didn't sleep, hehe." Jiang Yufei on the phone, is always a heartless smile.