Zhao Xiaoran has a silver ring in his hand.
To be exact, this ring is rough and simple in style. It's a kind of silver jewelry with low purity.
Huang Xing was stunned. He didn't understand what Zhao Xiaoran was doing.
Zhao Xiaoran looked thoughtfully at the old ring and said: this ring is the first gift you gave me. At that time, you spent dozens of yuan to buy this silver ring. Then, I married you in such a muddle headed way.
Huang Xing certainly has an impression of this ring, which is a witness of his love and marriage with Zhao Xiaoran. At that time, the family was very poor. Huang Xing couldn't afford that kind of precious jewelry. Instead, he bought a silver ring and pretended to be platinum jewelry. Zhao Xiaoran is not very professional about jewelry products, and he really mistook it for a platinum ring. Then happily agreed to Huang Xing's proposal, and entered the palace of marriage. The contradiction between Zhao Xiaoran and Huang Xing after marriage seems to be related to this ring. Through comparison, Zhao Xiaoran found that the quality and style of this ring were not very good, so one day he took it to the shop where gold and silver jewelry were processed, and prepared to paste some processing fees to change the style. Unexpectedly, the owner told her that the ring was silver, not gold.
In a word, Zhao Xiaoran awoke the dreamer. He was ashamed and annoyed. He immediately took back the ring and confronted Huang Xing. The first couple war began. In a rage, Zhao Xiaoran threw the ring into the garbage can, and denounced Huang Xing for cheating, using this inferior ring to cheat love and marriage. Huang Xing promised her that he would buy the biggest and the best gold diamond ring when he made money. But Zhao Xiaoran didn't think so. In a flash, he felt that Huang Xing could not afford expensive jewelry in his life. After this incident, the contradiction between them escalated until Huang Jinjiang appeared, and gradually embarked on a road of no return.
Huang Xing said: I remember, you put it in the garbage can.
Zhao Xiaoran nodded slightly: it's lost. But then I found it again. But my motivation is not to cherish it, but to use it to increase my resentment towards you. At that time, it was a kind of inspirational object in my heart. I had to take it out every day. The more I looked at it, the more I felt that you were mean. The more I looked at it, the more I felt that I didn't have a good life with you.
Huang Xing is embarrassed and wants to read Zhao Xiaoran's original thoughts, but he forces himself not to recall those lost memories. Huang Xing said: I think you can give this ring back to me. It's the first and last piece of jewelry in your life.
what? Zhao Xiaoran was stunned: I believe the first one, but the last one is impossible.
Huang Xing asked: why not?
Zhao Xiaoran asked: have you ever bought it for Fu Jie? Now that you have money, there are many beauties waiting for you to buy jewelry.
Huang Xing stressed: not that habit. Ring is a symbol of marriage, if you can't give each other a place, give her ring is the biggest insult to her. Maybe I'll buy it in the future, but I won't give her a ring until I'm sure I want to marry her.
Zhao Xiaoran said: you are really a weirdo. But I can't give you the ring back now.
Huang Xing asked: why?
Zhao Xiaoran stares at this ring, like a low-key luxury artwork: because what it brings me is not only a marriage, but also a reflection on myself. Yes, I didn't cherish it before, and even resented it. But I didn't think it was the most precious thing in the world until I lost you. Love and marriage are priceless. It is a kind of blasphemy to love and marriage to measure it by price. In fact, now think about it, even if you gave me a plastic ring, I would still be very happy, still willing to marry you. No matter poor or rich, love itself is a kind of wealth.
What a philosophy! Huang Xing can't imagine that Zhao Xiaoran, who is greedy of vanity, can say such solemn and upright words.
Huang Xing said: can we talk about some other topics? You look strange today.
Zhao Xiaoran said: I am very strange. But I mean it. I know I've made a big mistake. I can't come back to you. But I've learned a lot. Although you can not give me material satisfaction, although you do not like other men will coax women happy, but I understand one thing, in fact, the world's best for me, is your yellow star. It's just that I didn't cherish it.
This sentence makes Huang Xing's nose sour. He quickly turned his face to one side to prevent Zhao Xiaoran from seeing his confused look.
Her words suddenly touched Huang Xing's fragile heart. Recalling her infatuation and concern for Zhao Xiaoran before and after marriage, Huang Xing always felt bad in her heart. Zhao Xiaoran has always been the pride and treasure of Huang Xing. He loves her more than himself. He is willing to give everything for her. But the return of this deep love is actually betrayal.
Zhao Xiaoran sighed: it's a pity that there is no return ticket in life. Regret and regret are the main melody of life.
