C60 Sad Summer Summer

Name:Cantabile Youth Author:
Toward the end of summer vacation, I went to see the Hu Tou and brought him some food and a few cigarettes. He had a big bald head, his face was covered in stubble, and his eyes were lifeless. He seemed to have lost a lot of weight.

Just as I picked it up, Hu Tou asked me where Hei Zi was. I looked at him and said, "He's dead."

Hu Tou nodded his head. He said that he had received the news a long time ago, but even now, he still couldn't believe it.

Then it was silence. I couldn't stand this silence and said to him: "Brother, it's my fault, if it wasn't for me, Big Brother Hei Zi wouldn't have died, Crown Prince and you wouldn't have died either, Zhou Lian would also be the same, I'm a f * cking jinx, you scold me a few times, I'll feel better this way, but can you don't say anything?

Yes, since the incident, no one has blamed me, even Zhou Lian. Before her father confiscated her phone, she told me not to think too much into it, this matter has nothing to do with me. As for my sister, she relied on me to speak to her.

When I was just captured, I did indeed scold you many times, but in my heart, I clearly knew that blaming others would let me feel at ease. You and I had both used various methods to make our hearts feel better, but in the end, it was all because of my incompetence that Hei Zi died. "

I said no, it's all my fault, if it wasn't for me, everyone wouldn't be doing this, it wouldn't have happened. It's all my fault for provoking Lin Xiao, it's all my fault for provoking Madman Lin!

The Hu Tou continued, "Little brother, I've thought about this a lot these past few days. Perhaps, from beginning to end, you're just a bait."

I raised my head and asked curiously, "Decoy?"

Hu Tou nodded his head, "Yes, in order to eliminate the crown prince and my power in one fell swoop, some people deliberately used you to lure us into their trap."

I still couldn't understand it, but I remembered what Zhou Lian had said that night. The people Hu Tou brought over actually dared to hit the crown prince instead.

When I asked who that person was, Hu Tou clenched his teeth and said a familiar name: Old Eagle!

I was a little confused. Why would the eagle want to do something to me? He has no enmity with me, and we get along pretty well. There's no need to mess with me, right?

The hawk's goal was not to do something to me, but to become the sky in the street ahead. According to Hu Tou's conjecture, the hawk was probably the one who told Crazy Lin about Lin Xiao, the one who was always with Hu Tou, so he knows about my relationship with Lin Xiao.

Since the eagles told this to Lunatic Lin, Lunatic Lin will naturally cause trouble for me. Once he causes trouble, my brothers and sisters will definitely not let him off, and this is exactly what the eagles did, for the sake of bringing the Crown Prince and Hu Tou together, all in one go.

Hu Tou also said. It was highly likely that the eagle still had someone to work with, and this person was most likely the Qu Lao San of the Green Scene KTV. The crown prince and Qu Lao San had always been at odds with each other, and the Qu Lao San had also used this opportunity to get rid of the crown prince, drive away Madman Lin, and also wanted to recruit the crown prince's forces.

This also explained why the Hu Tou and the others who had originally won were treated so badly that night because many people on the side of the Hu Tou were privately persuaded by the eagle to change sides. Furthermore, the eagle had calculated, if the Hu Tou was in trouble, Zhou Lian would definitely think of a way to get him out. If that happened, there was a high possibility that they would fall out with their families, and at that time, they wouldn't have the time and ability to find trouble for him.

This was a perfect plan!

After I heard what Hu Tou had to say, I was completely stunned. I never thought that Lunatic Lin and I were merely the fuse, and there was actually such a conspiracy behind it! What makes me even more surprised is that in such a short period of time, the Hu Tou actually analyzed this matter to such an extent that it was impossible.

I was a little confused. I asked Hu Tou, if it was really made by an eagle, what should I do next.

Hu Tou said I would take revenge, but not now. When he comes out, I clenched my fists and hated the hawk even more. Maybe Hu Tou saw my expression, he said, "Little brother, don't worry about this!"

When I heard this, I immediately expressed my disagreement. I said that Brother Hei Zi died for me, how can I let the eagle go!

Hu Tou squinted at me and asked, "What can you do?"

I was speechless for a moment. Although I didn't want to admit it, the truth was in front of me. What could I do?

