“……”
It's been more than three months since his daughter saw the photo for the first time. It's better than her. She hasn't seen Holly's photo or heard Holly's voice.
It's all about imagination.
"You drew Holly?"
Gong Ou asked, staring at the picture.
She drew holly and Xiaokui too much, not like brothers and sisters, but like sisters.
“……”
When Xiaonian silently lowered her eyes, every picture she took for Xiaokui would draw a picture of her son beside her.
Once in a while, if you look away from the picture, you will feel that her twins have never been separated.
"You're wrong. Holly's eyes are not as big as Xiaokui's. They're a little smaller. The color of his eyebrows is a little heavier than Xiaokui's Gong Ou said as he handed the photo to Shi Xiaonian, "you revise it, I'll tell you."
When small read stupidly looking at the hands of the photos, lips moved, some difficult to say, "I don't want to listen."
Gong Ou stares at her. When Xiao Nian lowers her head, she pinches the photo with her hands. Her nails are white, showing her little emotion.
Gong Ou discovered that she had a lot of small movements. She controlled her emotions in this way.
Before that, every time she met him, it was like this.
"You never asked me what Holly looked like." Gong Ou asked in a low voice.
"I don't want to know."
Shi Xiaonian said, his voice was raw and astringent.
"Why?"
Asked Gong ou.
When Xiaonian closed his eyes, put the picture into his bag and said in silence for a long time, "you don't know the mother's obsession with her child. I know too much. I'm afraid I'll rush to see him and seize him regardless of everything."
Holy。
She didn't do anything for the baby she hadn't even seen.
She can't do anything except draw a little picture on the photo and pretend that he and Xiaokui grow up together with her. Even now she has completely abandoned him, what qualification does she have to know his appearance.
"Is it?"
Gong Ou looked at her and asked, "Shi Xiaonian, tell me, how did you spend the past six months?"
Smell speech, when small read then understand he last night rain real reason, is Xu Bingxin words stab him.
"You don't have to care. It's all over."
When small read low head, light tunnel, try to say light, let it become a worthless thing.
"Now that it's over, what can't be said? He said, "I want to know."
Gong Ou asked in a deep voice. A gust of wind came and he coughed. A pigeon pecked at his vamp. He was indifferent.
Cough.
He is still ill.
"Gong ou, you don't feel well. Go back to the hospital. N.E. has so many things to do. You can't get tired. "
Shi Xiaonian said.
Because of looking for her, he has been silent for more than half a year, and can no longer waste his time for her like this.
"If you don't say it, I won't go."
Gongou is paranoid.
When small read pursed lip, silent for a moment just way, "really nothing, is born twins when the body depletion, you see I'm not very good now."
I'm wasting my body, and that's all.
"What else?" Asked Gong ou.
"No more."
"What did they do to you in the tower?" Gong Ou asked.
"They are very kind to me. You know, the palace family wants my baby, so even for the sake of the baby, they won't do anything to me." "Charles is also a good man. He has always taken care of me," shixiaonian said lightly
Gong Ou stares at her, eyes deep, "I want to listen to the truth. Cough. "
When the wind blows, Gong Ou coughs.
Hearing his cough, Shi Xiaonian felt very uncomfortable. He frowned tightly, closed his eyes, and finally said truthfully, "I didn't like the feeling of being bound since I was a child. At that time, you abandoned me and I was imprisoned by the palace family in the tower. The imprisonment itself was painful enough for me."
"And then?"
Gong Ou asked, his thin lips pursed.
"In fact, when I was imprisoned at the beginning, I thought you would come to save me, but they always revealed to me, consciously or unconsciously, how well you live and how happy you and Mona are." When small read wry smile, "blame my ears soft, at that time, I believe.". So, I hate you more and more, day by day. "
“……”
Gong Ou listened to her voice and clenched her hands on her legs.
"Later, knowing that there was no hope of escape, I accepted my life. Later, on the day of birth, the palace family deliberately sent me the news of your engagement oath. I didn't know why, so I gave birth ahead of time. " For the first time, Shi Xiaonian talked to Gong Ou about his half year experience."When I get back to Xi's house?"
Gong Ou continues to ask, he actually wants to know more details, but she deliberately softens.
He believed that she suffered more than that.
"After giving birth in England, I was taken to Italy by qianchu overnight. I was very weak. At the beginning, qianchu tried to hide that one of my children had been taken away, but I still knew." Shi Xiaonian said, looking at the pigeons foraging on the lawn, he said, "since then, my health has been worse. But my family took good care of me. They hired the best doctors and prepared the best medicine for me. Now I'm recovering very well and I can continue to work. "
“……”
Gong Ou listened in silence, his eyes fixed on her, his eyes dark and deep, his face cold.
