Xu Enron looked at the exquisite food, took a deep breath, picked up chopsticks and ate.
While eating, the tears were in the rice.
When she was full and cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, she heard a sound in the bathroom. She opened the door and saw that a man as big as Guan Jingyi was committed to a small bathroom and was washing her clothes. He was stuffing those big coats into the washing machine, and Xu Enron's underwear was soaked in a small basin.
"I'll do it myself for a while." Xu Enron said, suddenly remembering that day when she came home, she saw that her clothes had been washed and hung on the balcony, and the house had been cleaned up. It was clean and tidy. That day he must be the same as now, hunched over and shuttling in the narrow bathroom. He looked funny, but still a little warm.
"You go and have a rest. I'll go after doing this," Guan Jingyi said.
In fact, she didn't want him to go, but it was like a deep gully that separated her from Guan Jingyi forever, farther and farther. Even if Guan Jingyi could accept it, she couldn't face such a dirty and impure herself.
"All right, you go in and have a rest. I won't hinder you." Guan Jingyi said with his head down. Without looking at Xu Enron, he squatted down, soaking his hands in the underwear basin and rubbing her underwear with his hands.
He wanted to take care of her all his life, but his physical condition did not allow it.
Xu Enron didn't go, but took a few steps forward, stood in front of Guan Jingyi, and then squatted down. His black water eyes stared at the top of Guan Jingyi's drooping hair, and his heart was torn.
"It's not a way for you to always do this. Take over housekeeper Zhang. She can cook and wash clothes for you and take care of your life."
Xu Enron watched Guan Jingyi put underwear soap on the white underwear and rubbed a white bubble.
"No need." Xu Enron sniffed and said, "we've all broken up. Don't have any relationship anymore. Besides, housekeeper Zhang is your man. I'm afraid it will destroy your plan."
Guan Jingyi didn't speak. He kept rubbing the clothes on his hands with his head stuffy. It was very white. He kept rubbing his head stuffy.
Xu Enron saw Guan Jingyi's shoulder tremble slightly. She was also sad. She stood up with her mouth covered and wanted to go back to her room. Unexpectedly, the action was so fierce that when she stood up, her eyes were dark. The computer seemed to be down, and only a continuous buzzing sound was heard.
Xu Enron's body shook twice.
Think of the electric light shining on her, and the dark shadow falling on Guan Jingyi and the floor in front of him.
Guan Jingyi noticed that Xu Enron's shadow was shaking. He raised his eyes and quickly stood up to hold Xu Enron in his arms.
"What's the matter?"
Looking at Xu Enron's face as pale as paper, Guan Jingyi was startled.
"It's all right. The blood pressure should be a little low." Xu Enron said softly.
Guan Jingyi's face was a little ugly. He wanted to scold her, but looking at her poor appearance, he really didn't know where to start.
"Xu Enron, you are really good!" Guan Jingyi's thousands of complaints turned into such a heartache. Guan Jingyi tightly pursed her thin lips, and then hugged Xu Enron horizontally.
He took Xu Enron back to his bedroom. He went to the living room and gave her a cup of brown sugar water.
Xu Enron frowned when she saw that Guan Jingyi had soaked such a large cup of brown sugar water and gently skimmed her face. She would rather drink important than touch it.
"There are many people, and you are still a doctor. Brown sugar water is good for your health. Drink it." Guan Jingyi brought the cup to Xu Enron.
"I really can't drink this. Why don't I eat a piece of fruit candy?" Xu Enron bargained.
"No, that's it." Guan Jingyi still has her own bottom line in dealing with this drug. She plays coquettish on those insignificant little things at ordinary times. He always thinks that he, an old man in his thirties, should let such a little girl like a child, but she really doesn't care when she gets angry with children sometimes, So he has to take care of it again.
Guan Jingyi held the cup and handed it to Xu Enron.
Xu Enron glanced at Guan Jingyi and looked at his serious and indisputable appearance. Xu Enron softened for a moment.
"Well, just drink." Xu Enron said, reluctantly took the cup, twisted his nose with his other hand and took a sip.
The sweet, bitter and spicy feeling got into Xu Enron's throat. Xu Enron held back before he didn't spit it out.
"Guan Jingyi, you lied to me. How can there be ginger in it!" Xu Enron complained to Guan Jingyi tearfully after swallowing the hard to swallow thing in his mouth.
"Ginger warms up. I just touched your hand. It's too cold, but I didn't put it much, only a little, because eating ginger at night is not very good for your body." Guan Jingyi truthfully replied.
"I don't drink. It's really hard to drink. If you don't believe it, try it." Xu Enron said, pushing the cup back to Guan Jingyi.
Guan Jingyi was really skeptical, so Xu Enron took a drink with his hand holding the cup.
At that moment, Xu Enron looked at him blankly and suddenly felt that he was very hypocritical.
"Well, it's really not very good to drink, but it's not really difficult to swallow if you drink reluctantly." Guan Jingyi made a pertinent evaluation, and then took the cup from Xu Enron's hand.
Xu Enron blinked and was suspicious. Could it be that Guan Jingyi let himself go so easily?
Unexpectedly, Guan Jingyi took a big drink with the cup.
The long arm took Xu Enron, clasped the back of Xu Enron's head, and then kissed him deeply.
