Yao Yao, I can't let them, or we can't die for nothing.
In a short speech, Lu Xingzhi didn't mention his mood, but Jiang Yao could think of it.
On the tractor, he knew that ah Sheng was dead, but he didn't want to believe that he would let her rule ah Sheng first.
It was the first time she had seen such an irrational journey.
At that time, she thought it was because of the friendship between ah Sheng and him.
Now, seeing here, she knows that it's because he saw too many comrades die these days, so he was afraid of another death.
He must have been in pain, in despair, and in self reproach.
Yao Yao, by this time, what I feel most uneasy about is not their parents, nor our unborn children, but you.
I can't think how you'll live in the world without me.
I'd like to tell you that if I die, you forget me, but I really can't do it when I write.
Selfishness is selfishness, so you still can't forget me, ten years, twenty years, a lifetime, your heart has to leave me a bit of space.
Fortunately, we have a son with you. In the long decades to come, let him take care of you instead of me.
By the way, I think of a name for my son these two days, Chenyang and Lu Chenyang. Do you think it's ok?
When he grows up, let him study medicine with you and become a doctor as good as you.
Unfortunately, I don't have a chance to have a beautiful and likeable daughter like you, but it's OK. Without a daughter, I can miss one less.
Yao Yao, you can be sad for a while, but not for a long time. Take good care of yourself, our children and our parents.
I always feel like I have to say goodbye to you if I haven't had an addiction with you in my whole life. It's inevitable to be reluctant.
Yao Yao, because of you, I believe that people must have afterlife.
So, Yao Yao, remember, in the next life, Jiang Yao must be Lu Xingzhi's wife! That's what we said.
Jiang Yao's tears almost soaked the letter paper. What's the name of Lu Yan? Call Lu Bawang directly. Who has agreed with him to return it to him as his wife in the afterlife?
Say yes?
Who wants to remember him for ten or twenty years, and his whole life?
Jiang Yao wipes her tears and scolds, "why don't you write two sentences like the last life's legacy for me to marry someone else?"
Can't bear it? Can't write it down?
Once you get it, why don't you let it go?
Have, how also unwilling to give up? Don't want another man to step into her life and replace his former position?
After reading the letter, Jiang Yao folded it back again, then took back his pocket, and thought to himself, when the small operation is over, he will go back to find him to settle the account. What are all the bequests written?
Compared with the one he left in his last life, this one is a foul everywhere!
Jiang Yao carefully put away the letter and went to the bathroom to wash her face.
Although Lu Xingzhi said at the beginning that the letter was called a suicide note, Jiang Yao could feel that he was not willing to accept it. Maybe, there was a thought in his mind that the letter didn't come to her.
Jiang Yao thought, maybe, Lu Xingzhi's mood in writing this letter was despair at first, but later, he may be using this letter to cheer himself up, so that he must bite his teeth to support himself.