Chapter 167

Zhu Ruiyan knew that she couldn't be right in front of the man. She just looked at the charcoal fire and said, "please eat quickly."

Qin Yizhao obediently ate barbecue and ate in a string. There were several bamboo strings next to him. He opened his mouth at will: "are you full?"

Zhu Ruiyan didn't look at him and said calmly, "I'm full."

Qin Yizhao chuckled, "really? I can find you are barbecue from beginning to end. I haven't seen you eat. Come and have some."

Zhu Ruiyan held the meat kebab tightly in her hand, and her joints turned white, but her face still smiled, "No."

Qin Yizhao didn't let her go: "really? Then we'll sit here all the time?" listening to her, Zhu Ruiyan actually understood. If he didn't eat, he would really do so.

Zhu Ruiyan really didn't want to spend any more time with him. She picked up a string of things and put them into her mouth. In her other hand, she roasted them on the fire.

"You can hold those with two hands, and I can help with the eating hand." Qin Yizhao said faintly.

Zhu Ruiyan thought over the meaning of this sentence. She didn't come straight in one breath. Her food was blocked in her throat. She coughed hard. Some chili powder went into her trachea. The whole person was not well.

"Look at you. It's still like eating some kebabs." Qin Yizhao handed her a glass of water while helping her.

"Thank you... Cough... Cough..." Zhu Ruiyan finally got down, and her eyes burst into tears.

She knew that this man was making fun of her, but there was nothing she could do about this man. She could only be angry in secret.

"Drinking a cup!" Qin Yizhao handed another glass of water.

Zhu Ruiyan inadvertently raised her eyes, but she was facing the familiar eyes. This pair of eyes didn't matter. She was surprised to find the tenderness of the other party's eyes. He was so naked to show his love. Zhu Ruiyan was upset.

Eyes meet and exchange each other's inner feelings.

It was already dark. On spring and summer nights, there were stars in the sky, but those lights were not as bright as the light from Qin Yizhao's eyes.

Zhu Ruiyan was stunned. She was silly and motionless. She said goodbye in the snow that day. They never met again.

She doesn't have to go to Qingxian County on weekends to make a living for him. She's not so busy. She goes to the sanatorium to see her mother every week, and then writes articles other times to make money and pay back the royalties.

She thought of her life, her family, and her stepfather in prison. She soon woke up. She held the water cup taken by Qin Yizhao: "thank you!"

"Are you uncomfortable?"

"Uncomfortable?" Zhu Ruiyan didn't know why he asked.

But she was very uncomfortable in front of him.

When he broke the news, he was a little ashamed and ignored him. He turned around and put the water cup away and took the roasted string that had been roasted for a long time again.

"Yan Yan, do you have to go on like this?" Qin Yizhao asked her.

"These are ripe." Zhu Ruiyan stopped him from saying.

Qin Yizhao opened his mouth and said nothing.

After a long time, Qin Yizhao said again, "Yan Yan, don't you think you are deceiving yourself and others? Can't you really understand your own heart?"

Zhu Ruiyan felt a sharp pain at the bottom of her heart, but she controlled it, "No."

Qin Yizhao smiled. He looked at her calmly: "do you want me to help you feel your own heart?"

Qin Yizhao's smile made Zhu Ruiyan's throat interfere and her whole body tense. She turned her head, put the kebab on the plate and adjusted her heartbeat. Then she said, "you don't need your help, leader Qin, we've broken up. What are you doing?"

Qin Yizhao was not impatient and annoyed. He looked at her lightly: "what do you want?"

Zhu Ruiyan didn't understand. She wanted him to be happy.

His eyes looked straight into her eyes and wanted to go through her brain, "I'm not a fool."

Zhu Ruiyan didn't say anything. She didn't know what to say. She didn't understand Qin Yizhao's words. How should she understand them.

"My mind is mature. I know what I think in my heart. I also know what efforts I should make to achieve my goal. However, as for you, you know your own ideas, but you can only escape. Before you move forward, you believe that you will fail."

Zhu Ruiyan's ears were full of his voice, but she was silly in situ. What he said was straight through her heart. People stayed numbly in situ, listening to the rustling of leaves under the night wind.

Qin Yizhao looked at Zhu Ruiyan's blank expression, bitter in his heart, and smoked again.

Zhu Ruiyan kept her original posture and looked into the distance.

Qin Yizhao said, "Yan Yan, have you missed me for so long?"

Zhu Ruiyan didn't speak. When Qin Yizhao said she was running away, she lost her voice. She looked at Qin Yizhao with some embarrassment and surprise in her eyes. She quietly bit her lips and her face was gray.

Qin Yizhao asked again, "Yanyan, do you miss me?"

Zhu Ruiyan still didn't answer him. Qin Yizhao smoked: "Yanyan, do you miss me?"

"Yeon Yeon, do you miss me?"

Qin Yizhao's hand touched her. Zhu Ruiyan seemed to be alive, but refused his touch. She turned around to leave.

