Antecedents
all the memories come back to his mind. Jing min looks back at the black stone bridge. He can't remember how many times he has walked on the bridge, maybe thousands of times, at least hundreds of times. At the end of each cycle, he comes back here, walks across the stone bridge, and then remembers all the things.
"Your honor." A black robed man, transformed from the fog into an adult, saluted Jingmin respectfully.
"Yama." Jing min turned his head and looked at the man in front of him and said, "it's really hard for you to come here to meet me every time. How many times have we met?"
"This is the 1365 times that I have come to meet you. Please come back with me and have a rest." The king of hell said that and led the way ahead.
Jingmin's memory can only recall that after he finished his first reincarnation, he came here. Except for remembering his name as Jingmin, he couldn't remember anything else. Then he began the endless reincarnation. Yama would meet him every time, and his attitude was very respectful, which made him feel that maybe before his first reincarnation, his identity should be different, but that memory had been forgotten by him. Otherwise, as the Lord of the underworld, why would Yama treat him so respectfully without any reason.
In Yama palace, there is a courtyard specially prepared for Jing min. every time after his reincarnation and before he goes to the next samsara, he takes a rest in this courtyard.
Jing min's sense of boredom is getting stronger and stronger. He doesn't want to be reincarnated again and again. Even if his soul is out of his wits, it is better than this endless reincarnation.
When Yama came to ask him to go to samsara again, Jing min refused and asked him how to get rid of his soul.
Yama was shocked to see him, "do you want to be scared?"
"I'm really tired of it. I don't want to go on samsara."
"Although you have been reincarnated for more than a thousand times, you will not have any memory before each reincarnation. Even if you feel tired now, you will have a new life after the memory disappears."
Jing min slumped back in the chair. "I remember the hundreds of lifetimes I started reincarnation, I could live to be over 80 years old. But in recent hundreds of lives, I lived shorter and shorter. This time, I came back before I was 15 years old. Therefore, although I will not have the memory of the past in every reincarnation, I still remember this sense of boredom in my soul. If I am just born, I will come back again. What's the significance of not reincarnation? "
"But..." Yama hesitated for a moment and said, "your God is not in your soul now. Even if I am Yama, I can't make you scared."
"Why do you lie to me?" Jing Min said with a smile, "in fact, I have already felt that there must be a reason why you will let me reincarnate from generation to generation. Is it that as long as I don't reincarnate, my soul will disappear?"
Yama's face changed, and he did not answer Jing min's words, but Jing min had confirmed his own thoughts from his silence.
"Sir, I am also entrusted to reincarnate for you in the underworld." Yan Wang said with a serious expression, "in the ninety-nine days, someone is waiting for you to go back."
"You've told me this more than once, and I'm tired of hearing it. You can bring a message to that man. Anyway, I don't remember who he is, and I don't want to go back. You let him stop waiting for me."
When Jing Min said for the first time that he didn't want to go back to samsara again, Yama said that someone was waiting for him to go back ninety-nine days away. As long as he had enough reincarnation, he would be able to return to ninety-nine days. He didn't remember where it was 99 days away, but the name was quite tall. It should be a group of people standing at the top of the universe overlooking all living beings, or immortals.
He didn't remember who was waiting for him to go back. At first, he was very curious and thought that no matter who was waiting for him, it would be hard for him to wait in vain. But in the samsara again and again, he saw more life, see the joys and sorrows, see more, also see the light. In this world, there is no time to kill the feelings, a long time, any feelings can fade down.
Seeing Jing min's resolute attitude, the king of Yan stopped advising him. He asked Jing min to have a good rest in the hospital and left alone. Jing min doesn't matter. Anyway, it's killing time. I don't know how long it will take him to die.
There is no day in the underworld. It is always so gloomy and dark. Jing min lies in the house most of the time. When he is bored, he walks in the courtyard. I don't know how many days later, just when he was tired of wandering in the hospital and wanted to expand the scope of his free walking, Yama came to see him again.
"Your honor." The king of Yan bowed his hand and saluted Jing min.
