While crying, He Jixiang told how he cooperated with Ling Xuanhan, how much money he made, and where he settled in the orphanage.
Before, she didn't say anything, so she thought she didn't need to explain.
However, now she finds that she loves Shi Zeyu very much, to the heart's content.
Only then did she realize how stupid she was and how wrong she had done.
She wanted to save this situation, so she had to tell the truth.
"Is it still useful for you to say this now? What did you do then?" Shi Zeyu snorted coldly.
"Even if you want to help the orphanage, you can tell me, will I not pay? Or do you think I don't have that much money?"
Shi Zeyu's continuous questions caused He Jixiang's heart to suffer even more.
She cried and said sorry: "I didn't think carefully, you should hate me..."
Her tears were pattering down, it was really painful.
"I hate you? Hehe, you think too highly of yourself." Shi Zeyu sneered, then looked away, unwilling to see He Jixiang like this.
She was skinny and crying, and looked as pathetic as she could be.
Although he warned himself that he could no longer trust such a woman's words, seeing her like this, his heart still couldn't help feeling a little pained.
He couldn't bear to continue watching.
"Yeah, I also know that I hate it, and I deserve it. That's why I'm anorexic now. I can't eat anything, and I might starve to death in the future..."
He Jixiang wiped away tears, what she said was self-blame.
But these words touched the hearts of Shi Miao and Shi Zeyu.
They looked at her in astonishment at the same time: "What did you say?"
"Are you suffering from anorexia?" Shi Miao was the first to ask.
No wonder she is so thin, it turned out to be the reason.
He Jixiang nodded: "Yes, I felt that I had a problem before, so I went to the hospital for an examination. The doctor said that I was not in a good mood, and I should pay attention to mediating my emotions. But later, I got anorexia without adjusting my emotions."
Hearing her words, Shi Zeyu clenched his fists.
"He Jixiang, why do you suffer from anorexia?" After all, Shi Zeyu couldn't really let her go.
Seeing her like this and hearing what she said, his heart tightened.
Although he hated her, he didn't want anything to happen to her.
"Because I feel guilty, I know I did something wrong, and I was safe and sound before, but as time goes by, I feel more and more guilty, and more and more..."
He Jixiang swallowed even more, and after swallowing, he still said the last sentence: "I miss you more and more..."
Especially after Shi Zeyu left her house and got into a car accident.
He Jixiang blamed himself immensely, and was harshly spoken by Liao Yuejia and Chu Xizi.
She couldn't bear the suffering, so she had an emotional breakdown and became anorexic.
Hearing her words, Shi Zeyu's heart ached even more.
He has been deceiving himself and others, but in fact he has not let go of He Jixiang.
Now hearing her say that she has anorexia, even if he wanted to let her go, he couldn't bear it.
After he clenched his fists tightly, he released them again.
In the end, he showed a relieved expression in front of him: "If you can ask Shimiao to forgive me, I will forgive you."
He let go.
After all, he couldn't let her go.
There was a light of hope in He Jixiang's eyes.
She quickly wiped off the tears on her face, turned to Shi Miao, and said eagerly: "Sister Shi Miao, I'm sorry, I really know I was wrong, just give me a chance to reform..."