He knew early in the morning that if Xu Enron knew his illness, he would take care of himself.
However, what Xu Enron said just now seems to be repeatedly verifying his understanding of her.
What he fears most is that he will drag her down in the future.
Guan Jingyi has never felt so powerless as now.
"Husband, I want to eat your sweet and sour ribs!" a little woman's voice came from the living room.
Guan Jingyi raised her head and poured back the tears she had just shed.
"OK," he answered.
When Guan Jingyi came out of the kitchen, the little girl knelt on the sofa, her chin against the back of the sofa and stared at the door of the kitchen.
Guan Jingyi was a little surprised.
"Girl, come to dinner." he called her.
Xu Enron did not move, but shouted, "husband?"
"Huh?"
"Your husband is so handsome. Why don't we have a son and let him inherit your good genes. At that time, we can hook up a beautiful daughter-in-law for us."
Guan Jingyi thought seriously and said, "well, your son can protect you from being bullied by others. Let's have a son."
When Xu Enron heard Guan Jingyi's words, he picked up the pillow on the sofa and threw it at Guan Jingyi's chest. Guan Jingyi held chopsticks in one hand and a shovel in the other. He didn't grasp the pillow. He really got a hit, and then watched the pillow roll down to the ground.
"You value men over women. I didn't expect you to be such an official Jingyi!" Xu Enron shouted.
Guan Jingyi put the chopsticks and shovel in the kitchen, walked out by himself, bent down, picked up the pillow on the ground and took a picture, so as to be beside Xu Enron.
"I don't value men over women. I like them as long as you are born." Guan Jingyi roared.
"Then you just said you wanted a son."
"The son is easy to raise, and the daughter has to be more delicate. Besides, if you are bullied..." he worried that Xu Enron will be wronged alone with the child in the future.
Before Guan Jingyi finished speaking, Xu Enron put his hand over Guan Jingyi's mouth: "come on, I've been bullied, and you. It's like you're gone. I tell you, after your son and daughter are born, you're a wet father and don't accompany me and the baby, otherwise why do you go!"
Guan Jingyi didn't speak, but looked at Xu Enron. He suddenly wanted to tell her that he might not be with her for that long.
"Hey, look at you. Don't tell me that you still work day and night like you do now when I have a baby. I don't agree. You're a man of four. Besides, you have a family and children. I don't allow you to go out and fool around!"
Xu Enron said overbearing.
"I won't go out fooling around again!" Guan Jingyi pulled Xu Enron's small hand down and clutched it in his palm. Then he said, "go to dinner, the food and soup will be cold." Guan Jingyi said, bending over to wear slippers for Xu Enron.
Guan Jingyi deliberately avoided some of the topics Xu Enron said and urged Xu Enron to wash his hands and eat.
Xu Enron was only an official, and Jingyi was not a man good at rhetoric, so he didn't ask again. At dinner, Guan Jingyi tried hard to put vegetables in her plate, but it was obviously absent-minded. Xu Enron looked at the whole plate rising like a hill, some crying and laughing.
"Eat more and see how thin you are now!" Xu Enron looked at Guan Jingyi painfully. His face was obviously thin, showing that his facial features were more profound.
Although he is still handsome, Xu Enron is still very distressed.
"HMM." Guan Jingyi whispered and put a piece of fish in his mouth. Chewed and swallowed.
"Hey? There are thorns!" Xu Enron reminded.
"Hmm?" Guan Jingyi came back and looked at Xu Enron with an eyebrow.
Xu Enron put down his chopsticks and asked faintly, "Jingyi, are you hiding something from me?"
"... No."
He doesn't want to say that Xu Enron can't be forced any more. However, Xu Enron's intuition should not be a small thing that can keep Guan Jingyi in his heart.
"Ann, promise me that no matter what happens in the future, you will keep the child and take good care of him, you know?"
"What can happen? Jingyi, you must have something to hide from me?" Xu Enron was immediately excited when he said as if he wanted to explain his last words. "Don't scare me, but don't hide it from me!"
