Shi Miao turned her eyes and looked at Shi Zeyu and Shi Xiaomei. She swallowed hard and made a bitter voice: "Brother, Third Sister, am I really selfish?"

The way Zhan Yeling was angry and blamed her just now was deeply imprinted in her mind.

Become a sharp weapon to destroy the walls of her heart.

She began to doubt herself and deny herself.

Shi Zeyu and Shi Xiaomei looked at each other.

Shi Zeyu hurriedly said: "Fifth sister, of course you are not selfish. If you were selfish, you would not have endured so much difficulty and gave birth to seven children by yourself six years ago. Xiaoqi agreed to marry Song Mingzhe, and now she won't leave Yening Garden just to redeem Zhan Yeling."

"Yeah, Zhan Yeling doesn't understand. If you don't care about him, it would be nice to stay in Yening Garden. You don't have to bear so much pressure if you can accompany the children every day. Anyway, Zhan Yeling's nerves will collapse. , has nothing to do with you. So, you are not selfish at all..." Shi Xiaomei cooperated with Shi Zeyu's words and comforted Shi Miao.

Listening to what they said, Shi Miao felt more and more uncomfortable, she breathed heavily, and murmured: "Maybe I'm really too self-righteous..."

"Fifth Sister, it's a foregone conclusion now, you can't go back on your word." Shi Zeyu saw the reality more clearly than her.

"Zhan Yeling must not let go of his hatred, even I can see that." Shi Zeyu continued.

"Fifth sister, go back to the house, rest early, don't think about it, one day, Zhan Yeling will understand your painstaking efforts." Shi Xiaomei persuaded.

Shi Miao returned to the room in a daze, took a bath like a walking corpse, and lay on the bed, but couldn't fall asleep.

Maybe Zhan Yeling is right, she is really selfish, self-righteous, and irresponsible.

Otherwise, Zhan Yeling wouldn't have found a replacement for her so quickly.

Isn't that auspicious image very similar to her?

But the character is completely opposite.

Compared with her, she is auspicious and sunny, lively, majestic, bold, and straightforward, and doesn't hide everything in her heart...

If she were a man, she would definitely like a woman like Ji Xiang.

Thinking about it, Shi Miao had already burst into tears.

This night, she hardly fell asleep, the pillow was wet and dry with tears, dry and wet again...

...

The next day, when Shi Miao woke up, she was in a state of wandering spirit, stumbled and almost bumped into the dining table.

It was Shi Xiaomei who gave her a hand so that she wouldn't bump into the corner of the table.

Shi Xiaomei saw that her two eye sockets were as black as a giant panda, and asked worriedly, "Fifth sister, what's wrong with you?"

Shi Miao shook her head without strength: "I'm fine."

"Is it because of what happened yesterday that you didn't sleep all night?" Shi Xiaomei helped her sit down at the dining table and asked.

Shi Miao stared blankly at the table without saying a word.

Shi Xiaomei knew that she had guessed right.

She sighed: "You have to think about it on the bright side. Now that you have broken with Zhan Yeling, isn't it just what you want? In this way, it is really impossible for you to be together, and he doesn't have to talk about it every day. Looking at the enemy's daughter and bearing the psychological burden. Maybe as time goes by, your relationship will fade, and he will forget about you. He will not kill you because you are the mother of the children, and fall in love with another woman again. Start a family with another woman..."

"You two live in peace, and you don't need to be influenced by hatred to cause mental illness. How good is it to kill two birds with one stone? What are you suffering from?" Shi Xiaomei continued to ask.