"Don't think marriage is so terrible. The upper class pays attention to the combination of the strong and the strong, and the common people pay attention to the right family, don't they?"
Gong Yu said, and looked at her with a smile. "After marriage, my son will be the heir of the palace family. Your children will not be counted. In this way, I've taken advantage of it for more than ten years. Once I come back, I still have such a big family to inherit."
What he said was meaningless, as if he was the one who got the benefit.
Shi Xiaonian looked at him with red eyes and said, "I mean, do you want to get married? Do you want to
The look on Gong Yu's face was stagnant for a moment. He turned his eyes and looked at her. His eyes flashed away. For a long time, he leaned back on the back of his chair. "Xiaonian, don't blame me so much."
“……”
"Well, I'll tell you something. Maybe you'll feel better." Gong Yu said, putting his hand on his leg and looking at his fingers with low eyes, "there was a time when I was deeply burdened. I always failed to finish what my father arranged for me. My father always scolded me. He always said that Gong Ou's IQ would be half as good as mine. That was the period when I was under the most pressure."
“……”
Shi Xiaonian listened quietly.
"That's when I met your brother."
Gong Yu said in a low voice. When he heard that he mentioned his brother, Xiaonian's body shook violently. Finally, he was going to tell the story.
But why now.
"At the beginning, I only thought that he was a lively and cheerful little girl. He just like a pistachio, broke into my world. Whenever I was depressed, he could always relieve me and bring me happiness." Gong Yu said, referring to the person's lips slightly curved, "he is very good at painting. His paintings always have a bright color, which makes people feel comfortable."
When I listen quietly, my eyes are more and more red by the wind.
"We're a little bit different in age, but I'm just attracted by him. It's like a huge magnetic field that makes people unable to control themselves." Gong Yu looked at her in a low voice and said, "this feeling is more and more intense. So one day, I will give him a note that says, Xi Yu, my brother likes you. When you grow up, my brother will marry you, OK?"
“……”
Shixiaonian looks at him.
On the observation platform, Gong Yu suddenly gave a bitter smile, "he told me, brother, your Chinese is not good, my jade is not beautiful jade, it's beside the gold word, which means strong gold and precious jade. Only boys can take this name."
Xi Yu, Xi Yu.
Yu, Baoye, Jianjin, can't be destroyed. It means powerful. It's totally different from the word "Yu" that girls often name.
Smell speech, when small idea was shocked, stupidly look to Gong Yu.
"At that moment, I knew that my Chinese was really bad." Gong Yu said with a wry smile, with an indescribable sadness in his eyes. "At that time, I stood in front of him like a fool, and then left."
"You're gone?"
When small read Zheng Zheng ground asks a way.
"I've had a girlfriend since I was 16, and I can't take it." "Later, I came back to England and was reprimanded by my father. At that time, my pressure had reached a limit, so I decided to put forward my plan of feigning death, which I had been preparing for a year," Gong admitted
"Is that all?"
Shi Xiaonian asked.
"At that time, I didn't answer any phone calls from Xi Yu, but once I picked them up by mistake. He was very concerned about me, so I just said a few words casually. Recently, the pressure was too high, and I didn't have time to talk with him." Gong Yu said, "I thought that if we go on like this, we will gradually fade away."
Generally speaking, there is a sad "but".
"But that little fool actually came to England, I perfunctorily answered his time, he asked me, Gong Ou also asked me, and that day was the day when I was ready to feign death and escape." Gong Yu said in a low voice, "I can't change the time, I've studied so much, the body is ready, the extent of the car burning is also calculated, even the weather is calculated, I can't change it casually."
"So you chose to feign death on that day."
Shi Xiaonian said, so Gong Ou blamed himself for this for many years, and even hurt himself. Xi Yu was deeply hit. When he returned to Italy, he fell ill and became a good son.
One of Gong Yu's plans affected two people.
"Yes." Gong Yu nodded and his long eyelashes trembled. "I thought my death was just my own business. Gong Ou felt sad for a while and it would be OK. As for Xi Yu, he would soon forget me."
“……”
"Xiaonian, I am such a selfish person. When the plan is successful, you don't know how excited I am. I haven't considered my father, my younger brother, my housekeeper and servants, let alone Xi Yu Gong Yu says Xi Yu's name with a tremor in his voice.
When small read to see him, "this is you say feel sorry Xi Yu place."
