Ye chaxu bowed her head and did not dare to visit the gentry.
Gu Shen glared at ye chaxu angrily, trying to get angry, but he tried to bear it when he thought about her illness. However, his chest heaved violently. It can be seen that he was really angry and wanted to scold her.
But scold also useless, her body is not good, it is not easy to cure leukemia, scold her will only let her more sad.
After trying to calm down, he sighed, sat down beside her, did not speak, and sighed all the time.
Ye chaxu found that Gu Shen was the same. He raised his head and looked at him in amazement. He asked, "why don't you scold me?"
Gu Shen took a deep breath and looked at ye chaxu helplessly: "is it useful to scold you?"
Ye chaxu bit her lip, shook her head, scolded her as useless, concealed for so long, knew there would be such a day, but did not expect to come so soon.
"I also want to scold you, or even beat you, but in your current situation, I scold you useless, you will be more and more sad, and you are sad, I will also heartache, you let me take you what to do?" Gu Shen's tone was very sad, and now it's generous to speak calmly.
Ye chaxu's words are blocked. It's her fault, so I don't say much about it.
"Ye chaxu, we have experienced so much, but you have always distrusted me. Even such a big thing is hidden from me. In your heart, I don't matter? Even Zhou Junlong is not as good as Zhou Junlong. Can you tell him, don't tell me? " Gu Shen lowered his voice and looked awe inspiring: "if I didn't think your body was abnormal all the time, I secretly asked the family doctor to examine you and let people look up your medical records in the hospital. Otherwise, I didn't know you had this disease." He always felt that her health was not good, and he didn't expect that it was really bad.
Ye chaxu closed her eyes and explained in a low voice: "no, Zhou Junlong is a doctor. He treats me, so he knows that I don't say it because I'm afraid you're worried. I'm afraid I can't live, so I hide everything."
Hearing this, Gu Shen felt very funny and asked, "Ye Cha Xu, do you really take me as my husband?"
Leaf tea flocculent look at Gu Shen, aggrieved Du mouth.
"Don't pretend to be aggrieved. You don't feel aggrieved at all. If you take me as your husband, you won't hide all this, but tell me that I will treat you with you and help you find bone marrow. But you don't, hide me, which means that you don't treat me as a husband, but just treat me as a dispensable person. This kind of thing can be said 。” Gu Shen's voice was cold. He was really angry at the thought that ye chaxu had kept his illness secret for so long.
The eyelashes of leaf tea flocculent closed slightly, and the eyes were full of tears as clear as the lake, and they fell down quickly.
Gu Shen couldn't listen to her explanation.
Gu Shen's face was cold. Seeing ye chaxu's silence, he turned and left disappointed.
Seeing that Gu Shen was going to leave, ye chaxu felt flustered. It seemed that he would lose her as soon as he left. So he quickly lifted the quilt and wanted to chase him. He cried nervously, "Gu Shen, don't leave. I'm wrong."
Just get out of bed, but feel all over the body weak, suddenly sit on the ground.
When Gu Shen heard this, he looked back in surprise. Seeing ye chaxu sitting on the ground and running to her, he said in a strange tone, "lie down if you don't feel well. What do you do when you get out of bed?" She is now a patient in need of careful care. She is not careless at all.
Ye chaxu took Gu Shen's arm tightly and looked at him with a pair of tearful eyes. "Don't go. I'm wrong. I shouldn't hide it from you. In fact, I've been looking for opportunities to tell you, but I don't have the courage and don't know how to say it. This disease has been torturing me, and I haven't found the right bone marrow. I'm really afraid that I will die, and I'm afraid that you will know my illness And worry, so selfish to hide
"Stop talking. Get up first." Gu Shen frowned and went to help ye chaxu, trying to pull her up.
Ye chaxu didn't speak. She immediately threw herself into Gu Shen's arms and hugged him and said, "I'm sorry, forgive me. Don't be angry with me. I don't know how long I can live. If you are angry with me, it's not worth it."
"What are you talking about?" Gu Shen was not happy when he heard this. Although he knew that her condition was serious, he would never let her die. He would find the best doctor and suitable bone marrow for her treatment.
"I'm not talking nonsense. My body is declining day by day. Zhou Junlong asked me to do the second chemotherapy. The chemotherapy was very painful. During the first chemotherapy, I began to lose my hair, but it was not fierce. This time, many kinds of sequelae would occur, and I would become more and more weak. Although the treatment will live a long time, I will die one day, and I can't find the right bone marrow. I still have only one Death. " Ye chaxu's tone is endless and sad. Today's attitude of watching autumn moon is so hard that she dare not say her identity.
Although Xu Jiawen guessed, will autumn water moon believe it?
To tell the truth, she didn't know, but her heart was full of pain and confusion.
Gu Shen sighed and lifted up the tea floss. He said gently, "don't talk, fool. I'm not angry. Don't think about it too much. Have a good rest." Gu Shen had no choice but to say that ye chaxu's condition was not good. He was not angry. He said, "for the sake of being a patient, I'm not angry, but I'll settle the account with you after you're well."After hearing this, ye chaxu looks at Gu Shen in surprise. It seems that he is not angry?
So, she asked with uncertainty, "are you really not angry?"
Gu Shen put ye chaxu on the bed, pitifully scratched his nose, and said softly, "chaxu, we are husband and wife. Even if we are angry, we can't last for a long time. No matter how much gratitude and resentment, it's a fight at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed. I'm just not happy with your concealment. I hope you don't do it again." Pause for a while, then look at her seriously: "I give you a chance, you have anything to hide can tell me, or next time I found out, will not forgive you."
After listening to leaf tea Xu, busy nervous said: "in addition to this matter, there is no."
"Really?" Gu Shen looks at Ye Cha Xu suspiciously.
Ye chaxu nodded and looked serious.
"Ye chaxu, you will tell me exactly what happened before you met me." Gu Shen said that he was interested, puzzled and expectant, and wanted to hear the story about ye chaxu before.
Leaf tea flocculent bit lip, helplessly looked at Gu Shen: "isn't it?"
Gu Shen frowned and looked serious: "if you don't want to say it, don't say it. I'm going."
"Ah! Don't go, I said Ye chaxu grabs Gu Shen's arm. Since he wants to hear it, she can say it!
In the past, she always wanted to hide those things, but since he knew her condition, she had to tell it, including the relationship with qiushuiyue, so that he would not know it from others' mouth and be unhappy at that time.