Chapter 191

In the dark, Zhu Ruiyan only felt her heart beat faster and her mouth became very sharp. She felt that all cells went into sleep for a moment. The only feeling was that his lips were the unique breath of Qin Yizhao.

How many times he can't help it!

After her mind turned into a snow-white light, what swept through was a slow sense of suffocation. Zhu Ruiyan beat Qin Yizhao on the back at a loss. She couldn't breathe.

"Yan Yan, you are really a lovely little thing" for a moment, Qin Yizhao's voice was clear and moving, and the smile raised from the corners of his mouth told him his happy mood at the moment.

"I can't breathe." Zhu Ruiyan gripped Qin Yizhao's arm with both hands and suddenly leaned against his shoulder, gasping and breathing.

"You seem very happy." it seems to hear the laughter in her ears. Zhu Ruiyan raised her eyes slightly and looked at Qin Yizhao with a spring face. He was so happy. Didn't he buy him a suit of clothes? He hugged her and kissed her!

"Of course I'm happy. We Yanyan love me so much that we are willing to love my man!" Qin Yizhao smiled and stared at Zhu Ruiyan's swollen lips.

"Well, let's go back." swish retracted her body back to the seat, and Zhu Ruiyan whispered.

"I'll take you to the outer ring!" Qin Yizhao smiled and slowly took back her eyes and kissed her. It felt really good.

He smiled very differently, showing a hint of relief!

At the moment, the corners of Qin Yizhao's mouth are slightly outlined. The smile is so charming, not like the smile at work in the past. At this time, the smile seems to have more emotion and warmth. The whole person looks like bathing in the sun, with a warm look and warm smile. Everything is so warm and makes people seem to sink.

Although he is a casual person, he smiles so charming. Zhu Ruiyan can feel that he is so relaxed in front of himself today! This is probably when he walks in the workplace. People in the officialdom make him tired! In all the officialdom of the fierce struggle, he always doesn't stick to his words and laughter!

Aware of Zhu Ruiyan's eyes on him, Qin Yizhao smiled gently, slowly turned his face, glanced at her still ruddy cheeks, and the smile on the corner of her mouth deepened: "is there any problem?"

"No!" although his cheeks were still flushed, he didn't have the embarrassment just now. He just stared at Qin Yizhao's smiling eyes with a trace of doubt. "I'm just thinking that you are also an ordinary person. You have an ordinary person's heart like us. You are eager for happiness like us!"

"Fool, I have an ordinary mind. What's wrong?" Qin Yizhao asked as he drove out.

"I never dreamed that I would be so close to the big leader! Never thought! Never dreamed!" sometimes it seems that this is a dream. "Because fairy tales are too sweet, happiness is too strong, sometimes it seems unreal, like in a dream!"

"Yan Yan." Qin Yizhao hummed coldly in frustration. His gentle eyes slowly became dim. Finally, he gathered cold eyes. Zhu Ruiyan began to look creepy and a chill swept through.

"Eh, are you angry?" she swallowed her saliva. Zhu Ruiyan smiled and pretended to be a good child.

"You always have low self-esteem in front of me, so I want to get married with you to get a license, give you the guarantee of marriage, and let you have a sense of security." looking at her smiling face, Qin Yizhao found that he couldn't even get angry. When he failed, he raised his eyebrow and asked helplessly, "don't what you said count? Is it a lie that you said you won't run away again?"

"Ah?" Zhu Ruiyan was stunned and then said, "I didn't!"

"Then give me confidence. No one is more suitable for me than you, except you. Who is with me, who is dead mother." Qin Yizhao said: "I've seen enough of all the people around me. I've seen enough of marriage. Marriage is the most unreliable thing. My parents are marriage! I clearly know what's hidden under their bright marriage. How much bitterness and helplessness. In those red walls, those dignitaries and dignitaries, although their identity is so noble, they show it under the brilliant smile in front of the camera It's just a forced smile. They are always happy in front of people, but they are more lonely after people. You don't know, all of these people can win the Oscar. They have excellent acting skills and are all actors! They will do a lot! My father and my mother have been separated for a year and ten months, but they will dress up and attend any major activities together. My mother will hold my father's arm closely They are a happy model couple under the camera! "

After listening to him, Zhu Ruiyan realized that every family has its own difficult lessons to practice. She never knew that. That's why! So are his parents. Just like his mother was with Zhu Jianjun at the beginning, although she was a small family with no money and no status, her mother was still beaten. She endured it again and again. She had to smile when she went to the unit.

