He is afraid.
Since he met Shi Xiaonian, he seems to know more and more what fear is.
He was afraid that he would go in and see mu qianchu and Shi Xiaonian come out hand in hand
he was even more afraid that he would not be able to face Shi Xiaonian.
How does he face shixiaonian?
"My daughter was imprisoned by your palace for half a year. She gave birth in advance because of the news of your engagement. After giving birth, she was completely empty and worried about her son. At the worst, she had a high fever and couldn't even stand. I keep this account in my mind all the time
"If qianchu hadn't gone to England to save my daughter, I'm afraid she would have been tortured to death by your palace."
“……”
Xi Mu's words still echoed in his ears.
No wonder when he was in England, he heard something about early production. It turned out that he was in a hurry because of his engagement.
He was for her engagement to another woman, and she gave birth ahead of time because of him.
When she was in pain and despair, mu qianchu rescued her.
When she was weak, mu qianchu was by her side.
So what did he do right?
No.
Now think about it, there is none.
At the beginning, he couldn't accept Xi Yu, so he forced her to break up. He didn't believe her, and he didn't believe that the child was his. He didn't notice until she was imprisoned by the palace.
He thought he was doing it for her, but as a result, he made her suffer a lot.
She didn't even mention it.
He didn't take care of her for a day, not a day.
He was still in front of her. He was right about everything. He was doing everything for her. She should come back to him. She was just like him. She must think he was ridiculous.
There is no one more ridiculous than him.
What qualification does he have now to question her, what face does he have to see her.
He's responsible for everything she's got.
Only now did Gong Ou realize how much he hated him when he had a car accident.
She really wanted to die with him because he ruined her so much.
Gong Ou sat on the bench, slowly bent down, as if his back was under the weight of a thousand jin, holding his head in his hands.
"Gongou, what have you done?"
The rain washed his handsome face, crossed his thin lips and trickled down his chin.
He was the only one in the heavy rain.
So lonely.
So lonely.
The gauze on his hand had been soaked through, the blood of the wound was seeping out, and the diluted blood was flowing down.
Gong Ou reaches out his hand and takes out the mobile phone from his pocket. He presses the light on the screen and watches the water drop by drop on the screen. He reaches out to wipe the water off the screen.
When a tip comes out, it's an entertainment news -
[Shi Xiaonian's new work "tower on the sea" is launched on the Internet. Let's see it first. 】
his little idea was also on the news.
In the rain, Gong Ou wiped off the drops of water on the mobile phone screen again and again, and adjusted the content of the cartoon. The strokes on the first page were extremely dark.
The gray sea, the black reef, the white tower, let a person see a little hope.
On the first page, the heroine falls into the gray sea, but she can't splash a little. The sea is calm, and she can't see that she has swallowed a person.
There was a line on it: "have you ever tried to fall into the water and be drowned, but no one saved you, or even heard you cry for help?"
The suffocation of falling into the water.
Gong Ou stares at the cartoon on the mobile phone screen, watching the rain fall on it one by one, blurring the picture.
It rained heavily that night.
When small read a person sitting on the bed, a long hair hanging in the shoulder side, a pair of eyes black and white, very clear, clear flow of the dark.
She raised her hand and moved her ring finger.
There was nothing on it, like nothing ever existed.
I don't know why. Shi Xiaonian suddenly remembers the time after she was frank with Gong ou. At that time, she was able to love Gong ou, regardless of everything, firm and brave.
Now I want to come. I really enjoyed that time.
Even though there will always be such and such small problems between them, there will never be such a state of mind.
In fact, the more people understand, the more scruples they have.
Strong, sometimes just a fake.
When small read looking at his empty ring finger, bitter smile.
Suddenly, the mobile phone on the quilt vibrated.
When Xiaonian picked up his mobile phone, it was a message from gongou -
[Xiaonian, I know it's wrong. 】
“……”
Shi Xiaonian looked at the line with dull eyes. He repeatedly identified the number until he confirmed that it was from Gong ou. Tears suddenly came down without warning.He sent her such a message.
It's like a kid who's wrong.
Why?
Why did he suddenly admit that he was wrong? He never felt that he was wrong.
Shi Xiaonian closed her eyes and tears ran across her cheek. She touched her face with her hand, but tears could not be stopped.
No more drowsiness.
When small read the cell phone back buckle there, lift the quilt out of bed, go to the window to look out.
She didn't let herself think too much.
Instead of turning on the light in the bedroom, she could see everything outside the window clearly. The heavy rain came, washing the whole world crazily.
The community of tianzhigang is quiet in the rain.
