Gong Ou looked at her in his wheelchair.
Too long silence.
When small read some uneasy, "if you are angry, you scold me, scold you comfortable."
He needs to vent now, so he shouldn't keep his emotions in his heart.
For a long time, Gong Ou stared at her and said in a low voice, "I'm not angry. I'm just thinking, maybe you're right."
"What?" When small read puzzled.
"Respect life."
Gong Ou throws out four words, which comes from his mouth. It's like a PE teacher suddenly throws out a great philosophical proposition, which makes people confused.
Shixiaonian looked at him in doubt, wondering why he would suddenly say these four words, "you..."
Gong Ou stretched out his hand to touch her long hair, fingertips across her forehead, dark pupil deep, "you just wake up, more rest, I'm here with you."
"Do you have something on your mind?"
Shi Xiaonian looks at him anxiously.
"You are the only thing on my mind, as long as you live well in the future." The palace Europe stares at her, the voice sinks fiercely, the enunciation some strength, "don't try to break the promise again."
When small read lying there watching his injured face, and then nodded, "OK."
She won't let him hurt her again, absolutely not.
……
Shi Xiaonian experienced premature birth and bleeding, and struggled to survive. Although he was very weak, he recovered well after several days.
She can sit up from the bed and begin to take some non liquid food. Her face is much better.
She seems to recover faster than Gong ou. He suffered a gunshot wound in the waist and didn't get the most timely treatment. Although it's not life-threatening, he can't leave a wheelchair for the moment.
Sunlight came in through the window, and there was a small sound. When Xiaonian turned around, he saw rows of glass cranes hanging in front of the window.
When the wind blows, the paper crane bumps and refracts countless colors in the sun.
The workmanship of those paper cranes is very ordinary, really ordinary.
When Xiaonian smiles and looks around the quiet room, Gong Ou is not there. It's rare that she just gets up and walks.
She sat up from the bed and beat her shoulder. She had been lying down all the time. She also had a backache. Gong Ou refused to rest in bed, but forced her to lie down every day.
When small read out legs out of bed, a step on the ground, legs soft, head also began to dizzy, she quickly supported the side of the cabinet.
I haven't walked on the ground for a long time. I have no strength on my feet.
When Xiaonian stood for a while, she felt her Qi and blood rising. She felt more comfortable. She tied up her sleeping hair and went out.
For days, she didn't get a chance to see pumpkin.
When Xiaonian pushed the door out, she was still staying at the home of the woman with a scar on her face. After a fierce battle with Lancaster, she and Gong Ou were not suitable to move around. The Gong family quickly sent a large number of people to garrison.
Lancaster is also moving in, but there has been no big movement. It may be that the last fierce battle has hurt their vitality and morale.
When Xiaonian walked out of the room and slowly went down. She didn't know which room pumpkin was arranged in. She looked downstairs and saw Gong Ou sitting alone in the middle of the hall with a tablet computer in her hand. The air was full of floating holographic information.
It turned out that he was in the hall. How could she see the pumpkin? If she was caught, she would be criticized again.
When Xiaonian turned around, he wanted to sneak back to the room and continue to be a good and obedient lady Gong. Suddenly, Feng De's voice came from downstairs, "young master, you've been reading this list for a long time. I'll take down the computer."
Smell speech, when small read stop on the stairs, low eyes look down, see floating in the air is a picture, those photos she is not familiar with, but all know.
It's the bodyguards who came to area 13 with them this time.
Shi Xiaonian's eyes darkened. She was a little better, so she pestered Feng de and asked a lot. Feng de then told her that in order to let Gong Ou come back to see her, the bodyguards who should have withdrawn and made a collective decision to return.
Lancaster deployed people in area 13, and the number of people who picked up her meat ticket that night was far more than that of the palace family. They collectively stormed into the underground channel.
She knew that there was a huge gap in strength before she asked everyone to withdraw, but everyone forced to return for her and Gong ou. The result was pleasant to say. With less to win more, morale was greatly boosted, and Lancaster's people in area 13 were completely annihilated.
But the result is also sad, and Gong Ou returned with only seven people alive, but also injured.
The worst of the war was not what she could imagine lying on the operating table.
“……”
Shi Xiaonian looks at Gong Ou downstairs and sees him staring at those photos quietly. Although she can't see his face, she thinks Gong Ou has been greatly touched this time.