"No, I just want to prevent accidents. You are so thin and don't eat good food. How can the child in your stomach be healthy!"
Guan Jingyi said.
When Guan Jingyi said this, Xu Enron forced himself not to think nonsense.
"Some time ago, I was not sure who the child in my stomach was, so I..." Xu Enron closed her eyes and thought of her desperate surgery some time ago and didn't eat much. She even hoped that the child could flow away by herself. It was so dangerous. She and Guan Jingyi's child were almost destroyed.
"Don't worry, Jingyi, I won't do that in the future. I listen to you, eat well, take good care of the children, and don't think nonsense." Xu Enron replied obediently.
Guan Jingyi had a happy smile on his lips.
Looking at Xu Enron touching his belly, he looked happy and loving.
He thought it over and told her about it tomorrow.
"Jingyi, now I feel so happy. It seems that I can see the future of our family of three. In the yard of the main house, happiness is the appearance of life. Can you see it?" Xu Enron was a little excited, so he couldn't sleep. He pulled Guan Jingyi's sleeve and said things East and West. Fortunately, Guan Jingyi didn't dislike her. No matter what she said, he followed her.
"Well, yes," said Guan Jingyi.
"What do you see?"
"In spring, I hold the child in one hand and hold you in the other. We go for an outing in the countryside. In the summer evening, we have a barbecue at our house. In front of the recliner where grandpa always sits, my son and I bake food, and you play on the swing. In autumn, we also take pictures under your favorite silver apricot tree. In winter, shall we make a snowman together? Also, we can make your parents happy Pick it up from Shicheng... "
Guan Jingyi sat in the furthest dream, but Xu Enron felt that these pictures depicted by Guan Jingyi were close at hand.
Xu Enron listened to what Guan Jingyi said, and a sweet smile curled up at the corners of his mouth.
Guan Jingyi listened to the breathing sound of the people in her arms gradually evenly. She looked down and saw that Xu Enron had already fallen asleep. She was too tired for this time.
Guan Jingyi cried silently. In the dark night, the tears on his cheeks were particularly obvious.
He whispered: "wife, I also want to take you to take wedding photos. I also want to have a wedding with you. I want to wear the ring on your hand. I want to..."
But Guan Jingyi can't think of these now.
She will never have him in the future
One night without sleep, Guan Jingyi looked at the little girl in her arms with her eyes. These days, he could feel that she was sticking to himself more and more.
When he got up and washed, he looked at his haggard self in the mirror, and his stubble came out.
When Xu Enron woke up, did he see Guan Jingyi? He couldn't help getting angry. He was worried that everything yesterday was a dream. Did Guan Jingyi never come at all?
Pregnant women have unstable tempers.
Wearing slippers, she went out looking for someone. Leaning against the door frame of the bedroom, she saw Guan Jingyi busy in the kitchen.
Hearing the sound, Guan Jingyi also looked up: "wake up? Come and have breakfast." he called her to dinner.
"Wow, there's soup to drink early in the morning." Xu Enron looked at the chicken soup in front of him and couldn't help thinking about when the man got up to make soup for her.
Xu Enron took a sip and couldn't help feeling Guan Jingyi's good cooking.
"Husband, what should I do? You seem to have taken care of my tongue. I'm not used to eating my own food, not to mention those made in big restaurants outside. Will you cook for me all my life?" Xu Enron asked coquettishly.
Normally, men shouldn't answer at this time. Well, I will.
But Guan Jingyi didn't answer. Just lightly said: "eat first. It's not delicious when it's cold."
Xu Enron looked at Guan Jingyi. To be exact, he put down his chopsticks and stared at Guan Jingyi.
Guan Jingyi, who was holding chopsticks, looked up at Xu Enron, put down his eyelids and said, "when I'm full, I have something to say to you. Be obedient, eat first, and don't be hungry until the child." Guan Jingyi peeled the boiled egg and handed it to Xu Enron.
With Guan Jingyi's hand, Xu Enron took a hard bite on the white and tender boiled egg, as if expressing dissatisfaction with Guan Jingyi.
