Chapter 384

I'm not sure if I'm really interested in him or just obsessed with his tenderness and care?

But I'm sure that if one day I really fall in love with him, even if he doesn't love me, I can't hate him, and I won't retaliate against him like Zhang Qiyuan

Because I am more sure that he is a good man!

Yes, he's a good man. I'm such a wicked girl. How can I fall in love with a good man?

Jiang Yufei, wake up!

The plane has already taken off. Looking out of the window at J City, which is getting farther and farther away from me, I raised my hand to wipe my tears and murmured with a bitter smile: goodbye, I don't think I will come here again!

From the airport of X city, the night has dyed the bustling and noisy city with a light ink color. I suddenly feel tired, like I have just experienced a fierce war. I took a taxi and went back to my grandmother's house. Regardless of the old man's nagging questions and concerns, I fell asleep.

The next day to the office, just open the computer, automatic login QQ pop up the message from Xiang Ming.

"Is that it? Is the cell phone still on? "

The message was sent at more than nine o'clock last night.

Only then did I find that I got off the plane yesterday, and I haven't turned on my mobile phone until now. I found it in my bag and turned it on. Only then did I find that there was a phone prompt and a short message from Xiang Ming, asking if I got home.

I closed my eyes, breathed out a breath, and gave him a short message back: here it is, I forgot to turn it on yesterday.

Soon, he will come over a: "to good, rest assured."

Don't worry?

Xiang Ming, what kind of heart do you put in? Is it because I just care about me, or because I feel that when I get home, I can hand over to some people around me?

Forget it, I'm too unreasonable to take myself seriously! Ha ha, it's really funny. Who else is Jiang Yufei? Why do you question?

I dropped my cell phone on the table, turned off QQ and started to work.

I don't care for bullshit love and men's love. I want to change my style completely and become a powerful woman in the workplace!

I never dreamed that when I saw Xiang Ming again, I was in the hospital.

What I didn't expect was

This time, he didn't lie down, and I didn't get hurt Lily and I were almost torn up. In order to save us, Nian's father was injured in the head. Although he saved his life temporarily, he was still in a severe coma and was lying in the ICU all the time.

I always thought that this kind of bloody plot would only appear in the eight o'clock TV series or novels, but when such a terrible and unexpected kidnapping incident happened to me, I realized that the world is too crazy, some people in order to achieve their own goals, have nothing to do with it, and are crazy to the extreme!

It turns out that the so-called rich people are really living in fear. They don't worry about having no money to spend every day, but they are still very careful. They are afraid that people who have no money to spend will stare at themselves and use themselves as a tool to make money.

I'm not a tool, because my whole family is not rich. Although young dad has some power, who doesn't know that his reputation in recent years is just upright and clean. These gangsters are really a dog's eye!

But later I learned that I had lost my sight. It turns out that Comrade Nian and Jiang still have such a mysterious identity as the boss. He has concealed us for so many years, and even I have no doubt about it.

Outside the corridor of the ward, across the glass, I watched Lily talking to him in front of his bed, laughing and weeping, but he didn't move at all from beginning to end. Waves of sour and astringent come to me. The familiar scene in front of me easily reminds me of Xiang Ming's situation when he was in a coma

At that time, I was like this. I cried and laughed like a fool! At the moment, seeing Lily's appearance, I realized that at that time, I was not dazed by sadness, but because I was too worried, so worried that I was a little at a loss. I was afraid that he would cry because he couldn't wake up. I was afraid that his cry would disturb him, so I would laugh foolishly

I raised my hand to wipe my tears and turned to leave Nian's ICU ward.

At the corner of the corridor, I was about to turn around when I heard a familiar voice.

I can't believe it. When I look up, what I see is a familiar but strange face. My heart, which hasn't been in waves for a long time, jumps wildly and speeds up the frequency uncontrollably.

Xiang Ming and Lin Wei walked out of the elevator side by side. His eyes and I suddenly collided in the air. They were stunned together.

Yu Guang saw Lin Wei look at me and Xiang Ming. It seemed that we were a little strange. She came over and patted me on the shoulder. The corner of her mouth was slightly raised. "Yufei, Xiang Ming has come to see you."

"To see what I do is to see Zhen Baihe." I said it almost without thinking, but I was so annoyed that I wanted to bite my tongue and kill myself.

I haven't seen him for more than half a year. I'm very surprised and happy. Why do you say such sour words with one mouth open?The question is, Jiang Yufei, what qualifications do you have to say such sour words?

"Just now, Lin Wei said that you are OK now. I'm still worried about it. Now I see this little girl and I know how to joke. It seems that you are OK now. I'm really relieved now!"