The Hu Tou said: "Little brother, you have to understand, you are different from us, you are younger than me and the crown prince, I still remember when we were negotiating, you had a very scared expression, but you were very stubborn, and you never changed your mind no matter what you decide, because that is what I am most afraid of."

I didn't say anything, and I knew the meaning behind Hu Tou's words. He was afraid that I would cause trouble for the eagle.

"I'm not saying that this character is not good. Honestly speaking, I like this personality of yours, there's always a chance to repay you, to be able to love and hate you, you boy, but you were very interesting, I remember that when we were at Ling Xi, you actually allowed me to leave first just for the sake of protecting me, and that's all. I reckon that not many people could do it, and from that point onwards, I have always treated you like a little brother, not because of Zhou Lian."

When I said I knew, Hu Tou sighed and said, "If possible, don't mess around anymore, and also don't bother about the affairs of the eagles, study hard. Really, I am from the past, this road is not easy to walk on, you can see that I am from now on, but the road is yours, I have no right to ask you to do anything, it is just that one thing, don't regret it."

Hu Tou, do you regret it now? Hu Tou was amused, and shook his head with certainty: "Even if I had to do it again, I will still do it. Alright, I've said it, think about it carefully, it was not easy for you to find someone to chat with, I have said a bit too much, but no matter what, I am your brother, so whatever I say, you have to listen, it's not good, you have to listen to it too."

After Hu Tou finished speaking, he was taken away by the prison guards. I knew that it was time to visit the prison, so for some reason, I suddenly shouted towards the Hu Tou, "I know you guys treat me well, I don't regret it, but it's already like this, with your brothers and sisters, I think it's worth it for my entire life. If I had to choose again, I'd rather stick around with you guys and teach you guys how to smoke and drink!"

After I finished speaking, I took a step back and bowed towards the Hu Tou, thanking him from the bottom of my heart. The Hu Tou did not turn around, but seeing how his shoulders were shaking, I knew that he was crying. This should be the first time in twenty years that the Hu Tou was crying.

When I left the prison, Chen Xiaoxiao was waiting for me outside. She was accompanying me for the past half month, and at that time, I was in a bad mood, so I didn't say a single word throughout the day nor did I go out. Chen Xiaoxiao was right at my house, watching over me, cooking for me, and only returned home at night.

I bitterly smiled, then Chen Xiaoxiao took my shoulder and asked me what I had been talking about. I said a few casual words and Chen Xiaoxiao acknowledged me, then stopped asking. She and Jiang Yufei were thinking about this a little bit, and since she knew that I didn't want to say it, she was quite sensible to not ask.

I brought Chen Xiaoxiao and got in a car, went to eat dinner, and after I finished eating, I sent her home. When I walked downstairs, Chen Xiaoxiao suddenly said to me: "Little brother, I don't know what happened to you recently, but I will always be by your side, forever."

At that time, we were all young and thought that if we said "forever", we would truly be forever.

Looking at her, I took a deep breath and patted her head. "I know. Thank you. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't even know how I would have survived this half a month."

Chen Xiaoxiao started crying as she hugged me downstairs. I stood still where I was, looking at the passersby with a weird gaze.

When Chen Xiaoxiao first saw me, she was so scared that she thought I was depressed. I thought so, but when I saw Chen Xiaoxiao back then, I felt like my mind was wandering around and I kept talking to myself.

I smiled at her and told her not to think too much. Am I not fine now?

Chen Xiaoxiao nodded his head before leaving my embrace, "I got it. Go back and pack up properly, get a good night's sleep, go home early, and don't wander around outside. I'll come find you tomorrow."

I caressed her head and smiled at her. Chen Xiaoxiao suddenly leaned forward and kissed me, and just like that, I kissed her passionately on her floor until Her mother shouted for her. She stuck out her tongue at me, waved her hands towards me, and turned around to return home.

As I watched her figure disappear from my sight, I suddenly felt empty. I felt as if a big hole had been opened in my heart, and there was nothing left. I walked forward a few steps, lit a cigarette, and sat down in a daze as I watched cars pass by.

I took a bottle of wine from the fridge and sat in the living room watching TV, which was a funny show, but I didn't want to laugh at all. Drinking wine, lighting cigarettes, and being alone in the empty room, I thought back to when Zhou Lian and the others were making a ruckus in my house.

After a while, there was a knock on my door. I was wondering who would come back to see me, so I got up to open the door.

Lin Xiao was at the door. She looked at me and I looked at her.