Chapter 379

I banished Lily and Lin Wei, not because I have faith in Xiang Ming, but because I want to atone.

Standing at the door of Xiang Ming's ICU ward, I bite my lip hard and say to myself: Jiang Yufei, your life is saved by Xiang Ming. If he dies, do you still have the face to live in the world? So, Xiang Ming, you have to wake up and walk down from that damned bed unharmed. You have promised to take me, an adventurous guy, for an outing in spring, drifting in summer, mountaineering in autumn and skiing in winter You won't break your promise, will you? At that time, I asked you to help me be the MC of my wedding banquet. Please help me find a hacker to destroy the homepage of our branch company. Although you were a bit embarrassed at the beginning, you did your best not only to help me, but also to help me perfect You must wake up, I also boast to help you chase girls, you have to give me a chance to repay you!

Until I tasted the bloody smell on the tip of my tongue, I dried my tears and walked into Xiang Ming's ward.

This is the fifth day of his coma. I come in every morning and afternoon for half an hour to talk to him, but I have told him my bad history three times, and he is still indifferent to my voice and my story I know that the person he wants to see is not me, the voice he wants to hear is not my voice, and the story he wants to hear is not my bloody past

He was still sleeping quietly, except for the slight undulation of his chest, no sound, no movement Listening to the "tick tick tick" sound from the instruments connected to his body, I suddenly feel irritable. I have an impulse to smash those things!

But looking at the stable signs of life above, I clenched my fist and moved my eyes back to Xiang Ming's face.

I don't know what else I can say, but I'm used to changing my sterile clothes and coming here early at this time of the day, staring at him without blinking, hoping that his feather fan like eyelashes will vibrate next second

I closed my eyes and let out a breath. When I opened my eyes again, I pulled the corners of my mouth, although I knew that I would laugh faster than I was at that time. I cried ugly when I was raped I tried to smile at him.

"Man, you are too uninteresting. I have told you all about my past. Are you really not going to respond to me?

Ha ha, it doesn't matter, I have patience

By the way, let me sing you a song! Guess which song I like best? Hehe, you can't guess Wolf in sheep's clothing Are you surprised? I forgot to tell you that when I was 13 years old, I had a crush on the monitor of our class. He was a boy and he was very handsome when he grew up. Of course, he was not as handsome as you He is good at study and basketball. Almost half of the girls in our class like him. But I know he doesn't like me Because in the eyes of teachers and students, I will always be like a witch, playing against the teacher, bullying the boys and girls

Hehe, so at that time, I learned this song

I'm close to you carefully / I'm afraid that you will wake up in your dream / I just want to kiss you gently / don't worry / I know that it's not easy to be with you / we come from different places / you always feel like you are with me / it's boundless and cold fear / I really love you / I'm willing to change myself / I'm willing to wander in the Gobi for you / just don't refuse / don't leave / don't give I'm snowy / I really love you / I'm willing to change myself / I'm willing to carry a sheepskin for you / just ask you to let me close / let me love you / lean together

I'm sure I'm the wolf in sheep's clothing / and you're my prey / the lamb in my mouth / I leave my companion alone / I just don't want others to share you / I'm sure I'll be by your side all my life / with a burning heart / wherever you go / you make me crazy / the howl of loving you still reverberates in the valley.... "

Suddenly, like a dream, I saw Xiang Ming's eyelids trembling slightly I stopped singing in fright and looked at his trembling eyelashes in disbelief. Tears rolled down again and I was at a loss beside his bed for a moment. "You, don't be excited, man. I'm not a wolf and you're not my prey. Don't scare me. Are you going to wake up?"

On the third day after Xiang Ming woke up, I left Q city and returned to X city.

Seeing that his life signs were completely stable, I was finally relieved, and the heavy sense of guilt that had always been on my heart was relieved. But that's not the reason why I left so soon. I can't see his father and mother. They want to stick around their son 24 hours a day, asking questions, as if they were afraid that he would faint again.

I hate to see such so-called family happiness, although they are not happy in this situation. Both parents, dear ones I don't envy, not to mention hate, I'm just used to refusing to witness.

The efficiency of Nian's father is not as good as ever. Before Zhang Qiyuan was dealt with, whenever I think of him, I would take out the Damascus knife that I had treasured for many years and grind it until it cuts the iron like mud and cuts people without blood!

Looking at the blade flashing cold light, I seem to see Zhang Qiyuan kneeling down to beg for my mercy, but on the face of the light, I saw his teeth biting and sneering, and I couldn't help fighting a cold war.Shit! I was scared out of goose bumps by my smile. Is it because my psychological endurance has weakened?

Think of here, I feel the body and unconsciously gave birth to a new layer of goose bumps out!

But when I saw Zhang Qiyuan on bail in the hospital, I didn't use that knife to cut him. It's not that I can't bear to, let alone flinch. Just when I saw Zhang Qiyuan lying in bed and almost lost all his old looks, especially when I confirmed that every movement of his whole body seemed to prove two words "embarrassed", a vulgar and dreary Lyric flashed in my mind: after all, it's the person I loved, what can I blame you for

At the critical moment, my mother's compassion saved Zhang Qiyuan's life.

Of course, I saved myself!

When I came out of Zhang Qiyuan's ward and passed by the obstetric ward, I was attracted by the cry of a tearing baby and stopped. All the doctors and patients who came and went were impatient, covering their ears, but I felt that the cry was more beautiful than the hysterical cry.

I followed the voice, and at the door of a ward, I saw a new born baby crying in her mother's arms. The young parents and the elderly, who don't know whether they are grandparents or grandparents, all four members of the family were at a loss to coax her, tease her, feed her pacifier and have fun. She still didn't give any face, just squeezed her eyes Wow, crying