Looking at Guan Jingyi's expressionless face, Xu Enron finally lost and took the boiled egg from Guan Jingyi's hand.
After a breakfast, Xu Enron felt a little blocked. Intuition officer Jingyi has nothing good to say, so Xu Enron eats slowly.
"Ann, sign this." Guan Jingyi pushed a divorce agreement to Xu Enron.
"Why?" Xu Enron looked at Guan Jingyi incredulously: "why do we divorce? I'm so obedient. Besides, haven't you all moved your goal to Xu xuexu?"
"Li Feng is from our side. Now I need to divorce you, and then all my shares will be transferred to Guan Li Feng. To be exact, let Guan Li Feng take over Guan. This is the most convenient channel for us to deal with Cui Yun and the scenery. Do you understand?"
"But do you have to do this? Is there no other way? Jingyi, you know, I don't want to divorce." Xu Enron grabbed Guan Jingyi's sleeve and his voice approached the meaning of prayer.
"As I said, this is the quickest and most convenient way to defeat Cui Yun. Besides, we are only fake divorce, and the company's share transfer is also fake." Guan Jingyi seriously persuaded.
"When you divorce me, I'll find a way to send you to northern Europe, where my people will pick you up. You can safely give birth to your child. Everything in China has nothing to do with you."
"But... But..." Xu Enron didn't want to divorce. He searched for reasons, but found that he had no reason. Guan Jingyi is to stay away from all this for his own good, but
"I just don't want to leave you. Your current situation is so dangerous and your future is so uncertain. I don't want to hide in northern Europe alone. I don't want to. I want to guard you."
When Guan Jingyi heard Xu Enron say so, he waved Xu Enron's hand, but he still noticed his strength.
"Xu Enron, do you think you're helping me by guarding me? You're fucking hurting me. I can't concentrate on dealing with Cui Yun all day you're here. You're my weakness, you know? You're also helping me if you listen to me!" Guan Jingyi doesn't have much patience. Usually, he treats her well and coaxes her because he doesn't involve any principled issues, but this time, It's about her and the child's life. He can't give in!
Guan Jingyi looked at Xu Enron sitting on the chair with his eyes closed. Somewhere in his heart was torn.
Then he stepped into the study and closed the door with a bump.
He is not angry with Xu Enron. He is angry with his powerlessness and his poor body. How can he get such a disease!
The head began to ache violently again.
"Ah!"
Guan Jingyi took the cigarette out of his pocket and held it on his lips. With the click of a lighter, a small orange flame leaped from above.
Guan Jingyi took a lighter and wanted to light the cigarette. His hand trembled because of his headache. He tried hard several times to light the cigarette.
Then, Guan Jingyi threw his lighter on the table.
Nicotine can relieve headaches, so he smokes a lot recently.
When Xu Enron pushed the door of the study, there was a lot of smoke in the room, hazy with white smoke.
Xu Enron coughed heavily: "how many cigarettes did you smoke? Don't want that lung?" Xu Enron said, walked a few steps into the house and pushed open the window of the study.
Guan Jingyi stood up from the chair, then grabbed Xu Enron's wrist with one hand and walked out.
Until in addition to the door of the study, Guan Jingyi closed the door of the study with his backhand.
"What's the matter?"
"Smoking second-hand smoke is bad for the fetus."
"You know it's not good, then you still suck so much!" Xu Enron pushed Guan Jingyi and smiled at him.
Guan Jingyi opened her lips and felt a little bitter in her mouth.
At this time, Guan Jingyi's lips were gently touched by his soft and cool fingertips, and Xu Enron pushed a mint into Guan Jingyi's mouth.
"If you really don't want to laugh, don't laugh. It's more ugly to laugh than to cry. I know you're sad, but if you have other ways, you won't choose to divorce me."
"So?"
"I'll listen to what you say, even if it's divorcing you!" Xu Enron said, turned his head, stuffed a handful of candy into Guan Jingyi's hand, turned and went into the bedroom.