Chapter 370

Huang Xing choked speechless!

In a hurry, he raised his glass again and touched Fu Jie. He quickly changed the topic: Fu Jie, there are too many misunderstandings between us.

Fu Jie lightly put the glass on her lips and took a sip: what we have is not misunderstanding, but... You don't know how to cherish.

Huang Xing stressed eagerly: I cherish it very much! Since I was with you, I have cherished this hard won feeling. Perhaps, at the beginning, it seems to me like a dream, my ordinary, your noble, let me not have too much to think. So I am so afraid, so afraid that I will lose you one day! It will be the most painful and helpless time for me.

Fu Jie put down her glass and sighed: do you say that to all women?

Huang Xing stressed: there may be some women around me, which is unavoidable in interpersonal communication. But in terms of the definition of love, you Fu Jie is the only one for me.

Fu Jie shook her head slightly, and a very strange look bloomed at the corner of her mouth.

At this time, the waiter served the second dish: stir fried sea intestines.

Huang Xing lost no time to put the dish in front of Fu Jie and said to her: try this dish, it tastes like a plant, but in fact, it is a kind of creature in the sea.

Fu Jie picked up the chopsticks and tasted them. It was delicious. She had never heard of such a dish before. Fu Jie said: there is no wonder in the world. All things are used for human enjoyment. Human beings, in fact, are the most cruel demons in the world.

Huang Xing suddenly Leng for a while, he doesn't understand, how can Fu Jie suddenly have this kind of emotion?

For the next ten minutes, the atmosphere was a bit awkward. Huang Xing fell into a long period of embarrassment.

The dishes were served one after another. While tasting red wine, Huang Xing looked at the woman in front of him who made him obsessed with her, and his heart was full of flavors. He even wanted to get drunk like this, drunk all the time, watching all the time, never wake up. So he began to drink a lot, let the alcohol in the body, reflect another kind of also true also illusory good.

Wine makes people brave. After drinking a bottle of red wine one after another, Huang Xing's topic is gradually extended. He thinks that in Fu Jie's heart, there are several knots that can't be broken, which are the misunderstanding caused by the coincidence between himself and several women. In Fu Jie's opinion, these misunderstandings may be real. And they are portrayed by some people with ulterior motives into more exaggerated versions.

After touching the cup with Fu Jie again, Huang Xing said: I think the most important thing for two people is to trust each other.

Fu Jie Leng for a moment, against the Yellow Star Army: you mean, I don't trust you enough?

Huang Xing sighed and said: maybe it's not your fault. But what happened recently really blinded you. Under the provocation of those people with ulterior motives, you imagine me as a shameless person who betrays one after another. But in fact, all these are misunderstandings. They are all real misunderstandings.

Fu Jie laughs and laughs indifferently: listen to your words, your ears are already cocooned. Is there something new?

Huang Xing stressed: many couples break up because they are impulsive or blinded by something. It was only later that I regretted. Now, I've been trying to make you understand me, but you always think of me as... As

He thought for a long time and didn't find the right adjective.

Fu Jie asked: those, is imagination?

Huang Xing said: Yes! There's evidence that I'm with other girls. Even, there are photos of going to a hotel to open a room. I know that anyone who has seen it will firmly believe that I have cheated. But the truth is, no!

Fu Jie shakes his head, seems to be very disgusted, Huang Xing mentioned it again: can we talk about something relaxed? I've been pestering about this for many times, haven't I?

Huang Xing quickly stressed: but you have to believe me! You have to believe that I didn't do what I'm sorry for you!

Fu Jie gave a wry smile, and her eyes reflected a kind of inexplicable sadness. She gently shook her chopsticks in her hand and said: do you remember in Xinyuan company?

Huang Xing said: of course. I can't wait to go back to that time.

Fu Jie bit her lip lightly: at that time? At that time, Fu Zhenxin and I, my sister, were blinded by you at the same time.

As soon as the words came out, Huang Xing's face suddenly became hot.

Obviously, although Fu Jie didn't break it, her words were obvious. At that time, Huang Xing had already stepped on two boats, but now he is discussing with himself about the loyalty of love and mutual trust. Isn't it ridiculous!