To some extent, Huang Xing is excited to hear Zhao Xiaoran repent in front of him. At that time, when Zhao Xiaoran betrayed himself, Huang Xing kept thinking, if one day he prospered, would Zhao Xiaoran feel regret for the choice he made, and even want to make up with himself? This imagination has been circling in his heart, lingering.
At this moment, it becomes a reality. Huang Xing has been shrouded in a special emotion, which may be memory or emotion. Zhao Xiaoran said: now that you are successful and developed, I know my weight. Maybe in your eyes, I have become a worthless little role from the treasure in my hand. It's all my fault. Huang Xing covered his mouth and coughed two times: can we not say these? But Zhao Xiaoran has been immersed in some emotions, unable to extricate herself, she wriggled her lips, said: No. I Zhao Xiaoran this life, the most sorry person, is you. What is worth recalling is the happy days when I was with you. Huang Xing could not help but enlist her: if I were not the general manager of Xinmeng commercial building, would you still say these words? Zhao Xiaoran nodded: Yes, of course. In fact, I realized it a long time ago. I just have no chance to tell you what I think. Today, I'm not so flustered. Zodiac: Well, I don't comment. So, now, what else do you have to say? Zhao Xiaoran said: no more. I've said all that I need to say. Huang Xing feels that this kind of atmosphere is just like the police are trying the prisoners. Zhao Xiaoran's eyes are also like the prisoners' gaze at the police officers after they have finished the record, as if they are waiting for a kind of processing result. Huang Xing took another cigarette, stood up and said: it's late, I have to go back. Zhao Xiaoran quickly yelled: don't hurry to go. Can you accompany me and finish all these things on the table? Huang Xing touched his stomach: I have no place for it. Take your time. Zhao Xiaoran looked at Huang Xing and asked tentatively: don't you have anything to say to me at this time? Huang Xing asked: what do you want to hear? Zhao Xiaoran stressed: your heart. Huang Xing shook his head: it's really unnecessary. It's already like this. Let's all reposition ourselves. You're young, you have capital. Zhao Xiaoran touched his face like a reflex, and his heart was full of desolation and regret. Once upon a time, she did regard this beautiful face as her greatest capital. But now she understood that this kind of capital is like a mirage, which is very short and easy to disappear. For a woman, the greatest capital should not be beauty, but heart. Only when the heart is strong is the real capital. Zhao Xiaoran laughed at himself: I have no capital. The only thing I can do is make a career. Huang Xing nodded slightly: you can think like this, very good. Good luck. Zhao Xiaoran is about to speak again, Huang Xing has turned over and rushed out of the door. To be exact, at this moment, Huang Xing's heart is very complicated. But not tangled. Zhao Xiaoran's hasty confession is not only in Huang Xing's accident, but also beyond the accident. Love itself may be a balance, think I love you, love life and death, you did not cherish; Up to now, you look back and feel that I am your favorite, I can only smile. After so many emotional disputes, Huang Xing has become strong. From the shadow of Zhao Xiaoran, he has begun to believe that in addition to Zhao Xiaoran, there are many women worth cherishing. Zhao Xiaoran, just a passer-by in his life, left in a hurry after giving him a wonderful and heavy marriage and love lesson. As soon as I went downstairs, the ring of Huang Xing's mobile phone rang. Answer, there came Zhao Xiaoran's voice: so hurry to go? Zodiac: No, what are you doing here. Maybe I shouldn't have come today. Zhao Xiaoran said: Thank you for your trust in me. You can give me such an opportunity to finish my heart without being tired. But it doesn't matter anymore, Huang stressed. Zhao Xiaoran said: it doesn't matter to you. But for me, it's important. Huang Xing did not speak any more, but slowly looked at the mobile phone screen, as if he could spy on Zhao Xiaoran's complex and dignified look. That night, Huang Xing couldn't sleep for a long time. The next day is still a repetition of the past, drinking wonton and going to work. Considering that Yu Mengqin will send a supervisor to take office today, the first thing Huang Xing does when he comes to the commercial building is to arrange for all departments to do a lot of sanitation. For a moment, inside and outside the commercial building suddenly fell into a special busy. At about 8:30, Fu Jie suddenly asks assistant Yun Lu to inform Huang Xing in the office. At 8:40, the middle management and above will meet in the conference room. Huang Xing thinks that Fu Jie is also to meet the supervisor's inauguration and make good arrangements. But unexpectedly, at the meeting, Fu Jie made a decision that shocked everyone. Of course, the more shocking person is Huang Xing.