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Feng Yanzhi is gone, but Wu Xue and Wu Ling are still worried, so they continue to look for Wu Yi everywhere.

They walked along the Hanshui River again and searched all the bars again, but they still didn't find Wu Yi.

If you are frustrated and sad, you should sit by the river or find a bar to vent.

But why can't he be found in these places?

Wu Xue is really worried. She was afraid that big brother really broke up with suluoluo, and she would not be able to bear the second blow!

We must find big brother as soon as possible!

Wu Xue and Wu Ling meet again in Yongzhou park.

They walked along the wooden plank road by the park river. They went out for several kilometers, but still didn't see Wu Yi.

Although there is no winter in Yongzhou, Wu Xue shivers when walking by the river this December night with the cold wind pouring into her collar!

"Brother, I'm so cold!" Wu Xue said with trembling teeth, "where do you think big brother will go?"

Wu Ling's expression is very serious. To tell you the truth, he didn't find these places, and he didn't know where big brother would go?

"May hide in which corner silently sad!" Wu Ling said.

"If that's the case, I'll be relieved. I'm afraid big brother won't like it." Wu Xue said.

"I don't think so. Big brother is not like that." Wu Ling said, "if you go home in Xi'an, I'll go around again. It's too cold outside. I'm afraid you'll catch a cold. "

Wu Xue is shivering with cold, and her teeth are clucking. However, she still doesn't want to give up. She must find her elder brother, or she can't sleep when she goes back. She feels very sad.

"Let's get in the car and look for it while driving. It's warmer in the car." Wu Ling said, "you get in my car and we'll find it together."

So they got into the car, and Wuling drove along the Hanshui River.

He always felt that Wu Yi should be by the river.

Because the river is quiet in the middle of the night, it's the best way to relieve your mind. If brother Wu didn't go to the bar, he must have come here.

The car drove to the North Pavilion near the Buddha lamp, Wuling went up the slope and drove along the North dike.

On such a cold night, there are few people coming to Beidi to chat.

The north bank is windy and getting colder. Recreational people are hiding in the leeward, will not come to the north wind mouth to drink.

The car got on the north bank. Sure enough, no one saw a car. After driving a few kilometers, I saw a car parked on the side of the road. The car was shaking violently. It was estimated that the people inside were doing exercise.

Wuling can't help but smile. When he wants to cheat Yang Yan out and do sports outside the suburbs, it must be very exciting.

"Second brother, what are you laughing at?" Wu Xue didn't look at the car carefully and asked stupidly.

"Nothing. I think big brother should be in the front." Wu Ling said.

"Really?" Wu Xue can't believe it, but she hopes so.

"Well." Wu Ling said firmly.

Wuling drove slowly and walked out for about three or four kilometers. In front of him was the crocodile sacrificing platform, where Han Yu expelled crocodiles for Yongzhou people. In order to commemorate Han Yu's feat, later generations set up a monument and built a pavilion in the middle of Beidi. On the monument, Han Yu Xiansheng's "crocodile sacrificing prose" was engraved to commemorate Han Yu's good deeds for Yongzhou people.

When the car approaches the platform, Wuling and Wuxue see the familiar car. The Tiguan, which Wu Yi has been driving since he came back, is really parked in the parking lot beside the platform!

On a closer look, the trunk of the car is open, and Wu Yi sits on the ground leaning against the trunk, drinking while smoking. The cigarette ends are bright and dark, reflecting his sad face. There are many beer cans and countless cigarette ends beside him!

Sure enough, a person hiding here drinking to heal!

Wu Xue wants to open the door and jump down. Wu Ling pulls her down!

"Don't go!" Wu Ling whispered, "let's just look at big brother, accompany him, and don't disturb him --"

Wu Xue seemed to understand instantly, nodded, drew back her hand, sat quietly in the car, staring at Wu Yi not far away --

Wu Yi also sat on the ground by the car.

He didn't feel the cold on the ground, nor did he feel the cold north wind blowing from the river. Because he has been numb, his body in suluoluo that powerful slap, instantly cold, numb!

He frowned, and the eight characters in the middle of his brows were deeply twisted together. His face was frosty and he gazed at the river in the distance.

In fact, the river is dark. Occasionally, a few boats of canal sand pass through the river, breaking the quiet and empty River in the middle of the night.

Wu Yi's eyes are staring at the river, but in his mind, he replays the pictures of being with suluoluo at night again and again:

he hugs her, he kisses her, and she responds warmly. Moreover, when he says he loves her, she also responds: "I love you too

When he deeply kisses her, she also has the warm response, hugs his neck tightly.Isn't this the nature of feeling deep? He felt that she was not disguised, and there was no need to disguise.

Love is love, not love is not love. He felt that she loved him.