Huang Xing stroked his forehead. He suddenly felt that he was caught by Fu Jie, and his chest was a little dull. He slowly raised his head, dare not look directly at Fu Jie's eyes, although the eyes, it does not look as cruel as imagined.

Huang Xing said: I admit that I'm sorry for you and Fu Zhenxin in this matter. I don't want to shirk my responsibility, let alone make excuses for my mistakes. Wrong is wrong.

Fu Jie said: you are very frank. Huang Xing asked: have you been worried about this? Fu Jie shook his head: I just suddenly think of a lot of things, a lot of things that I haven't thought about before. Huang Xing put a piece of salmon in his mouth and chewed it repeatedly, as if he wanted to taste the memories of several years ago. Huang Xing said: at that time, you were a high goddess to me. Although I like you very much, even worship you, crazy mini, but I always feel that the distance between you and me is like a layer of tempered glass, although I can see you, but I can't touch you, and I dare not touch you. Because I'm too small, too small to expect. I can only in the evening, in the dream, in the drunken fantasy, and you have a real impossible story. Fantasy, you can be my lover. But when I wake up, I always feel that all this is impossible! Fu Jie asked: why not? Huang Xing said: there is a big contrast between them. I'm a poor worker, and you're a successful female boss. This huge gap of identity makes me realize that no matter what I do, it's futile. Fu Jie said: so you stepped back and chose my sister Fu Zhenxin? Huang Xing scratched his scalp and felt the heat on his face more obvious. He faltered: that's... That's before you. Me and her, before you. In fact... In fact, the one I feel most sorry for in my life is her. But I know in my heart that the person I like most is not her, but her sister. Originally, when I was with her, I had decided to treat you as a legend in my life. I don't expect to have any good results with you, because it's unrealistic. But the God favors my yellow star, perhaps is moved by my true feelings, it gives me the opportunity again and again, let me close to you, even by your reuse. Between us, we began to have feelings. Fu Jie thought about it and said, "I believe that. But I wonder if one day, if you meet someone better than me, I will have the same fate as my sister. Huang Xing did not expect that she would say such words. It's weird and funny. Huang Xing shook his head and said firmly: No. Because in my heart, you are eternal. Now, it's the only one. Fu Jie nibbled her lower lip, and her eyes burst out with a kind of elusive thought: now I doubt that I can be the only one in your life? Huang Xing said: not before. But in the future, it must be. Fu Jie asked: why not before? Huang Xing said: I used to love my ex-wife very much, but it's a pity... She didn't give me the chance to fulfill my lifelong commitment. Fu Jie asked tentatively: how can I know if I will have the same fate as your ex-wife one day. Huang Xing's mood was suddenly ignited: as long as you do not fail me, I will live and die together. Fu Jie squeeze out a faint smile at the corner of her mouth: it sounds like the lines in a movie. Have you practiced for a long time? Huang Xing couldn't help but blush and said: it's all true. You know something about my ex-wife, and I don't hate her. She is a woman after all, who doesn't want a stable and happy home. But at that time, I couldn't give it to her. Fu Jie said: she must regret it now. Huang Xing seems to be thinking of something, bowed his head to drink a mouthful of wine, tentatively asked: will you dislike me, ever married? Fu Jie looked elsewhere and said: to tell you the truth, at the beginning, she did mind. But after a long time, it doesn't matter. I just didn't expect that the love that I had been yearning for and pursuing at that time would develop into such a situation now. I used to regard you as the destination of my life, but... Now, I feel less and less secure. Huang Xing was stunned and asked eagerly: how can you think so? I am always by your side, always your safest harbor. Fu Jie asked: are you? She shook her head slightly, as if those things still haunted her. Then, she almost half jokingly said: now look at you, more and more like a... Playboy. Huang Xing was stunned: illusion, totally illusion! Fu Jie said: you are very feminine. I can see that you can talk to any girl. Even if it's... Even if it's new. Huang Xing felt a strong jealousy in her words. But perhaps, this kind of feeling, also has certain gratifying ingredient in it. At least it means that she still cares about herself very much.