Chapter 292

"Why do you suddenly say that?" Guan Jingyi asked.

"At first, I was with you because I thought I liked you, but after a few months of worrying, I found that love and love have nothing to do with living.

I'm not young now. I want to live a stable life, but you can't seem to give it to me. So, I'm sorry, I can't hold on. "

Xu Enron said word by word. Every word pierced her heart and made her cry.

Guan Jingyi didn't scream as much as she imagined, nor did she stay overbearing. She just said, "really? ANN, you look up at me."

Xu Enron looked up with tears on his face.

"Brother Yi, I'm sorry. It's my fault. I'm really stuck to it. I'm so tired. I'm going to be driven crazy." Xu Enron didn't dare to see Jingyi again. He covered his face with his hands and cried. His shoulders shrugged, showing her sadness.

Guan Jingyi doesn't know that Xu Enron's heart is because he has been struggling with things that night. He thinks that Xu Enron's "tired" is really tired because of the days when he pretends to be hostile to himself and is worried every day.

Guan Jingyi's face also turned pale. In the face of such Xu Enron, he only hated his powerlessness as a man.

"Silly girl, why are you crying? It's my fault. I shouldn't drag you down. Stop crying and try to let go. If you're happy, brother Yi, bless you!" Guan Jingyi hugged Xu Enron again, raised her head and talked deeply and helplessly.

Feel her in her

The bosom still kept shaking. Guan Jingyi was only filled with heartache.

Maybe it's better for Xu Enron to break up at this time. Guan Jingyi knows he can't always drag her like this. Anyway, he will leave soon.

Having cried enough, Xu Enron also left Guan Jingyi. She just cried so selflessly that her nose and tears rubbed onto Guan Jingyi's windbreaker.

Xu Enron took a paper towel back to Guan Jingyi, wiped the stains on his tan windbreaker, and couldn't help sobbing.

"After that, we don't want to contact again, and we don't want to contact again in private." Xu Enron said with a frown, and the tears that had just stopped fell down again.

She pursed her mouth and controlled it hard for a while before she spoke again. Her voice had a strong crying cavity.

"I will do well, work well, live well, and find an ordinary man to be my husband. I will never find you like this!" Xu Enron raised his eyes and looked at Guan Jingyi, and then cried out uncontrollably. His hand was still shaking on his windbreaker, and his other hand covered his eyes.

Guan Jingyi's thin lips opened for a long time. It was clear that he also had a lot of words to tell her, but now he couldn't say a word. His throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't say anything.

"OK." Guan Jingyi took a long time to spit out such a word, but the word seemed to affect the underdeveloped lacrimal gland of the big man. At that moment, Guan Jingyi's eyes turned red and two lines of clear tears slipped down in an instant.

He cried, too.

"Don't cry, don't cry." Xu Enron tiptoed to wipe Guan Jingyi's tears. While wiping, he said, but he was full of tears.

At this time, Guan Jingyi put his hands on Xu Enron's shoulders, and then turned her body. Xu Enron now has his back to Guan Jingyi and faces the door of the.

"Ann, now, you go out towards the gate. Every step you take, you put me down a little. When you reach the 100th step, you will completely forget me. Remember, don't look back at every step. Once you look back, all your previous achievements will be wasted, okay?" Guan Jingyi said softly behind her.

Xu Enron turned his back to Guan Jingyi and shook his head. She didn't dare to take this step.

Guan Jingyi pushed Xu Enron behind her.

Xu Enron took her first step.

Then there is the second step, the third step

Guan Jingyi always stood in place, leaning against the railing on the balcony, holding a cigarette between his thin lips, but did not light it.

The setting sun pulled his lonely figure long and lonely. The burning clouds in the distant sky were warm and numerous, like flowers blooming in the sky. Guan Jingyi suddenly remembered that his first date with her was also a fireworks feast in the starry sky. It was as complex, warm and heroic as today.

Fireworks are easy to cold and die when they turn around.

When Xu Enron reached the 99th step, her foot stepped forward and would not fall. She hesitated again and again, and then took her foot back.

The thin back was reflected in Guan Jingyi's eyes, which made him suddenly feel some heartache. His heart seemed to be torn by something. Finally, the blood dried up, leaving only the skin of his heart broken into pieces.

Xu Enron suddenly squatted down, his head buried between his arms, crying.

Seeing this scene, Guan Jingyi wiped his face and his fingers were cold.

It is said that men don't shed tears lightly, but they haven't reached the sad place.

At the moment when Xu Enron turned back to see Guan Jingyi, Guan Jingyi turned his body and turned his back to Xu Enron.

"Guan Jingyi, brother Yi, I don't want to forget you."

Breaking up is one thing, but falling in love is another.

In Xu Enron's eyes, there was only the strong and stubborn figure of Guan Jingyi. She thought she could shelter herself from the wind and rain all her life, but now she had to leave.

From then on, the name of Guan Jingyi, this person, will be sealed in her heart forever. Even if she never contacted again, she could pretend that he had never left.

Zhang Jiajia's "passing through your world" has such a sentence: "on the youth train, if you want to get off early, please don't push me to wake up, so that I can sleep to the end and pretend not to know that you have left."

"What's the matter with Xiao Xu? She's out of work. How many surgeries have she received? How can her body survive like this?" said an older female doctor.

"Hey, you don't see who she is. Isn't that what Dr. Tan was like back then? He's almost making the operating room a home." another little nurse muttered.

"But in the final analysis, Dr. Xu is only a female doctor. If he goes on like this, his body will collapse one day."

Several gossip nurses are women. Guan Jingyi heard these contents as soon as he came out of the ward door.

Eyebrows, tight frown together.

In the office, Xu Enron closed her eyes and leaned against the chair. Her face was a little pale. She had just finished a major operation, and she was a little collapsed.

