Chapter 91 - 88. not a part of it.....(3)

There was a storm which had been brewing inside her for years now, she knew it couldn't wreck havoc now, but it won't go down without making a wave.

She saw ZiXuan grow up, grow up into a fine man who was empty inside.

She couldn't talk with him, she couldn't make him see her...she was already feeling very cold, very cold from this bloody imprisonment in the world's consciousness, she wanted someone to light a fire inside her, even a flicker will do.... She wanted him to warm her life....

In this world ZiXuan went to school, went to college, each of these experiences were something she couldn't share with him, neither here nor in her original world, because of that kidnapping incidence 11 years ago, she was emotionally jarred and couldn't be normal again, going to school, mixing up with other human became detrimental to her emotional and mental health, there was a reason a gem like her couldn't shine in the outside world before she went abroad, there was a reason no one was optimistic about the real heiress, because of no background in her country, no awards during her education life, no achievement, no appreciation from others, this gem was hidden in the deepest core of the Qin Empire....

Because she was broken inside and paranoid to the core, she stayed inside the mansion all day long, she was the Rapunzel who didn't mind staying in her lonely tower forever....

But to be frank, was that something she actually wanted?

After ZiXuan came into her life, her pure white-canvas of a life was filled with the most beautiful of the colours, the prettiest of the shades... she had started enjoying this ever flowing passage of life which she could now share with him, she wanted to enjoy it to its fullest, but because of the incident left a dark shadow, she voluntarily had to let everything go..... so, re-watching him spending his life without her let her inner demon lose....

There was a sudden glitch in the world, the Xun Luli of this world lost the control of her body for a few moments.....

For reasons unknown, Meilin was pushed into Xun Luli's body who was about to fall because of the abrupt change in her mental state, but she didn't hit the ground, a strong masculine scent enclosed her, ZiXuan had caught her at the last moment by her waist and before she knew it she had called out, "Xuanxuan"....she had wanted to say more, she saw ZiXuan's eyes contract for a second as he whispered back a soft, "Linlin?"

Ah! She could finally call him, she didn't care that she was in someone else's body now, she just wanted to be by his side, without caring about anything, she made Xun Luli's body move, she hugged him and whispered, "Xuanxuan...Xuanxuan...Xuanxuan"

Qin ZiXuan who was suddenly hugged by Xun Luli, for the first time didn't repel her, he didn't know how it happened, he didn't care what happened, he just knew that even though the body belonged to someone else, the only calling for him was none other than Meilin.

In the back of his head, he knew that she was dead, but this current girl was Meilin, he just knew it...he hugged her back amid the cheers and whispers of the other student body present in the hall, he didn't care what they thought about him, all he knew was, he had to bind this girl to himself, "Linlin...Linlin", the god had listened to his plea, his Meilin had come back to him.....

"Xuanxuan, you can't do this to yourself... Xuanxuan, you have to stay strong—Xuan--------", the body fainted and she was ejected out of the body of Xun Luli.....

She didn't know what was going on.... she felt that God was playing a very bad joke on her.... she had wanted to talk with him more... she had wanted to feel his bodily warmth for a longer period.... Why was everything being destroyed again, WHY?!!!

First, she woke up in this absurd world, she suffered for a long time just to see the light, when she finally saw it, she found herself already dead, her existence was rejected, it was mocked by the god, the consciousness of this world and if playing with her for years was not enough, this world had given her hope once again, it put her inside someone else's body and just when she had just grasped the happiness in her arms, it slipped away like sand from them.....

By the time Xun Luli woke up, Meilin was forced to become a bystander once again, she saw ZiXuan ask Xun Luli coldly, "Why are you here? Where is Linlin?", his voice was aggressive and cold, but Meilin knew it was his fear speaking for him, after waiting for years, he was shown a small glimmer of hope, but it was forcefully taken away from him..... he was devastated..... this world was too painful for him to live in.....

Both of them screamed inside,

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO--

GIVE HIM/HER BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

This world was a bloody abyss.....

It was like a story in a novel.... a story with a tragic end and no Happy ending...

Maybe, Qin ZiXuan was the male lead, Xun Luli the female lead and Qin Meilin the lowest of the cannon fodders, only meant for a backdrop and for a tragic back story of the male lead.

Qin ZiXuan was a broken and sad character, he had lost someone who was very dear to him as a child... He grew up lonely, he wanted to put a strong front but deep down he was cold, he wanted warmth.

Xun Luli was the princess, a warm and kind female protagonist who had fallen deeply in love with this lonely prince.... The fate of these two intertwined, a seemingly happy story one might think... but it was a tragic one...

No one had a Happy ending... this story was doomed with a BAD ENDING!