Qin Yizhao quickly pulled her: "you still want to escape. Where can you escape?"

Zhu Ruiyan was stunned. Finally, she sat on the stool and said firmly, "sorry, I don't miss you at all."

Qin Yizhao clasped her hand with fierce force. The expression on his face was fixed, and there was a thick air in his eyes.

Zhu Ruiyan's heart was also very uncomfortable, but she insisted: "leader Qin, I'm sorry. If we break up, we'll break up. Let's not entangle. I hope leader Qin can afford to let go and keep his pride!"

Qin Yizhao smiled coldly: "did I say anything to stimulate you? And am I proud or not? Do you care very much?"

Zhu Ruiyan didn't know how to answer the question, so she stopped talking. It's hard for them to say the same anyway. She never won in front of him, and her eloquence is not good. Just don't say anything.

But sitting here quietly with this man, she was really uncomfortable. She sat uneasily. Finally, Qin Yizhao ate the last plate of kebabs. She quickly got up: "leader Qin, you continue to eat. Everything is cooked. I'll go back to my cabin."

The expression on Qin Yizhao's face was a meal. He finally nodded: "OK, you go."

Qin Yizhao ate the kebab quietly. He didn't know where to find a can of beer and drank it in open.

Zhu Ruiyan got up, drank water and was ready to leave. Seeing that the charcoal fire was still burning, she went over and poured some glasses of water on it. The fire went out. She took the plate again.

Qin Yizhao had been eating quietly, and then stopped and didn't want to eat any more.

Zhu Ruiyan was about to leave, but when she looked up, she saw Qin Yizhao standing aside and looking at her with that kind of eyes.

The night breeze blew, and the starlight projected on his handsome face. His eyes were black and bright. He put the cigarette in his hand to his mouth and took a sip. The cigarette floated away with the wind. Qin Yizhao quietly looked at Zhu Ruiyan without saying a word.

They stood still, and there was silence in the forest.

Qin Yizhao then moved his feet and strode towards her.

The smell of cigarettes, the smell of familiar men, rushed towards her. The distance between them was getting shorter and shorter. She only felt her heart jumping uncontrollably and her body tight.

Qin Yizhao's tall body projected onto the ground, unusually slender and lonely.

Zhu Ruiyan didn't know what he would do, but Qin Yizhao just passed in front of her, passed her and walked to his own cabin.

Zhu Ruiyan didn't react at once.

Qin Yizhao walked in front and said to her, "goodbye, we still have a long way to go in the future."

Zhu Ruiyan looked at the slender shadow on the ground and felt dizzy. She thought that they would never want to see each other again. She also thought that it might be a long time to see each other again. For a long time, they had forgotten each other and couldn't even fight when they saw each other, but now.

Her heart tingled as she looked at his leaving back.

She opened her mouth and said, "Qin Yizhao!"

Qin Yizhao's steps became smaller. He was listening to her. He didn't know if he could hear what he wanted to hear. Therefore, he didn't stop, but his steps became smaller.

"Qin Yizhao! Stop pestering, you must be good..." Zhu Ruiyan's soft voice fell into his ears. He was very disappointed. The smoke in his hand had lit to his tail and was about to go out,

He didn't want to listen to such words any more. He said coldly, "it's my business whether I'm good or not. Zhu Ruiyan, you're too lenient..."

Zhu Ruiyan was stunned and heard him continue, "Zhu Ruiyan, I'm here to travel. You don't think I'm here to pester you? If you stimulate you, you think I can't forget you?"

With this sentence, Zhu Ruiyan couldn't say anything. She was amorous. Why should she be amorous?

Qin Yizhao has left, and she has gone far. Zhu Ruiyan only feels that her heart is dripping blood, the night wind is cold, tears have just come out of her eyes, have been blown off, and her face is embarrassed.

Qin Yizhao's words are true. He came here to travel. This place is not opened by her family. If she can appear, why can't he appear?

It's really his business whether he will live well in the future. Why should he be so lenient? Did she really think he came to pester her?

Although her heart was very eager, he came to pester her.

But he came to travel. She shouldn't think too much.

But why did he say such hurtful words and make her so ashamed? Can't you keep the love hidden in the deepest place? She wished him well and wished him well.

She really loves him, very, very much!

She knows her heart. Except this person, she won't like others at all. She knows she has no future, but she doesn't want to drag him down!

Zhu Ruiyan watched its back disappear. She was lonely and helpless, like a lost child

Zhu Ruiyan stood where she was, with her back to the light, and her tears fell, obscuring the delicacy around her.

Only tears, no crying.

At night, under a tree, there was a man who stood still. The shadow on the ground was so slender and lonely. The man was Ye Zhijie. He could only stand where he was and look over there from a distance.

Zhu Ruiyan's tears flowed down recklessly. The smell of cigarettes floated in the air again. Zhu Ruiyan was shocked by the familiar smell. She saw Qin Yizhao disappear and came over again.