Qiumei handed her a bottle of milk. Xu Enron wanted to take it, but he didn't even have the strength to lift his arm. When he lifted his arm a little, he felt sore and couldn't stand it.

Finally, Xu Enron shook his head and said, "I still don't drink."

"Ann, you can't go on like this. You love your work. I have nothing to say, but you're destroying your body. Do you know how many doctors in the world die of fatigue every day? I tell you not to believe it." Qiumei pinched her waist with her hands and warned.

Xu Enron can finally understand that Tan Qiuxu was crazy about work and surgery, not because he really loved the industry, but because he was bitter in his heart, so he wanted to paralyze himself with work.

Xu Enron closed his eyes and listened to Qiumei's nagging. He took a deep breath. Xu Enron said faintly, "Qiumei, I'm a little tired. Can you help me to have a rest in the small bed?"

Qiu Mei sighed and said, "there's really nothing I can do with you. I should ignore you and let you die." but she couldn't bear it in her heart and helped Xu Enron to stand up.

Xu Enron carefully held her waist and moved to the bed step by step with Qiumei. If she really moved, she couldn't lift her feet at all and rubbed on the floor.

Hold Xu Enron to the small bed. Qiumei tells her a few words and goes out.

Xu Enron opened her eyes. These days she was thin and had no appearance. Her eyes protruded, her appetite was bad, and she always retched. After thinking for a while, Xu Enron fell asleep.

When Xu Enron woke up, it was already dark. She opened her eyes and sat up. The blanket slipped down from her. Xu Enron's eyes focused on the thermos box on the table. At first glance, it was not packed from the outside, but should be a home-made meal.

Water eyes trembled. Is that him?

When he got out of bed, his waist was still sore. Xu Enron went to the table and unscrewed the insulation box. The hot aroma of the food made Xu Enron want to cry.

It must be him. Xu Enron can be sure.

At this time, the door of the office was pushed open. Qiumei came in with a dinner plate. She saw the insulation box in Xu Enron's hand and asked, "I'm worried that you didn't eat the food in the canteen, but your food is good!"

Xu Enron pulled a smile on his lips and asked, "have you eaten? Sit here and let's eat together."

Qiu Mei was not polite and said, "OK."

"Wow, this chicken soup is delicious. It also contains medlar. Hey, which restaurant made it?" Qiumei took a sip of chicken soup and thumbed up her thumb.

Xu Enron smiled and said nothing.

Qiumei bumped Xu Enron's shoulder and said, "Hey, is there a male colleague chasing you in the company? I don't believe you bought these things."

Qiumei knows that the relationship between Xu Enron and Guan Jingyi has long been broken because of Xu xuexu, so she naturally doesn't think about Guan Jingyi.

"It was sent by housekeeper Zhang." Xu Enron said faintly. He dug up a spoonful of white rice and put it into his mouth, but it was full of bitterness.

"Unexpectedly, Guan Jingyi's scum men are still nice to you. They also want to send you rice." Qiumei said. In Qiumei's heart, Guan Jingyi is a scum who cheated on his wife's sister. Now he still shows his love and throws his original wife aside. There is no such thing!

Qiu Mei is a guy who hates evil like hatred. Now she is angry about Guan Jingyi. She wants to strangle him himself.

Guan Jingyi's three words, like a sharp knife, pierced Xu Enron's heart, but her appearance still had to be calm.

"Hey, ANN, what are you crying about? Does it hurt you to think of the scum Guan Jingyi? Remember, there are no fragrant grass in the world, why love a flower? You see, I don't like the director!" Qiumei put her hand on Xu Enron's shoulder and said to her meaningfully.

"What? You said you didn't like the director?"

"Ang, give up."

Xu Enron looked at Qiumei's swollen eyes and suddenly didn't know what to say.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening after the small night shift. Xu Enron sat on the elevator of the apartment with a sore back. He thought that there were a lot of clothes at home that had not been washed. He felt even more tired in an instant.

When she opened the door, the fresh and clean home was somewhat beyond Xu Enron's expectation. When she opened the bathroom, her dirty clothes in the basket disappeared. Even her underwear that she had changed in the morning and had no time to wash had been washed and put on the balcony.

Cook for her, clean up her house, and even help her wash clothes. Xu Enron's mind is all about his actions when doing these for himself, as if Guan Jingyi was in front of him.

"What are you going to do? Don't you mean we broke up? Why do you do so much for me?"

In Xu xuexu's ward of the hospital, Guan Jingyi stood in front of the window with her trouser bags in her hands and looked up at the dark blue night outside. She didn't know what she was thinking.

Xu xuexu is eating the rice noodles bought by Guan Jingyi for her. It's very spicy. It turns her ears red, but it's also very cool. It's the same when she breathes and breathes.

"Jingyi..." Xu xuexu felt his round belly and lay satisfied on the bed, scattering Jiao and calling Guan Jingyi.

Guan Jingyi looked at the bowl and the red thick soup inside. He frowned and was a little unhappy. Xu xuexu was very lazy and never cleaned up his own things after dinner.

"Is it delicious?" Guan Jingyi took out the plastic bowl. The taste was choking. People with light diet like Guan Jingyi couldn't stand it.

"It's delicious. You waited in line for three hours to buy rice noodles for me. Of course it's delicious," Xu xuexu said.

Guan Jingyi narrowed his eyes. He went out to An'an for three hours just now. When he came back, he bought a rice noodle at the roadside and tricked her into waiting for three hours. Xu xuexu really believed it.

"Oh, no, I have a stomachache." Xu xuexu originally wanted to be coquettish with the official Jingyi, but his intestines and stomach seem to be very bad during this period, and he often has diarrhea.