About life, someone once told me that there are two realms in life, one is pain without words, and the other is laughter without words. Some people are obviously happy, but they look painful; some people are obviously unfortunate, but they look happy. This is because people who are too sober, see too clearly, and when they are more serious, they will worry everywhere in life. While people who are confused, live simple and rough, but Xiaoxiao, find the great realm of life!

The management of husband and wife relationship, in the view of many people, is to find the right or wrong. Well, neither is it. Right. It's not everything. It's just a foundation. You build a house on it. It's business. In the end, you can't build anything. In fact, it is a wonderful thing to manage a marriage and grow old together.

For another example, finding the right person is like planting a seed on a fertile land, and management is sunshine and rain. Whether it is careful or not, whether it is intensive cultivation is very different. I don't remember the Oscar Award. I saw an old actor and his wife, 70 or 80 years old. Anyway, they were full of gullies and appeared in front of the camera hand in hand. I was so moved and tears were coming out. In that literary circle, how much concentration is needed to resist temptation and how much tolerance and trust can there be this lens. Every wrinkle has its connotation and the beautiful story behind it. Such a life itself is a living and wonderful novel! "

Zhu Ruiyan listened to his words and lost her mind for a moment!

There are few such spiritual exchanges and deep feelings between them. Even if she can feel his feelings for her, the physical exploration between them is much more than the spirit! Perhaps this is the most primitive and initial way for many couples to express their feelings!

And feelings also need spiritual resonance in the end! Put away her thoughts, Zhu Ruiyan looked up and smiled calmly at Qin Yizhao's concerned face, "Zhao! Thank you! Thank you for telling me this!"

These words buried in her heart gradually gave her an unprecedented sense of security. It turned out that he also longed for an ordinary and simple love, and what she could give was only a devout heart and the only characteristics of a good wife and mother!

The first time she saw his true heart, it turned out that he was also lonely!

Like himself, he also longed for a pair of warm hands and warm eyes to comfort his inner fatigue and the pressure brought by the external environment.

"Girl, we're home!" Qin Yizhao glanced at her again. Today she looks different from her usual, but it's so real. Her eyes showed firmness. He didn't know when his girl could be strong and independent! But he believes! He firmly believes that one day!

"OK, let's go home!" Zhu Ruiyan said with a smile.

It was late at night, but Qin Yue sat in the office alone. Looking at the brightly lit city outside the window, she couldn't help feeling very lonely.

Although she tried her best to be unusually calm in front of Zhu Ruiyan and Qin Sheng during the day, when she was left alone, her mind would continue to emerge all kinds of past between her and Duan Jue.

It is impossible to say that my heart really doesn't remember this man at all. After all, I have so many good times and memories with Duan Jue.

Thinking of the past of herself and Duan Jue, Qin Yue suddenly showed a smile on her face. Maybe she didn't notice that Duan Jue, a man who makes herself love and hate, could have such a deep influence in her heart.

Qin Yue sighed helplessly. She turned her head and looked at the cold lunch boxes on her desk. She had not eaten any rice since yesterday, because she really couldn't eat it. Without even a break, she chose to stop her thoughts with uninterrupted work.

Sure enough, we can only rely on continuous work to temporarily escape and forget these unpleasant times, but the work has an end, but there is no end to missing.

Qin Yue has thoroughly done all the imperfect work that she can do, even before. Now she is very tired, but her thoughts are deliberately against her, and she still has no intention to stop.

When you think of Duan Jue, you will think of Liu Liangjing and, of course, the children in Liu Liangjing's belly. If Liu Liangjing can tolerate this woman, but that child is undoubtedly an insurmountable gap between Qin Yue and Duan Jue. This gap completely sentenced Qin Yue and Duan Jue to death, and their love can no longer be restored.

Cold tears ran down Qin Yue's cheeks across her white face. In front of them, Qin Yue wanted to be a strong woman, so he could only indulge himself to drop these useless tears in the dead of night.

Qin Yue suddenly felt a little funny. It turned out that he was really tired. In order to maintain her last trace of pride, she had to close the door and lick her wound.