"I'm not willing to."
He said in a low voice, like the whimper of a small animal.
He is not willing, how can he be willing.
Shi Xiaonian watched him bury his face in her palm. His heart seemed to be repeatedly twisted by a sharp knife, but he felt relieved.
She turned to face him, holding his face in her hands, her forehead slowly touching him, his forehead sweating.
"Fortunately, you can't bear it." Shi Xiaonian said in a soft voice, word by word, how much happiness each sound contained, only she could understand.
"I'll kill you." Gong Ou leaned on her and said, persistently mentioning this point. His hoarse voice was full of fear. "I will send you to a dead end. I will kill you myself. I don't know what I'm doing. I can't do anything, I can't do anything, I can't do anything..."
He clutched the quilt with his slender fingers, hoping to break it.
When small read listen to, directly put his head into his neck, firmly embrace him, "don't be afraid, palace Europe."
Gentle voice like a drizzle.
Gong Ou curled up his legs and trembled violently.
The next second, Gong Ou suddenly hugs her soft body and holds her tightly. He wants to press her into his body and murmurs, "I listen to you. I listen to you for everything. Don't blame me, don't blame me I beg you
And he said, I beg you.
When small read was strangled tightly, breathing are some not smooth, but the palace of Europe's action let her heartache, hurt badly.
In the face of great danger, they all forget how to love each other correctly.
In this world Many things are not so right. It doesn't matter if they are wrong, as long as they can go back.
"I've never complained about you." When small read gently stroked his short hair, like holding a helpless child, voice gently, "Gong ou, as long as you are willing to look back, you will find that I have been waiting for you to really slide down the ladder, take me with you."
This is his promise, forget it?
“……”
Gong Ou leaned against her neck and breathed heavily.
"As long as you are willing to look back, I will not let myself fall down. Even if I only hold on to the edge, I will wait until you look back at me." When small read soft lips close to his hair said.
Gong Ou hugged her tightly again, especially heavily.
When small read in his ear said, palace Europe lean on her body gradually sleep, embrace her hand but not let go.
Two people entangled on the bed, already had a sweat, sticky.
Shi Xiaonian had a lot of effort to break Gong Ou's hands open, lift the quilt and let him lie down comfortably. Then he untied his shirt buttons one by one and wiped his sweat stains with a towel.
This sleep, Gong Ou sleeps in the dark. Feng de tells Shi Xiaonian that Gong Ou has never had such a long sleep since he sent her away.
Shi Xiaonian found in the safe that Gong Ou had made a lot of plans. In a protected area alone, Gong Ou had to design them from all aspects. Many places were written by hand, and some of them were not perfect. Gong Ou's handwriting would become very sloppy and heavy. It can be seen how hard he had planned at that time.
These materials are too thick for her to hold.
Only then did she understand that communication was a way for them to release themselves at the same time.
He calculated every day how to give her the best protection, how to clear the enemy as soon as possible so that she could come back. He didn't sleep well every night, and he was tense every day. Now, without such calculation, he can finally sleep well.
Gongou slept all day and all night.
When Xiaonian came into the bedroom with a cool soup, she heard a slight sound as soon as she went in. She walked two steps quickly and said happily, "Gong ou, are you awake?"
Then, she froze there.
I saw Gong Ou sitting on the bed, naked chest, thin lips biting a leather rope, is ready to tie up his hands, see her come in, Gong Ou stunned, like an idiot looking at her.
The picture is weird and funny.
“……”
When small read also stunned, silly looking at him.
Two people big eyes stare small eyes, when small read holding soup inexplicably blinked a few eyes, "what are you doing?"
This kind of leather rope that locks itself has been put away for a long time. When will it be put in the room again? How long has he been doing this.
Gong Ou sat there, embarrassed, thin lips slightly open, loosened the leather rope in his mouth, coughed twice, leaned back and said, "nothing."
Shi Xiaonian went over, put down the soup and took down the leather rope from his wrist. She stared at him and asked, "Why are you binding yourself?"
Is it enough to be mad like that?
Gong Ou lowered his head and his eyes were still bloodshot. "I thought you were gone."
"Then you bind yourself? Aren't you afraid that I'm in danger? " When Xiaonian stood there and asked, he didn't know how his brain circuits grew."The more I manage, the worse." Gong Ou opened his mouth hoarsely and sat by the head of the bed.
"I left, but in the middle of the walk, I found that the passers-by on the road didn't look right at me. I thought they had a problem, so I came back." When small read casually said, the leather rope into the garbage can.
