Chapter 489

It's wrong.

It's a big mistake.

"Do you regret being with Gong Ou?" Mu qianchu asked, "do you regret ruining me and your whole family because of him?"

"What I regret is that I should not make any promise to you, whether it is the first time or the second time, I should not lightly promise to you. If so, will you hate less?" Shi Xiaonian asked.

She should have refused all the time. She shouldn't have compromised once.

It became her sin, a sin that could not be washed away.

Smelling speech, mu qianchu's hatred was deeper on his face. He glared at her and said, "if you didn't promise me never to be with Gong ou, do you think I would choose to save you at that time?"

That's not the time.

He should wait until she is dead hearted to Gong Ou!

"If I had known today, I would have died on the operating table!"

When small read hard to say, eyes staring at him.

"What did you say?"

Mu qianchu's expression was slightly stiff.

What does she mean, indifferent to what he does?

Shi Xiaonian walked to the side, his voice was numb. "I remember you said before that I had changed. In fact, we have all changed."

He was no longer the clean teenager who fell in the snow.

She was no longer a girl who depended on him.

“……”

When Xiaonian went to the imperial concubine's couch, he picked up the cup and held it in his hand. The coffee was cold and there was no temperature.

"What are you doing?"

Mu qianchu asked.

Shi Xiaonian walked towards him step by step and handed the cup to him, "Mu qianchu, today, it's meaningless for us to say who is right and who is wrong, because even if we regret it, we can't go back."

"Do you still want me to die?"

Mu qianchu stares at the coffee cup on her hand and asks, unbelievable.

"Please pay for my father and my fiance."

When small read stubbornly said, eyes covered with blood, small face full of fatigue.

She has no strength to argue with mu qianchu.

She just wanted to end it as soon as possible.

“……” Mu qianchu stares at her, his eyes are red, the water light is obvious, he bites his teeth and says, "I said, I didn't want to kill your father! I didn't! "

He didn't want to carry his life behind his back.

He didn't want to carry the life of her family, because he always wanted to walk with her.

"Don't you drink it?"

Shi Xiaonian asked faintly, his eyes dull, his voice calm as usual, just as if he just asked a question, don't you drink coffee?

"Do I have to die in your eyes?"

Mu qianchu gave a bitter smile and pointed to the position of his heart. "Xiaonian, look at this place. How many times has it hurt you? Can you ask

At the end of the day, his voice was no longer so hateful, but trembling.

He cried.

Tears came down from his eyes.

Like a defeated soldier, he stood helplessly in front of the general who was determined to commit suicide and insisted that the general look at his wounds.

“……”

Shixiaonian stood there in silence, holding the cup in the air.

"Even if I do more damned things in your eyes, don't forget one thing, I love you!" Mu qianchu said aloud, tears gushing out, "after we knew each other, except those six years, which minute and which second of my remaining time is not in love with you?"

“……”

Shixiaonian stood still.

Compared with mu qianchu's crying, the numb expression on her face made her look so cold-blooded.

"What moment do I not expect us to be together again and help each other as before? But what about you? " Muqianchuren said bitterly, "I always think, what am I losing to gongou? Is it gentleness and care? Then I will be more gentle to you, and guard you with my life! Am I wrong? "

“……”

"But you'd better go with Gong Ou!" Mu qianchu said, "what did I lose, right? Is it potential? I thought if you step on me, you will look at me again! Am I wrong? "

“……”

"I love you so much that you want to take my life. Is it all my fault?"

“……”

When Xiaonian stood there, his eyelashes trembled.

She heard the pain in his voice. It was so sad. She listened to his complaint silently. Then she slowly took the coffee cup back to her side.

Mu qianchu low eyes looking at her, hand wipe tears on the face, eyes have stubborn.

“……”

When Xiaonian looked at him numbly, she saw mu qianchu crying like a wronged child for the first time.Maybe what he said was right. It was her recklessness to love that destroyed everything.

So it's not him who killed his parents, it's her.

It's not him who killed Gong ou, it's her.

It's all her fault.

She can't wait to see the twins one last time, she knows.

Shixiaonian slowly picked up the coffee cup and lowered his head to taste it. As soon as some numb lips touched the mouth of the cup, the cup was severely knocked off.

The whole cup of coffee spilled on the floor.

The cup is broken.

Mu qianchu glared at her with hatred, "if you can't kill me, will you commit suicide? Xiaonian, I tell you, from today on, you are mine

Said, mu qianchu strong pull her into the arms, bow to kiss her lips, hard to hold, hands hold her face, toss and turn, teeth grinding her lips, crazy to pry open her lips.

