Chapter 177

Xia Han said with some doubts: "what's the matter with Master Liu? What's the matter?"

I said softly, "nothing. Don't call me master Liu in the future. I don't like it. Call me Guansheng. "

"That's not good. I have no respect for you

I said with a smile, "it's OK. I'm as old as you. I'm all friends. I don't have to be so polite."

"That's... that's fine!" Xia Han's voice is a little weak. He leaned against the back seat and closed his eyes for a rest.

After a while, the car drove to the door of the hospital. We checked out, got out of the car and walked into the hospital.

"Sit down for a while. I'll register and buy some water by the way! " Xia Han nodded and waited for me for a while. I came back with the number plate and two bottles of mineral water. I handed her a bottle of mineral water. By the way, he took out the blood Ganoderma lucidum and said, "you can drink water. This is the effective medicine for blood Ganoderma lucidum. It can replenish your strength. "

Xia Han takes the blood Ganoderma lucidum. His face improved immediately, but there were only six Ganoderma lucidum in my blood. No matter how much Ganoderma lucidum I had, it was useless. Her condition is not a panacea.

"Patient seven, come in!"

"It's your turn. You go in. I'll wait for you outside. " Xia Han enters the medical room. I waited outside for about half an hour, and then a doctor in a white coat came out.

"Doctor, is my friend OK?" The doctor's face is a little ugly. Then he said to me, "are you a friend of the patient?"

I nodded and felt something wrong. The doctor hesitated. This makes me anxious. I'm the one who annoys me the most.

"The patient hasn't recovered from the anesthetic yet. There was an accident during the reexamination. But it has been maintained The doctor took me back to the office, poured a glass of water and handed it to me.

I asked doubtfully: "the reexamination is to check whether the condition has deteriorated, how can there be accidents?"

The doctor said softly“ I'm afraid you don't know her condition. She's very weak now. The so-called reexamination is actually called chemotherapy according to medicine. "

"So what? Just tell me. I know something about her condition."

The doctor said softly, "I'm afraid the patient won't live long. All the functions of her body have begun to fail, and she has congenital heart disease. Once the heart fails, she will be helpless."

"Is there no other way?"

"I'm sorry, we've tried our best. According to the current situation, patients can't have more than one month at most."

"OK, I see. Thank you, doctor." Doctor, this is the last death notice. I went out of the doctor's office, asked the nurse and came to the ward.

At this time, Xia Han has woken up and changed his clothes. However, his face returned to pale and bloodless. In this case, even my blood Ganoderma lucidum was useless.

Xia Han asked me softly“ What did the doctor say? "

I whispered: "nothing, the doctor said you are recovering well, as long as you pay attention to the body, think more happy things, a better mood is conducive to the development of the disease."

Xia Han hears a little muddle headed, I feel this word also is on sentence not to take next sentence.

"Well, where do you want to go? It's still early now. Let me go shopping with you." I deliberately digress from the subject and don't want her to think about it.

"I'm going to buy clothes, eat steak and go roller coaster!" Xia Han looks like a bird just flying out of the cage, looking at me excitedly, then lowering her head, "sorry, I haven't been to the playground for a long time."

"Yes, you has the final say today, wherever you want to go, I'll accompany you!"

Xia Han hesitated and said, "but it's not good for us. Junyao will misunderstand us."

"Silly girl, we are friends." I took her by the hand and walked out of the ward and took the elevator downstairs.

I can only feel sorry for Xia Han. I don't know if it's because of me or other reasons. Life and death are always in front of me.

Every time I experience life and death, it's my friends and relatives around me. This is the biggest joke God has ever played on me.

"What are you thinking? If you are tired, let's go back?" Xia Han some worry of say to me, her eyes are full of the look of expectation.

"No, there was a short circuit in the brain just now." I reached out to stop a car, opened the door and Xiahan jumped into the car.

"Master, go to the playground!" The car drove to the playground, I bought some water and food in the nearby supermarket, and then I took Xia Han into the playground. When I saw the roller coaster, she immediately seemed to play doping, and quickly took me to buy two tickets.

After a circle of roller coaster down, we went to the haunted house exploration, to take a spaceship, amusement park games, we almost played for a while, I was a little tired, found a grass to sit down.

"Drink some water and watch you sweat!" Xia Han took a few drinks from the water bottle and said happily, "this is the first time I've had such a good time."

I asked in a low voice: "your family conditions should not be bad, is no one with your parents do not take you out to play?"

"Who let me seriously ill, can only eat soup at home, that is, a few of them to find me, I can come out to play."

Xia Han took a piece of bread and handed it to me. Then he said, "thank you so much today. I had a good time."

"I also had a good time. Although I was not seriously ill, I had no father or mother. Since I grew up in the countryside, I didn't have these things to play with."

"Well, I heard hanyue and Mengchen say that I know something about you." Xia Han eating bread, pouted his little mouth at me and said: "sometimes I really admire you, even can fight with ghosts, really good!"

I sighed and said, "but I can't save the people I love most. I can only watch them die."

"Do you love her?" Xia Han suddenly asked me, eyes straight at me.

"Who do you mean?" I asked suspiciously

Xia Han said softly“ Who do you love more, Meng Chen and Guan Rou? "

"I love them both, and they both love me, but they die because of me."

"What about me?"

"You?" Xia Han's face was a little red, and then he said, "I like you very much, but I don't deserve you for my own reasons."

"You like me?" I was shocked, as if I had been struck by lightning. I was petrified there and didn't speak for a long time.

"You... You answer me, do you like me?" Xia Han is a little nervous. She pouts her little mouth like she's going to cry. Maybe it's the first time that she takes the initiative to tell a boy, so she's a little nervous.

I thought back and said in a soft voice, "I like it. You are all very good. I'm afraid it's me who doesn't deserve it. I'm even more afraid it will hurt you."

"It doesn't matter to me. I just need to know you like me." Xia Han gave me a little smile and put his hand around my arm. His face was a little red and he put his head on my shoulder.

I don't want to cheat her, but how long does she have? Even if cheating can make her happy, it's a kind cheating.

"If you're tired, get some sleep first." Xia Han's little hand is very cold, which makes me feel like Guan Rou and Mengchen. When Guan Rou died, her hand was only half warm.

So I can't help but have a feeling that Xia Han can't say. I always feel that she will suddenly disappear and leave my shoulder.

Xia Han pouted her little mouth and said, "I dare not sleep. I'm afraid that if I go to sleep, you will leave me."

"How can I leave you? You have a rest. I'll take you to a movie later, and then I'll have a steak."

"But didn't you say you were going back before evening?" Summer Han some worry of looking at me, both hands but slightly in the effort to arm my arm.

I said softly, "I'll be with you. You'll be fine."

Summer Han happy smile, in my mouth a kiss, her lips are very thin but very ice, I subconsciously reached out to embrace her.

I wish time could stop at this moment. She closed her eyes and tears came down from the corner of her eyes and fell on my face.

"Why are you crying?"

"This is my first kiss. It's cheap for you." Xia Han sobbed two times in a low voice, reached out to wipe away the tears, and lay down in my arms.