"Yes, I know something about his life experience, but it seems that he didn't want to mention the past, and I didn't ask much, for fear of recalling his unhappy memories. I only know my uncle's name, so his surname should be Tao? " Lily first gently nodded, thought about it, then raised her eyes and asked Wang Xiaolei.
"Yes! I'm sure you're confused about the big changes that have taken place in our family before, aren't you? Actually, I wanted to tell you before my surgery. Because I found that you are a kind and good child, even if you can't help me persuade my son to forgive me for my wrong mother, you can also love my son more for me... Now I tell you, because my aunt is more sure that you are no longer an outsider, and you have the right to know everything that happened at home before, right and wrong, right and wrong, and you don't want to be clear about it I hope you care more about Jiang, understand him, and tolerate him... Because he has been so hard for half of his life... "Wang Xiaolei holds Lily's hand, and the more she says, the more sad she feels. Her eyes are red, and tears are about to roll down.
"Auntie, I know that even if you don't ask me, I also know that you, as a mother, care and love your son forever." Lily gently patted Wang Xiaolei's hand, heart sour, frowning, efforts to Yang Yang lips to comfort her.
"Well, I don't worry about you! When I first saw you, I knew that you were a good girl who could accompany him for a lifetime. " Wang Xiaolei's tears are full of comfort and trust.
"Well..." Lily can only vaguely answer a, in the heart more disorderly.
Wang Xiaolei adjusted her posture. After sitting upright on the sofa, her eyes fell on the teacup on the marble tea table and opened her mouth quietly:
"in those days, your uncle Tao Zhiqiang and I were both employees of Xindu. At that time, the branch of Xindu in X city was just established. Your uncle became deputy director at a young age because of his rare high education and his positive and responsible attitude towards work. I was just a small cadre in the finance department. After being introduced to us, I was soon attracted by your uncle's handsome appearance and erudite temperament. Before long, I got married.
After marriage, I found that he was not only excellent, but also very concerned about me and the family. He worked hard to earn money while never forgetting his care and care for me. If I was attracted by his external image and conditions at the beginning, I soon found that I was deeply in love with this caring and dedicated man.
After a year of marriage, I had a baby. But in more than two months, I accidentally fell on my way to work and lost my child. Your uncle was very distressed for me at that time, determined to let me take a vacation at home to support my body, and also said that children can not, but my body is more important than anything. He was 26 and I was 25. In the next two years, because he was promoted from deputy director to Zhengchu, he was busy with work and went on business everywhere. It was not until I was nearly 28 years old that I was pregnant with Jiang again.
You don't know how precious your uncle is to my baby. He ordered me to take sick leave and let my mother-in-law serve me. Later, fearing that I didn't have enough hands, he hired a baby sitter for me. I almost didn't go out of the gate and began to have a baby until I was born with Jiang smoothly. Looking at his newly born son, he was very excited and named his son Tao Yuxuan.
After the birth of your son, your uncle is more dedicated to his work, and he never ignores Xuanxuan's education. At home, I am usually a good man. He plays a bad man and is very strict with his son. But Xuanxuan, on the contrary, is close to his father. He takes the initiative to listen to his father's opinions.
I thought our family could live a happy life quietly, but it didn't last long. When Xuanxuan was three years old and just went to kindergarten, your uncle was promoted to be the deputy manager and chief accountant of the branch company, in charge of the financial work of the whole family. Since then, he has been going to Beijing headquarters for meetings almost every week. When he comes back, he has to organize branch meetings. He is very busy and has to be away from home.
At this time, my first love boyfriend Bai Guanghui, who had disappeared for four or five years, suddenly came to my home. At the beginning, I just said hello to me. I didn't want to have too much entanglement with him, so I drove him out. But that day, the nanny just went to the kindergarten to pick up Xuanxuan, and my mother-in-law went back to her own home. I couldn't catch up with that rotten man alone. Finally, he... Forced me to bed.
After venting his lust, he knelt down in front of me and cried for my forgiveness. I naturally refused. He showed his fierce face and said that if I told him, he would let my family die before going to prison... At that time, I was so cowardly that I was afraid that it would have a very negative impact on my husband after it was exposed. I endured it again and again and decided to eat this dumb loss.
However... It wasn't long before I found out that I was pregnant. After a while, it shouldn't be your uncle's, but the rotten man's... Just when I was about to do this child quietly, your uncle found out that I was pregnant. He thought it was his. In addition, there was no family planning at that time, he insisted that I must give birth to the child. I dare not disobey him, for fear that if I say too much that I don't want this child, it will arouse his suspicion. In addition to women's natural motherhood, I really can't bear to kill an innocent life by myselfBut no one knows that my compassion destroyed the whole family... Bai Guanghui knew that after I was pregnant, he came to me again and again, threatened me and asked for money again and again, otherwise he would tell Zhiqiang... In order to drive him away completely, I gave him a lot of money to do some small business in other places and never come back. After he took the money, he didn't come to me for a long time. Just when I thought I could be relieved, he came to me for money again. Moreover, at that time, I was about to have a baby... Xuanxuan was doing his homework at home. I was afraid that it would affect the child, so I argued with him for a few words and then left the money to him to let him go.
I gave birth to my second son in winter. As soon as my son was born, he was carried away by Bai Guanghui... At that time, Zhiqiang was not at home, so I had to lie and say that the child died young when he was born. After your uncle came back, he blamed himself for a long time and kept saying that it was his failure to take care of me and the child that led to the child's death... The regret in my heart at that time, I thought they would let me go after I gave birth to a son. But not only did not, but also intensified, dignified again and again came to my house to ask for money, said it was for the son's alimony... On the one hand, forced by helplessness, on the other hand, because the child was really born to me, I had to pay the living expenses to the Bai family monthly.