I lowered my head and couldn't see Xiang Ming's expression, but I heard his relaxed tone.

Don't worry? Don't worry. What's the matter with me?

Suddenly feel like a joke, slightly raised his head and said, "I'll go first." He walked around Xiang Ming and Lin Wei to the elevator door.

When I walked into the elevator, the elevator door closed, I saw that there was no one outside.

Ha ha, I still care about him so much now. Is this a critical illness?

For more than half a year, in addition to quietly paying attention to him, I have deliberately tried not to take the initiative to contact him, whether by phone, SMS or online Although every time I see his QQ head lit up, my heart will somehow miss a few beats.

That kind of heart beating feeling is totally different from the feeling of chasing Zhang Qiyuan every day at that time. Sometimes, although it seems to get, but always not happy. Sometimes I know I can't get it, but I feel satisfied somehow.

I'm sick! Must be sick, more serious than neuropathy mental illness!

Lin Wei asked me to have dinner with him in the evening. I knew Xiang Ming would definitely take part in the dinner. I hesitated and came over again and again. But I didn't expect that Lin Weigang took two mouthfuls, took a phone call and left. All the dishes on the table were me and Xiang Ming sitting opposite.

I lowered my head to eat, did not look up at him, also want to take the initiative to find topics.

But I don't know why, the food in my mouth is tasteless, and it's hard to swallow in my throat, so I have a dry cough.

"Are you all right?" Xiang Ming handed me a glass of water and got up to pat me gently on the back.

"Cough..." I brushed away his hand and looked up at him, but tears rolled out in a hurry. Even I didn't know whether it was cough or because I felt the temperature of his palm

"I'm fine, thank you..."

I took a glass of water, looked up and drank a large cup of warm white water. After drinking it, I felt warm all over. However, I felt that the water rushing in seemed to have a tendency to spray out again. Otherwise, I couldn't control my tears.

Xiang Ming didn't speak any more. He took a tissue and helped me wipe my tears. He didn't sit down until I stopped coughing.

"Yufei, why do I think we are estranged? Do you have a problem with me? " He asked me, with a smile in his tone and a faint smile on the corner of his mouth. I can't see what that smile means.

Can you see that I've deliberately alienated you? Do you know why?

"How dare I have a problem with you? No, ha ha..." His outspoken, but asked me a little unprepared, can only stiffly smile at him.

"No problem?" He asked me a little incredulously, smiling from beginning to end.

The smile is warm, but I don't know why, but I feel particularly dazzling, or why my eyes tingle, and have the impulse to cry.

"No problem." I grabbed the chopsticks, lowered my head and continued to eat.

Why is the atmosphere so depressing? It was so stuffy that my chest hurt.

Xiang Ming doesn't speak any more. I catch a glimpse of him taking out his mobile phone from his pocket. He doesn't know what he's looking at. He quickly clicks on the screen as if he's looking for something.

"On May 8, I felt that I would make the same mistake again, so I firmly could not take the initiative to love again."

"On May 9, work hard and keep yourself busy. Don't think about anyone who doesn't love you."

"On May 11, the more deliberately you don't think about it, the more warm smile you have in your mind? Am I crazy? "

"On May 15, he took the initiative to talk to me on QQ today and told me a little joke. I told him it was not funny. In fact, in front of the computer, I sprayed the milk I had just drunk into my mouth on the monitor... "

"On May 22, I haven't written about my mood for a long time. How many people, like me, dare not write their feelings in the space of microblog, but have to open their own home page to write? "

"* day, for a whole month, although I didn't take the initiative to contact him, I couldn't help thinking about that person every day I want to insist on my own inaction, so that I can forget it slowly. That's a mistake, isn't it

Xiang Ming, holding his cell phone, read one by one in front of me, cadenced

I looked up at him in surprise. When I looked down at the mobile phone screen, the long eyelashes flickered. I really wanted to go forward and pull them out one by one!

"What do you mean, Mr. Xiang Ming?" I stood up in a rage and asked, pointing to his nose.

All the people who eat here in the hall look at me and look at me with crazy eyes, but I don't feel ashamed at all.

Compared with the shame of this man sneaking into my homepage and reading my "love letter" one by one, what is the strange look of those strangers around?He actually entered my homepage?

How does he know it's my home page?

I've never left that address anywhere, and only access it on my own home computer.

Xiang Ming was not deterred by my roar. He handed me his mobile phone directly, still smiling gently, "if you are really stupid, you never know that there is an invisible passer-by leaving a message under your every mood?"