He just kept looking at her.
Every time she was in poor health, she was accompanied by his reasons, such as the high fever at home, the premature birth in England, and the sadness of losing her son in Italy.
Every time, every time, it's because of him.
After a while, Gong Ou said in a low voice, "you should hate me, and you should kill me."
He just ruined her.
Smell speech, when small read light tunnel, "palace Europe, I don't hate you, really.". Having experienced so many things and having said so many things before, I still have some complaints about you in my heart. But now, I can tell you plainly that I don't hate you any more, gongou. I don't hate you at all. "
She didn't hate him and he suffered a lot. She couldn't bear to blame him any more.
She only hoped that he would live a safe and healthy life next, and that there would be no disaster because of her.
"No hate, no love, right?"
Gong Ou said in a low voice, his voice was especially dumb, and there was such a sad taste in the wind.
He slowly left a stranger in her life.
His voice made Shi Xiaonian's heart tremble.
Gongou sat there, folded up her long legs, and said in a hoarse voice, "next month, Mona and I are really engaged."
He stated one thing without any vehement tone.
Shi Xiaonian raised his face to meet his deep vision, and looked at him in amazement.
After their reunion, every time they met, it was almost bloodbath. For the first time, it was as calm as today.
Gong Ou is the first time to talk to her so calmly.
She couldn't figure out what he was thinking.
Seeing her silence, Gong Ou's eyes were full of disappointment, "nothing to say?"
"I..."
"If you want to say congratulations, you'd better not." Gong Ou interrupted her directly.
“……”
When the small read bite lip, for a time don't know what to say, she dropped her eyes, Gong Ou's voice sounded in her head, "look at my eyes, answer me a word!"
His voice was hoarse and strong.
Shi Xiaonian looks up at him.
She was bathed in the sun. Her little face was white and soft, and her eyes were black and white, especially clear, reflecting the sadness.
"Is it better to follow mu qianchu than to follow me?"
Gong Ou asked, looking down at her.
“……”
Shixiaonian looked at him in shock. How could he ask her such a question?
"Is it happier to follow him than to follow me?" Gong Ou stares at her. "Answer me."
When small read of long eyelashes light quiver, stupidly looking at Palace Europe.
She can explain the innocence of her relationship with mu qianchu to anyone, but she can't explain it to him so clearly.
Because she heard a touch of compromise in his words.
How hard it is for a paranoid to compromise.
"Answer me! Does it take that long to think about it? " Gong Ou stares at her and asks in a hoarse voice.
When Xiaonian sat there, her long hair flying gently with the breeze, for a long time, she whispered, "I dare not say how happy I can be with qianchu, but it must be calm."
Calm.
That's what she needs.
Well, she can't be hurt by him any more.
"When he saved you from England, you showed affection for him."
Gong Ou said, it's not a question sentence, he has confirmed.
In such a desperate and painful time, she hated him to the bone, and mu qianchu saved her. How different the contrast is, of course, will be moved.
Oh.
He can't even compare with mu qianchu, and he, even in this matter, he wants to thank mu qianchu.
Mu qianchu took her out of the tower.
"I am very grateful to him." When the small read edge model two can say.
Hearing this, Gong Ou's ears became a strong show of love.
Gong Ou's face sank. The upper and lower rows of teeth were grinding together. He wanted to crush them. His thin lips were tight."Shixiaonian, if I put you and qianchu together now, can I win the last bit of gratitude from you?"
Gong Ou asked, this sentence he said extremely difficult, voice from the throat more hoarse.
There is no hate.
There is no love.
It's nice to be grateful, isn't it?
“……”
Xiaonian sat there in shock and looked at him in disbelief.
Her eyes became expectations in Gong Ou's eyes. Gong Ou mocked himself and quickly gathered his smile. Black eyes glared at her, "you can't think about it!"
“……” Shi Xiaonian can't adapt to his attitude today.
"Don't forget, we have a break-up contract. You can't fall in love until two years later!" Gong Ou stares at her way.
Shi Xiaonian nodded, "I know."
"Just know!"
Gong Ou stares at her, and suddenly stands up from the steps, pacing a few steps in the same place, as if very uncomfortable, with a trace of disorder.
“……”
Shixiaonian bowed his head in silence.
All of a sudden, Gong Ou's decisive voice rang out in the air, "make me another meal!"
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