No one knew how difficult it was for her at that time. If she knew, she would have been able to forgive Xu Anran's hesitation. Because regarding what kind of thoughts Guan Jingyi had towards her, Xu Anran simply did not dare to think about it, nor did she dare to investigate, because she could not afford to lose. Xu Anran didn't want to go through the days after marriage again.
Walking and strolling along the way, Guan Jingyi didn't let go of Xu Anran's hand, and continued to hold onto it tightly.
The two of them sat on the reef in silence, far away from the noisy street, with only the sky and the sea as their companions. The sound of the tides kept crashing against the coastline and rocks again and again.
"What would you like to eat later?" The two of them were silent, and in the end, it was Guan Jingyi who broke the awkward silence.
"Whatever." Xu Anran was in high spirits, she only looked at the sea in the distance with her hands wrapped around her knees.
Guan Jingyi's mood was also not very good. Earlier, she had unrestrainedly mentioned after separating from Guan Jingyi and being unable to be together for the rest of his life, so Guan Jingyi had originally been suppressing his unhappiness. Now that Xu Anran had slapped her face, no matter how good her temperament was, Guan Jingyi would still not be happy.
"Why, are you thinking about Tan Qiuxu?"
Xu Anran turned her head, holding back her anger, she faced Guan Jingyi in a state where she did not dare say anything.
"Yeah, I was just thinking about the director. How about it?"
The only thing Xu Anran wanted to do with Guan Jingyi was to use violence against him, this man!
It was good that Xu Anran did not say anything, but Guan Jingyi had originally wanted to wait for her to coax him, even if it was a lie, Guan Jingyi would accept it, but she was very stubborn.
Guan Jingyi raised his eyebrows, and used his hand to pinch Xu Anran's chin, and said: "Alright, you, I think I'm being too nice to you, to the point that you are thinking about other men so recklessly in front of me. Sometimes, even if you're just kidding me, huh? "
As Guan Jingyi said this, he inched closer to Xu Anran's face and dangerously narrowed her eyes.
Xu Anran shrank her body back in fear, but she could do nothing as the strength in her hands was too strong, causing Xu Anran's chin to hurt.
"You … Let me go. " Xu Anran said vaguely.
"Let you go? No matter how you put it, even if you are being pressed down by me, even if you are smiling at me, it must be because you want to curry favor with me. You must be thinking of going abroad to study, leave me, so that you can be together with your director … Guan Jingyi's finger poked at Xu Anran's shoulder time and time again.
Xu Anran closed her eyes in embarrassment and took a deep breath out. She said to Guan Jingyi: "It's because I don't know what's good for me. Don't treat me well, don't let me struggle in the gentle swirl you give me but sink deeper and deeper, such a sinful feeling, I can't afford.
"If you treat me badly, at least I can escape unscathed." Xu Anran roared at Guan Jingyi.
"He escaped unscathed? Xu Anran, why don't you think about it? Ever since you went to bed with me, or even before, when I kissed you, you've never had a chance to get out of it unscathed. "
"How is that impossible? I will ask the director. I must go abroad to study and stay far away from you. From now on, our lives will not interfere with each other."
"Humph!" Guan Jingyi squeezed out a cold laugh from his nose, and said to Xu Anran: "You're thinking about beauty!" Then, Guan Jingyi stuck his head down, and deeply stabilized Xu Anran's lips, treating her detestable little mouth as a punishment. Because, Guan Jingyi did not know, if he did not cover her mouth, he really did not know what would make him explode from Xu Anran's detestable little mouth.
Guan Jingyi recalled the warning he gave to Yuwen Zhuo in the early morning. These words, Guan Jingyi told Xu Anran the same thing once.
"I have long said that we will not divorce. Even if we are to separate, I, Xu Anran, will only be a man for your entire life. As for Tan Qiuxu, you can just give up on that thought. If you still want him to stay in the medical realm for a few more years, you better not provoke him. "
"Guan Jingyi, you really are a demon!" Xu Anran stood up, looking at Guan Jingyi's handsome face, she shook her head in disbelief and took two steps back.
She was standing on a rock, with a vast sea behind her.
When Guan Jingyi saw this, he reached out his hand towards Xu Anran and shouted, "An An An, don't keep backing down, come over here!"
Who knew that after Guan Jingyi said this, Xu Anran thought that Yue Yang wanted to capture him. Without even thinking, she took another big step back and stepped on empty air as her body fell backwards.
At that time, Guan Jingyi wanted to grab onto Xu Anran's hand but was caught off guard. He watched Xu Anran fall into the sea and without saying a word, Guan Jingyi jumped into the sea as well.
Xu Anran did not know how to swim and was very afraid of water. The moment Guan Jingyi fell into the ocean, Guan Jingyi truly, truly experienced the feeling of losing.
In that moment, his mind was completely blank, he even had an impulse for a moment. If she were to be lost to him, Guan Jingyi would not be able to go ashore either.
"An An, I'll accompany you in life and death."
When Guan Jingyi found Xu Anran, he was already nearly unconscious at the bottom. Guan Jingyi opened his mouth wide to give his the air in his mouth, then carried her onto the shore.
After giving Xu Anran a few times of cardiopulmonary resuscitation and artificial respiration, Xu Anran spat out a mouthful of water and gradually woke up. Only then did Guan Jingyi heave a sigh of relief.
The moment Xu Anran opened her eyes and saw Guan Jingyi, she immediately cried.
In the end, she was still a little girl. Even if she was angry at Guan Jingyi just now, or even said what she was going to say when she left, she had repeated everything she should not have said.
However, he must have been scared to death when he fell into the water earlier. Now, facing Guan Jingyi, all he could do was rejoice after surviving a calamity.
"It's okay, it's okay. No matter what, I will be there. So, don't worry." Guan Jingyi hugged Xu Anran, and patted her back again and again. Knowing that she was extremely afraid, Guan Jingyi coaxed her in a gentle voice.
"I almost died, Guan Jingyi, I really, really almost lost sight of you." Xu Anran said while sobbing.
"What nonsense are you talking about? Isn't everything fine now? How could I let something happen to you? Alright, alright, stop crying." The most important thing right now was to find an inn. Although the sunlight was good, the weather was very cold after all, and if two people were to get wet, they would probably catch a cold.
Xu Anran's hands were tightly wrapped around Guan Jingyi's neck, his eyes were wide open, he did not even dare blink, as he was afraid that the person in front of him would disappear.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have forced you to do that." did not expect that to happen, but Xu Anran was lazy enough to not reply, so she did not know how to answer.