Xu Enron felt a warm, sweet, greasy, spicy and dense taste in his mouth. The hooligan wanted to feed her like this!
Guan Jingyi left Xu Enron's lips and licked his lips with his tongue, as if recalling her sweet taste just now.
"You... You rascal." Xu Enron blushed.
"Then, do you want to drink the next water yourself or do I feed you?" Guan Jingyi said.
Xu Enron glared at him, grabbed the cup from Guan Jingyi's hand, looked up and drank the cup of brown sugar water.
As soon as she finished drinking, she felt her whole body sweating, especially her upper body.
Guan Jingyi watched her drink the sugar water with satisfaction, then tucked Xu Enron in, took the cup and went out.
Xu Enron looked at Guan Jingyi's back when he left, especially after the bedroom light was turned off. When he opened the door to go out, the light of the living room shone in. His back was against the light and his body was facing the light. Then, Xu Enron watched him flash into the light, and then the door closed gently, leaving her alone in the boundless darkness.
The overlapping and hierarchy of that emotion is like watching your death with your own eyes, some fear and some loneliness.
Xu Enron didn't know when he fell asleep. Maybe he was too tired. He closed his eyes and thought wildly at first. Later, he didn't have the strength to think. His brain was blank, and then he went to sleep.
She doesn't know when Guan Jingyi left. Maybe he left when he went out of her bedroom.
Xu Enron sleeps in the middle of the night and vaguely feels that someone has lifted her quilt. Her feet are a little cold. When those thick and warm hands cover her feet, she is really warm to her heart.
She had cold hands and feet since she was a child. The doctor said she was cold and needed good conditioning, but Xu Enron didn't care about it because she was young. Second, she was still busy.
After a while, the big hands covering her feet left, and the sound of footsteps was gradually moving away. Xu Enron slept vaguely and would not wake up. She knew it was Guan Jingyi. Hearing the sound of him leaving, she seemed to feel that she was in an ice cave.
After a while, Guan Jingyi returned and put something under Xu Enron's feet, warm.
Xu Enron slept until dawn. Her sleep time today is still relatively long. Although the sleep quality is not good, it can only be regarded as sleeping all the time and dreaming all the time, but at least it is much better than insomnia a few days ago.
When he opened the quilt and saw a furry thing under his feet, Xu Enron carried it out. At first glance, it was an electric heating treasure.
It was not her dream to see what happened in the middle of the night yesterday, but Guan Jingyi came in, but did he leave? I touched the position beside me. Obviously, there was no trace of anyone lying down.
Xu Enron can't wait to lift the quilt and jump out of bed. Maybe Guan Jingyi is making breakfast for himself in the kitchen with an apron!
But before Xu Enron took a step forward, he felt the pain of his lower abdomen falling.
Is that the one?
Xu Enron found sanitary napkins and underwear and went to the bathroom, but looking at the blood on his underwear, Xu Enron wrinkled. To tell the truth, it's not like that.
Pinch your fingers and calculate that day. It seems to be postponed
A bad feeling rose in Xu Enron's heart. It won't be pregnancy
Such a discovery made Xu Enron stand away and stagger a few steps back.
If you are really pregnant, is it Guan Jingyi's child or Guan Lifeng?
Looking back on what happened that day, she couldn't accept it herself. She was always in a trance and forgot to take the contraceptive at all.
Xu Enron was going crazy when he thought it might be Guan Lifeng's. She put her hands in your hair and wailed, "ah!"
No, not like that. God won't treat her like that.
"Jingyi, Jingyi..." Xu Enron sat down on the cold floor and murmured Guan Jingyi's name. Up to now, she suddenly felt that it was too evil and too tired to bear these alone. She wanted to tell Guan Jingyi everything.
She got up from the ground in a panic and ran out of the bedroom. The small house was clear at a glance. There was no official scene at all.
He's gone
However, now everything is speculation. After all, it is not sure whether she is really pregnant. Xu Enron needs to be further determined. On the way to work, Xu Enron bought several pregnancy test papers of different brands for insurance.
Working in the hospital, she was absent-minded all morning. Fortunately, she didn't have her operation this morning. She just received a few emergency cases.
Qiumei talks to her, and she looks sad.
"Ann, what's the matter with you these days? Why do I look at you so abnormal?" Qiumei asked.
"It's all right. I think it's because I don't have a good rest and I'm under a lot of pressure." Xu Enron gathered his hair and said.
"Oh, would you like to have dinner together at noon?" Qiumei said.
At this time, the man who didn't know where to come out stood behind the two girls and said, "Xu Enron, come here, I have something to say to you."
Qiu Mei and Xu Enron were stunned. The voice was surprised and caught off guard. It was too scary.
Qiumei and Xu Enron look back at the same time and see Tan Qiuxu in blue and white striped sick clothes.
"Director, you scared us to death." Xu Enron murmured, covering his chest.
"What are you scared of? Your mental state is too bad. Come with me." Tan Qiuxu said, turning and walking to his ward.
Xu Enron has a hunch that he can guess what Tan Qiuxu wants to say to himself. He will certainly ask himself what happened during this period. Xu Enron really doesn't want to say, but he doesn't have the heart to deceive Tan Qiuxu.
Subconsciously, she didn't want to follow Tan Qiuxu.