But why did she have such a different strong reaction when he wanted to "communicate deeply" with her?

At first, he thought she was shy and didn't dare.

Did not expect that in the end she was completely resistant, and directly hit him in the face!

The slap sobered him up!

Tonight, he is really possessed. He is really in deep love and can't control himself. He is eager for her.

So long time with her day and night, he is no matter how good the determination, also can't control their own instinctive impulse, not to mention he is so love her!

To love, he thinks that as long as two people really love each other deeply, they can give each other to each other at a certain time, taste the beauty of love and experience the beauty of love.

Isn't this the only way for modern men and women to fall in love? Is there still a girl who insists that she can't deliver herself to her partner until the wedding night?

Is surolo such a person?

No, she shouldn't be so conservative!

Wu Yi thinks that the only possibility is that she didn't accept him from the bottom of her heart, didn't want to give herself to him, and didn't want to be his wife!

After all, she didn't really love him!

Her reaction to him now is only because he is taking care of her wholeheartedly and treating her wholeheartedly. In other words, it is just that she has not left Yongzhou and has made an expedient plan for him.

Once she thought of leaving Yongzhou, she would leave him without any nostalgia.

Otherwise, he so desperate to love her, why would she repeatedly refuse him, do not let him really have her?

Thinking of this, Wu Yi's heart began to ache.

I remember that from the first time I met suluoluo in the middle of the night, from the moment I was drunk and kissing her, he loved her so much that he couldn't help loving her!

However, until this moment, he found that he loved the wrong person! Suluoluo really does not belong to him, never thought to enter his life, never put himself into his world!

Zhong Zhaoju is right. She and he are not from the same world at all. She comes from the capital and will return to the capital at last. She has a mystery that he can't touch and see. He doesn't know her world at all. How can he capture the heart of beauty?

Joke!

From the beginning to now, he is constantly paying, unilateral love her, save her, for her sake, he is in fact wishful thinking!

Wishful thinking! How ridiculous!

Yes, how ridiculous!

Wu Yi opens another can of beer, raises his head and drinks it all at once! Then he lit a cigarette and took a few mouthfuls of it fiercely. Tears slipped down his face silently, then fell into his mouth, bitter and cold.

Wake up! If you don't realize it again, you will encounter the damage like Jin Yun for the second time.

There are two women in his life, one is the first love, which is unforgettable, but it hurts him the most;

the other is the single love, which is fanatical, but can't get a response!

How sad! What a pity! Is there any more miserable and pitiful man in this world than Wu Yi?

Love the first love but before marriage with other men ran! Persistent unrequited love is now awakened by a slap!

Wu Yi, are you destined not to get the woman you love in your life? Is it destined to be hurt by women? Love once, hurt once?

In this case, from now on to be a loner! Don't be impulsive to any woman any more!

Or, after that, find a famous mountain and ancient temple, escape into the empty door, and from then on, there will be no more worldly troubles!

How nice! How clean!

"Ha ha, ha ha, ha ha --" Wu Yi couldn't help laughing. The more he laughed, the louder his voice was, the smaller his tears were, the more he laughed, and his body trembled

Finally, he wanted to get up from the ground, but he stumbled and fell to the ground!

Sitting too long, his feet have been numb with cold! I've been disobeying you for a long time!

Just as Wu Yi fell to the ground, Wu Xue couldn't help but get out of the car with tears streaming down her face. She ran to Wu Yi's side, helped him up and cried, "brother, what's the matter with you? Are you ok? Brother

Wu Yi's brain has begun to be in a trance. When he hears Wu Xue's voice vaguely, he is very surprised: "Why are you here? Ah? Who sent you here? "

"Brother, brother Wuling and I have been looking for you all night! Why are you sitting here drinking alone? It's so cold by the river. Aren't you afraid of being damaged by the cold? " Wu Xue holds him heartily and says.

"Ha ha, ha ha, ha ha --" Wu Yi couldn't help laughing again, but the tears on his face kept flowing, "silly girl, cry, what? I'm fine. You go! Leave me alone, leave me alone -- ""Elder brother --" Wu Xue sees him like this, heartache ground can't add, "let's go home? Go home

"Ha ha, go home? I have no home, I have never had one, and I won't have one in the future -- "Wu Yi said vaguely, and his tongue began to roll.

"Brother, what are you talking about! My parents are still waiting for you at home! Niuniu is waiting for you, too. Get up and come home with me Wu Xue said tearfully.

Wuling came slowly and called out, "brother, let's go home!"

With that, Wu Ling squats down and carries Wu Yi directly to his shoulder. Then he goes to the car door with Wu Xue and shoves him into the car.

Wu Yi has been all weak, lying on the back seat of the car, but he still murmurs: "don't mind me, don't mind me, I have no home, no -"

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