"Everything is my fault … "If it wasn't for me …"
For some reason, Lu Feng did not speak out the rest of his words, and slowly, even his voice had a hint of a sobbing tone.
"No, you're not wrong."
Shen Zechen stopped in his tracks and replied Lu Feng softly.
"It's all my fault... "It's my fault …"
It was as if Lu Feng did not hear his words, and continued to repeat himself.
Shen Zechen's footsteps stopped once again.
Lu Feng seemed to like to cry when he was drunk.
Lu Feng who was usually so strong that he could not speak, and so heartless, was now lying on Shen Zechen's body crying like a child.
Tears had drenched Shen Zechen's clothes, and upon hearing the indistinct sound of sobbing, Shen Zechen's heart ached to the point that he could not even breathe, but he was still unable to do anything.
Shen Zechen stood where he was, letting Lu Feng quietly cry.
When Lu Feng finally passed out from crying, Shen Zechen then continued to walk forward while carrying Lu Feng on his back. Both of his legs had already become numb, Shen Zechen's white hands that were exposed to the air had already turned red from the cold long ago.
Under the dim light of the street lamp, Shen Zechen's figure seemed exceptionally heavy.
Shen Zechen carried Lu Feng home, pushed open the door and helped him enter the room.
"Lu Feng?"
Shen Zechen called out to Lu Feng in a low voice.
Lu Feng just snorted, his head still drooping, as though he was drunk.
Shen Zechen sighed, and then supported Lu Feng up to the bedside. He first helped remove the glasses on Lu Feng's nose, then let him lie down, "Come, be careful, lie down on the bed and rest first."
Lu Feng blurrily fell down. It was unknown if it was intentional or not, but when he fell down, he casually grabbed onto Shen Zechen's clothes. Before Shen Zechen could react, his legs became unsteady and he followed Lu Feng onto the bed, coincidentally falling onto Lu Feng's body.
Shen Zechen wanted to stand up, but was pulled at his collar by Lu Feng. He leaned forward uncontrollably, and suddenly, just a few centimeters away from Lu Feng's face, to the point where Lu Feng's breath landed on his face. It was hot, and carried a slight smell of alcohol.
"Lu Feng, let go of me now."
Shen Zechen's body stiffened as he helplessly whispered.
Hearing that, not only did Lu Feng not let go, he slowly opened his eyes.
Maybe it was because he had cried before, but Lu Feng's eyes were still red.
Looking into Lu Feng's eyes, Shen Zechen's heart slowly tightened.
Lu Feng looked at Shen Zechen for a long time, like a little wild wolf, he stared straight at Shen Zechen.
"Lu Feng."
Shen Zechen's voice was calm and hoarse as he called out to Lu Feng in a low voice.
Lu Feng did not reply. Looking at Shen Zechen, he suddenly laughed, causing Shen Zechen to be in a daze for a moment, but before he could react, Lu Feng had already pulled his collar and lightly touched Shen Zechen's lips.
It was like a dragonfly touching the water, and after just an instant of contact, the alcohol was so strong that Shen Zechen could not ignore it, and there was also the smoke that Shen Zechen usually did not like. Until now, for some reason, Shen Zechen felt that it was not that bad.
"Did anyone tell you that you smell good?"
Lu Feng blinked, and said drunkenly, but his eyes were still unfocused.
"Hmm?"
A faint tinge of red appeared on the tip of his ears, causing Shen Zechen to furrow his brows.
"And …"
Lu Feng smiled, "You are very sweet."
"Sweet?"
Shen Zechen did not understand what Lu Feng meant and was at a loss.
"Yeah, it's very sweet here."
After he finished speaking, Lu Feng took the initiative to kiss him again. Unlike the dragonfly touching the water earlier, which was accompanied by the faint smell of smoke, it occupied Shen Zechen's space and, little by little, corroded Shen Zechen's rationality.
Lu Feng was very familiar with it, it looked like he would do this sort of thing frequently.
Shen Zechen's body froze, he did not dare move, and tried his best to maintain his rationality.
After carefully tasting it, Lu Feng slowly left Shen Zechen's lips.
"Why are you so good-looking?"
As usual, he did not let go, but Lu Feng just smiled at him, causing him to be startled, and he did not know what expression to make.
"However, I'm probably dreaming …" "Otherwise, how could there be such a good-looking person in the world …"
After Lu Feng finished speaking, he yawned, then said this blurrily as he closed his eyes and fell asleep, his hands slowly loosening up.
Shen Zechen anxiously stood up, tidying up the mess of clothes that Lu Feng had pulled, and lowered his head to look at Lu Feng. Lu Feng was in a deep sleep, he turned over and rubbed his head against the blanket, then found a comfortable position and fell asleep again.
Looking at Lu Feng's expression, Shen Zechen sighed helplessly. He then stood up and carefully covered Lu Feng with the blanket, turned off the light, and walked out with light footsteps. He looked at Lu Feng who was sleeping soundly at the door for a moment, and then closed the door.
Walking out of Lu Feng's room, Shen Zechen couldn't help but let out a long sigh, as he rubbed the space between his eyebrows.
"What should I do?"
Shen Zechen turned his head, looked at the closed door and muttered.
— — The content is from [Mick Read]