Shixiaonian's breath was taken away by him, and he immediately struggled to death.

She's his.

The situation of gongou is no longer there. Gongou is no longer there.

Why is she not his!

"Bang."

Shixiaonian struggled and kicked his leg hard. Mu qianchu was kicked back two steps and bent down to hold his leg.

She just hit one of his bones and it was killing.

When Xiaonian stood there, breathing with shortness, hand wiped his lips, eyes numbly looking at him, "Mu qianchu, I'm not yours!"

It's not even death.

Mu qianchu put down her leg and stood there, sipping her lips, aftertaste the taste of her lips, "do you think you can go now? You go out and see which one here is not mine, not to mention this island, but this house. If you can get out, I'll let you go! "

"You want to imprison me?"

Shi Xiaonian asked, his voice surprisingly calm.

"The Gong family has imprisoned you for so long, and you are willing to stay with Gong ou. I think you probably like this routine." Mu qianchu said in a gloomy voice, "maybe you will be attracted to me soon."

Now he even dare not say a word to fall in love again.

Because she never loved.

Oh.

Well, never loved.

“……” When the small read silently stand there, lift eyes to see to admire thousand beginning, the vision is particularly cool.

That kind of eyes make mu qianchu very uncomfortable.

Mu qianchu has never quarreled with Shi Xiaonian like this. He has exhausted all his strength. He turns and goes out.

"Do you know why I am suddenly engaged to Gong Ou without hesitation?"

The voice of Shi Xiaonian rings behind him.

Mu qianchu looked back at her.

Of course he wants to know.

He still doesn't know why they said it well. She and Gong ou are engaged when they are engaged, leaving her behind again.

When small read to turn Mou to see to him, "do you know you and palace Europe biggest difference is what?"

"What is it?"

Mu qianchu is crazy to know.

"Gong Ou asked me for engagement with his own life, while you asked me for my father's and fiance's life." When small read voice is very wood, no emotion fluctuation, "if it is you, who will you be interested in?"

“……”

Mu qianchu finally knows the answer behind the engagement. His eyes are slightly shaken and he goes out without saying anything. He is in a hurry and almost falls down.

So embarrassed.

……

When small read was mu qianchu house arrest, house arrest in a small room.

She is used to standing at the window and looking at the scenery outside the window. She seems to have a special affinity with house arrest. At first, Gong Ou put her under house arrest; later, Luo Qi; now, mu qianchu.

She loved freedom so much, but she was imprisoned again and again.

However, she should be free soon.

When Xiaonian stood at the window, her face was pale and haggard, without any color of blood. She held the heart-shaped diamond ring in her fingers and gazed quietly in the sun.

The bright light of the diamond came out and fell into her eyes.

It's beautiful.

Gong ou, you see, the ring you gave me is still so dazzling.

Wait a minute. I'll find you soon. Don't be afraid to be alone.

You should have met Xi Yu. Are you very similar to me? As for my parents, are they very affectionate? Do you miss me so much?

Gongou, in heaven, I'll play "never forget" for you.

When the small read quietly staring at the hands of the ring, the face showed a deep smile, only that smile abnormal pale haggard.

"Bang."

The door was pushed open.

The smile in Shi Xiaonian's eyes immediately dissipated. She lowered her head, put the ring back on her ring finger, and then quietly walked to the sofa to sit down.

Mu qianchu came in.

He was followed by the eyebrow scar doctor in a white coat, who had several bottles of liquid medicine in his hand.Mu qianchu is holding a tray with hot food.

He walked up to her, put the tray in front of her, low eyes staring at her, low voice, "hang nutrition water or eat, you choose."

Mu qianchu certainly knew that Shi Xiaonian was on a hunger strike.

She knew there was no hope of killing him, so she chose to wait for death.

“……”

Shi Xiaonian sat there in silence without a word.

She has said all that she should say, and she has nothing to say with mu qianchu.

She just wanted to wait for her own moment to come.

It's been two days. Shixiaonian doesn't eat, drink or talk. If he kisses her or touches her, she will immediately fight back like a wolf and bite him to blood.

Seeing her like this, mu qianchu said to the eyebrow scar doctor, "give her nutritious water."

"Yes, Mu Shao."

The brow scar doctor nodded.

Mu qianchu stands up and hugs Shi Xiaonian. Shi Xiaonian doesn't resist. He just opens his mouth and bites his arm.

“……”

Mu qianchu's brow was so tight with pain that she bit her and took her to the bed to put her down.

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