He has lived in the aristocracy since childhood, and the education he received at the beginning was that he had a clear hierarchy. In his eyes, there were only people who cared about and others. He was used to being superior and others running for him.It is such a person who even said "respect for life" in front of her. When these bodyguards follow him back to the underground waterway, he must be very shocked.
Feng de said that because it was voluntary, everyone took their lives to fight. No one wanted to live to the end, so that less could win more. Otherwise, Gong ou could not live to see her.
With this in mind, Shi Xiaonian walked downstairs slowly. Feng de was the first one to find her. She was a little surprised.
Shi Xiaonian walks towards Gong ou, reaches out his hand on the tablet and gently puts all the photos away. There is nothing in the air.
Gong Ou turned his head discontentedly in his wheelchair. When he saw Xiao Nian standing there, he was even more discontented. "How did you get down? Who allowed you to get out of bed! "
Feng de picked up the tablet and left silently.
"I know you feel bad, but you are still hurt. Don't be too sad." When small read standing there, soft voice said.
Gong Ou turned his face and said coldly, "I don't have time to feel sorry for others. You think too much!"
If you're not sad, don't accompany her. Instead, sit here and look at these photos?
He thought she was stupid or blind.
It's said that one person's sadness can only be relieved by another person's more miserable. Shi Xiaonian went to a chair and sat down. Looking at his cold face, he said, "at that time, I just couldn't stand too many people's sacrifice for me. I didn't think I had much honor. I needed them to pay so many lives to save me."
Hearing this, Gong Ou's eyes froze, slowly turned to look at her, thin lips slightly open, "you should hate me, these are my arrangements."
"At that time I only knew how to hate myself." When small read bitterly low smile.
“……”
Gong Ou looked at her in silence with embarrassment in his eyes. He had to admit that he didn't understand some truth until he was this age.
"I don't dare to blame anyone, because it's all for my good. In fact, I don't want to hurt anyone, but it happened that way." When small read of two hands twist together, lift Mou to see toward the face of palace Europe.
What she said is what Gong Ou is thinking now. When a group of people go through life and death for you, how can they not be touched.
"But after this time, I survived from the operating table. No, I survived in the damp and cold stone room. I figured it out a lot." When small read lightly say.
"Think about what?"
Gong Ou asked, black eyes staring at her tightly.
"Guess what." When small read a smile.
“……” Gong Ou's face is black. Is it interesting to joke with him at this time?
When Xiaonian sat there, his smile deepened and he said softly, "in fact, no matter how much I blame myself, no matter how guilty I feel, it doesn't help that I force myself into a neuropathy. I can't change their lives. The only thing I can do is not let them pay in vain. I want to live well, live for their share, take care of their family, and don't let myself fall."
Hearing this, Gong Ou realized that when Xiao Nian turned a corner to comfort him, his face didn't get better and became more ugly.
When Xiaonian saw that he was worried, "Gong ou, don't trap yourself like me."
At that time she experienced what kind of mental torture, she was too clear, she did not want Gong ou to become like her at that time.
"I'm not like you." Gong Ou said coldly.
“……”
After a moment's silence, Gong Ou stares at her and adds, "I just hate myself. Why didn't I tell you that at the beginning?"
She said it very well.
But when she needed it most, he couldn't say it.
When small read Zheng in there, "palace Europe, that all passed, I now good is not it?"? You have to be good, too. "
Don't trap yourself. Don't get out.
"I know what I should do." Gong Ou said in a deep voice, "it's the best way to defeat Lancaster, but..."
"But what?"
Gong Ou looked at her deeply and said in a low voice, "but I won't take anyone's life as a step on the chessboard."
“……”
Shi Xiaonian looked at him in surprise. He didn't expect Gong ou to say such words. Maybe this time, they all experienced a test of life and death.
She always thought that many of their ideas were contrary to each other. She did not expect that they would meet one day.
When Xiaonian raised his hand and stroked his face, smiling, "look, we gongou have grown up."
What's the pride of her son growing up?
"You go away." Gong Ou pushed her hand away with a black face.
Shixiaonian had no strength, and his whole body was soft. When he was pushed, the whole person leaned aside. Gong Ou grabbed her and looked at her in horror. "How are you? Feng de! Call the doctor
"It's OK, it's OK." When small read quickly waved his hand said, "I just don't have much strength, nothing.""Who told you to get out of bed, go back to me!"
Gong Ou came forward to hold her. When he leaned over, he found that he was still in a wheelchair and couldn't hold her at all. He immediately patted the wheelchair with chagrin and said, "Damn it!"
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