She pushed open the window and looked down the heavy rain. She watched the heavy rain rush into the fountain. There seemed to be a figure beside the fountain.
“……”
Shi Xiaonian lives on the eighth floor. He can't see clearly at this height.
Her long eyelashes trembled a little, and an idea leaped into her heart, which frightened her.
No, it's impossible.
When Xiaonian rushed to the bed, picked up the mobile phone and looked at the message, Bei teeth clenched his lips, not, not him.
But what if it is.
The wound on his forehead is not yet healed.
Looking at the line of words on the mobile phone screen for a few seconds, Shi Xiaonian thought about it, then turned around and ran out. She ran out of the house, picked up an umbrella and rushed into the elevator.
Running out of building C, Xiao Nian opened his umbrella under the eaves and looked out.
In front of the fountain pool in the distance, a tall figure was sitting on a bench, leaning over his body, so he was drenched in the rain.
Rain across the distance, the figure is not who the palace Europe is.
He's going to die. It's only a few days since his accident. He's sitting here in the rain.
He texted her that he knew he was wrong and got wet like a fool. What is this, self punishment?
“……”
I don't know why, looking at the figure that didn't move in the rain, when Xiaonian stood there, the last resentment of gongou disappeared.
Fool.
No one apologizes like that. No one knows what's wrong.
She stood under the eaves and opened her umbrella. Just before she went on, a light flashed into the rain and fog at night.
I saw a smaller sports car parked in front of the fountain. The door was pushed open. Mona got out of the car with a yellow umbrella and went to Gong Ou step by step. She covered the umbrella above Gong Ou's head and stroked Gong Ou's face with one hand to remove the rain for him.
So close, so warm.
Gongou still sat motionless, bent over, with a little light on his hand.
It should be a cell phone.
Seeing this, Mona put her umbrella on Gong ou, and half of her body soon got wet.
The yellow of the umbrella became a touch of warmth at night.
A picture that people dare not destroy.
Shixiaonian holds on to the umbrella and retreats step by step until he retreats to the back of the column. He puts away his umbrella and looks over there with his eyes.
Far away, when the small read looking at Mona holding an umbrella there saying something.
Gong Ou's body moved slightly.
After a while, Feng de and several bodyguards arrived. They all got out of the car with umbrellas. Feng de covered Gong Ou's back with a coat.
There was some confusion at the scene.
The rain drowned out all the sounds.
I don't know how long after that, when Xiaonian saw that Gong Ou was Fengde. They helped him up from the bench. Gong Ou lowered his head and seemed to be in a bad state.
They came this way.
When small read can't help but shrink body, don't look at that side.
When the footsteps of a group of people came closer to her side, Xiaonian heard their voices -
"young master, do you still have a headache? The stitches on your head have only been sewn for a few days. You can't get wet, or you will have a headache in the future. "
"Housekeeper Feng, don't say any more. Gongou needs to be quiet now."
"Then go back and open the door."
Shi Xiaonian slowly pokes his head out from behind the post and looks out. A group of people are surrounded by a car closer to her. Gong Ou is standing in the middle of them, with several umbrellas around him at the same time.
This distance, when small read just see the appearance of Qing palace Europe.
He was standing there, his body under his coat was all wet, his hands covered with gauze were dripping with blood, Gong Ou's face was pale and lifeless, his eyes were not as vivid as before, his eyes were half drooping, his eyelashes were stained with raindrops, as if they were tears, and his thin lips moved.
How did he hurt his hand like that?
"What did you say, young master?" Feng de asked nervously. After listening carefully, he was still puzzled. "What's wrong, young master? What do you want to say?"
Gong Ou ignored him and just got into the car. It was as if he had fallen into the car.
“……”
When small read looking at him, tears in his eyes, eyes become red.He's saying he's wrong.
He knew he was wrong.
When small read the heart turned a burst of pain, lingering, wipe it.
Gongou, you're right. No one is perfect. They didn't expect it to happen. They didn't expect it to be like today.
A group of people got on, cars and sports cars left one after another.
When Xiaonian watched the car go away, she wanted to go, but she couldn't move a step. She was standing against the pillar. She found that when she was peeping, she exposed half of her body outside the eaves and was soaked.
Half warm, half icy.
It turns out that the feeling of not being able to love is far worse than hating someone.
When small read the body limply against the pillar, slowly closed his eyes.
Gong ou, I don't blame you. I won't blame you any more.
Please live a good life.
Please be better.
"Step, step."
The sound of high-heeled shoes stepping on the rain came slowly from far and near.
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