Smell speech, palace Europe fiercely sat straight body, one eye stares at her, "are you hurt?"? Where is it? what time? Where is it? What are the characteristics of the other party? Are you aware that they are following you back? "
The husky voice was strained out of tune.
When the small read to see his forehead of green veins faint to burst out, busy way, "cheat you, not to say afraid of more tube worse, how still so nervous?"
Gong Ou's breathing was slow, and then he glared at her fiercely, "can this kind of thing be used as a joke?"
"I'm not kidding. How can I know you can't let me go?" When small read a smile.
Gong Ou leaned back, black eyes staring at her face, biting her teeth, and said in a low voice, "when did I say I can let you go?"
He was just afraid that the more he managed, the faster he would push her to the dead end.
Hearing this, Xiaonian's heart ached. She looked down at his handsome face and said seriously, "Gong ou, I don't want to go, I don't want to give up, so I want to climb the ladder with you."
“……”
Gong Ou's eyes deepened.
"I don't know how high our ladder is. I just know that I don't want you to climb to the top and pull me up. I want to walk with you and climb together. Even if we have to fall, we will fall together." Shi Xiaonian looked at him and said.
She is not afraid to fall from a height. She is only afraid that one day he will fall and she will still be on it.
It's something she fears.
Gong Ou sat there for a long time without saying anything. When the air was silent, he lowered his eyes and said, "I don't think I can do it."
He couldn't have let her fall in front of him.
"I know it's hard," shixiaonian said with a wry smile
"Mu qianchu can do it." Gong Ou said suddenly.
“……”
When small read some unexpected to see to him, how to mention mu qianchu again.
Gong Ou stares at her and says calmly, "Luo lie says that mu qianchu is more suitable for you than me and knows how to make you live at ease."
Mu qianchu, mu qianchu really knows her very well. He never uses his own thinking to fix her. He won't let her bear so much for no reason But gongou didn't mean it, did he?
When Xiao Nian's eyes darkened, Gong Ou immediately said, "you are thinking about him."
His tone was alert.
When small read to see to him, light ground asks a way, "that how do?"? Do you still want me to accept closed protection? "
“……”
Gongou is silent.
Shi Xiaonian's heart sank a little. She didn't know what else to say, but she really couldn't bear to force him. He had paranoid personality disorder. It was more difficult for him to change his consistent ideas than to ascend to heaven.
Shi Xiaonian turned around silently and didn't want to force him any more. He reached for the soup. Before he touched his hand, he heard a husky male voice in the room, "I Listen to you. "
Shixiaonian looked at him in amazement.
"In the future, what you say is what you say." Gong Ou looked at him and repeated, his thin lips pressed tightly.
Shi Xiaonian looked at him in a dazed way. It took him a long time to react. This is not the repeated words he said yesterday when he was emotional. Now he is sober, completely sober.
"Can't you be too reluctant?" Shi Xiaonian asked.
"Shixiaonian, you sell well when you're cheap. Anyway, I'm willing to do it!" Gong Ou's tone is not good. He stares at her with black eyes. "Later, you'll be up and I'll be down."
“……”
When small read shocked, so proud palace Europe actually said such words, she did not hear wrong?
"What are you looking at?"
Gong Ou is not comfortable with her gaze.
"Listen to me, what do you mean?" There must be something special about it. He is so powerful and autocratic. How can he listen to her in everything.
It's not scientific.
Gong Ou stares at her and says, "as long as we have differences, I will listen to you."
"Can you do it?" Shi Xiaonian can't believe that he can make such a big promise. Is it too difficult for him?
He is used to controlling everything. How can he do it to listen to her? She denies his idea. Won't he jump and blow his hair?
"I can do what I say!" Gong Ou stares at her. "Do you doubt me?"
"No When small read even busy way, looked at the soup on the bedside table, way, "you have not eaten for a long time, to wash and drink soup."
"Wash?" Gong Ou's eyes changed a little, and he coughed again. He looked at her and said, "go get my bathrobe for me. I want to take a shower."
"It's already in the bathroom." Shi Xiaonian said."Then you get a spoon." Palace Europe again way, when small read to the soup bowl spoon, "this is not a spoon?"
What else do you want?
"I don't like the shape of this spoon." Gongou cold tunnel.
When small read a face inexplicably looking at him, "spoon is spoon, need what shape?"
Just soup.
"It's so ugly." Gong Ou is very serious.
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