"After the success of feigning death, I felt relaxed and had a long time to relax." Gong Yu said, "later, I met Xi Yu on an accidental occasion. At that time, he just came out as a soldier. A photo fell from his book. It's mine."“……”
Shi Xiaonian's eyes are very red.
"At that time, I ran away like a cowardly deserter, and he, from day to night in that place." When Gong Yu looked at him, Xiao Nian said that his eyes were getting red. "For a whole month, he went to that place every day. I know he was looking for me and he was waiting for me, but I hope he took what he saw as an illusion."
When the small read sitting there, listen to the share of uncomfortable, can't help but way, "you really some selfish."
"No, it's selfish."
Gong Yu said with self mockery, looking up at the blue sky, "at that time, I knew I owed him. I had been protecting him secretly for several years. I tried to protect him whatever he did. I always wanted to find an opportunity to make everything clear and let him stop waiting."
"Did you say that?"
Shi Xiaonian asked.
Gong Yu shook his head and closed his red eyes with remorse. "I didn't show myself in front of him until his plane crash. When his body was salvaged, I was the first one to come to him."
“……”
When the plane crashed, Xiaonian thought of the feeling of suffocation. It was her first and last telepathy with Xi Yu.
"He put a book on him before the plane crashed, opened it and still had my picture in it." Gong Yu said, "do you know what's written behind that picture? That's what I wrote on the note in Chinese at that time. "
Xi Yu, my brother likes you. When you grow up, my brother will marry you, OK?
“……”
"He tied the book to himself. At first I didn't understand why he did that. Later I understood. Maybe he always knew that I was looking at him in the dark." Xi Yu knew that he would be the first to walk in front of him, so he had to put the book on him until he died.
Hearing the speech, Shi shangnian couldn't help it any more. His tears came down and his voice trembled. "So, my brother is waiting for you until he dies?"
He knows that Xi Yu is waiting for him, but he is always unwilling to make it clear?
Just like Gong ou, he knows how much Gong Ou has suffered because of his death, but he refuses to appear.
"I'm sorry, Xiao Nian." Gong Yu closed his eyes, "until now, I understand why my father looked down on me so much, because I am a cowardly, incompetent, timid and selfish man. I look down on myself."
“……”
When small read bite lip, raise a hand to wipe tears.
She finally heard the story of her brother, but why is the story so sad? She even thought that Gong Yu was feigning his death for love. She even thought that Xi Yu was feigning his death in a plane crash. She thought that maybe they had been in secret all the time.
She never thought the story would be like this.
Her good brother had been waiting for someone since he was a teenager until he died.
Gong Yu's eyes were red, covered with a layer of water, and his voice became a little hoarse. "So Xiaonian, don't feel sorry for me. I'm a person who can't do anything well. It's all my value to do something for my brother and mother."
At this time, the two horses came back one after another. Red horse came back to the racecourse first.
"I lost." Gong Yu said to the servant, "the winner will be rewarded with a set of jewelry. I'll get it from my room later."
"Thank you, young master."
Gong Yu's eyes were red and he was laughing, "this horse is also very fast. The land of Gong family is so big, and it's coming back so fast."
“……”
Shixiaonian couldn't listen, so he stood up and went down. Tears ran down his face.
"Xiaonian!" Gong Yu raised his voice behind her and called out, "I'm sorry!"
The voice was full of guilt.
This sorry should not be for her, should be for Xi Yu, but Xi Yu never heard.
Shi Xiaonian runs back to the room. Gong Ou is sitting on the bed barefoot. There are a lot of old books on the bed. He wears a pair of black framed glasses and looks for books there.
See him, when small read quickly side over the body, hand vigorously rubbed rub eyes, wipe face, don't want to look like he just cried.
Gong Ou was turning the book there. He turned the book very fast. After turning one, he threw the book on the ground and went to turn the second one.
There are books all over the floor.
When small read to look at him, "what are you doing?"
"Look for something!" Gongou cold tunnel.
"What are you looking for?"
Shi Xiaonian asked.
"Find a book on how to overthrow the eldest son and seize the right of inheritance." Gong Ou impatiently threw out another book in his hand.
Damn, there are so many rules and regulations. Is there any precedent for the second son to inherit them?
I'm sick of it.
I'm tired of reading this kind of book.
Smell speech, when small read quietly looking at him, and then bent down to pick up the book on the ground, tidy up, the whole person sat on the floor, the body against the end of the bed.
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