"Yama? You are... " Jing min thought that Yama had given up persuading him to reincarnate, and let him wait for his soul in this hospital, but he didn't expect to see him again.
"If you are tired of the constant samsara, I have a way for you to go back to 99 days. Would you like to have a try?"
"If you have a way to let me go back, why don't you let me have a try earlier?" Jing min doesn't care if he can't go back ninety-nine days now. Anyway, he doesn't remember."It didn't work before, but it works now. Another thing I have to tell you is that if you don't continue to reincarnate, your soul will not disappear. Instead, you will be scattered to different worlds. Each soul will live a different life at the same time. Then you will keep repeating. Over time, not only will your soul be unable to recover, but also time and space will be disordered. "
Jing min looked at him seriously and seriously, "you don't want to let me continue to reincarnate, just to scare me."
"I don't dare to deceive you. In fact, you can't continue to reincarnate through the way, otherwise the consequences will be the same."
Jing min closed his eyes and pondered for a moment. He opened his eyes and asked, "what's the way you said?"
Yama took out a jade pendant and said, "this jade pendant can send you to different time and space, so that you don't have to go to the underworld to take a reincarnation."
Jing min took the jade pendant, and as soon as his finger touched it, he felt an inexplicable shaking in his heart. Looking at the jade pendant half white as lanolin and half black as inkstone, he felt "this jade pendant seems to be familiar with."
"Who is waiting for you to deliver this to you in 99 days' time?" Said Yama.
Jing min rubbed the jade pendant with his thumb. This familiar feeling made him love this jade pendant. "Send me to different time and space, and then, what am I going to do?"
"Your soul will enter into some people's bodies, and each of them will end up in a miserable situation."
Hearing the miserable ending, Jing min frowned and asked, "do you mean to let me go through the disaster?" He had no interest in life as cannon fodder.
"It's not so. This time you are going to a different time and space. It's different from the past. This time you will keep all your memories and change your destiny."
"Can it change fate? That's a little bit interesting. Does it mean that I can change as I want? "
"This..." Yama hesitated for a moment and said, "it's not all. You can change your destiny after you go to the cabinet, but you can't do it all according to your own wishes, but you should fulfill those people's wishes. The more complete your final life is, the stronger you will get from that world. After these forces accumulate to a certain extent, you will be able to return to ninety-nine days. "
Jing min nodded, "I understand what you mean."
The king of Yan pointed to the jade pendant in Jing min's hand and said, "the jade pendant in the hand of the cabinet has a very strong power. It can help you."
"Oh?" Jing min is very interested in looking at the jade pendant "how to use it?"
The jade pendant seems to be able to understand Jing min's words. As soon as his words fell off, the jade pendant turned into two black and white lights and flew into Jing min's brain.
Jing min closed his eyes because of the sudden impact in his brain. There was more space in his brain. Countless data kept turning, and then became a function of items. He roughly glanced at them. If all these powerful functions can be used, let alone change a person's fate. Even if it is to change the fate of a world, it is not difficult? But who on earth is so thoughtful for him.
"Why didn't the person who gave you the jade pendant come to see me in person?" He asked.
"He said that if you ask about him, let me tell you that he misses you very much, but he can't come to see you because he has a hard time. He will be waiting for you all the time. I hope you can go back to see him earlier, and then you will understand everything."
Jing min's curiosity has been picked up again. Who is waiting for him? Who must wait for him to go back? His parents? Or other relatives and friends? Maybe his lover?
Thinking of the word "lover", Jing min suddenly remembers a strange thing. He has been reincarnated for more than a thousand generations. He has had many family members and friends, but he has no lover. Whether he is old or not, he has never fallen in love with anyone. Isn't it strange?
Jing min asked the king of hell, but the king replied, "your fate after your reincarnation is not arranged by us in the underworld. When you will die, what is the process of your life, and what the final outcome will be, we can't know or control. All your destiny is in your subconscious mind."
"So." Jing min nodded and no longer asked. He felt that one day, he would know everything.