Chapter 273

"I don't want you, mom is blaming me, I don't! I don't want you... Wuwu... Wuwu..."

"Darling, it's just a dream, it's just a dream!" he hugged her tightly, her tears wet his heart, and his heartache was unbearable. He knew she was blaming herself and feeling guilty. She felt that Chen Xianghui's son was sorry for his mother when he was with him! But love is innocent. Qin Yizhao really loves her!

I don't know how long Zhu Ruiyan cried. When she calmed down again, she really fainted for the second time. But even in a sleepy state, she was still twitching, and her body was extremely uneasy. It seemed that she broke out in an instant without venting her emotions and tears.

He was used to her strength and her quietness. At this moment, Qin Yizhao finally understood that strong women will also have emotions out of control. When he broke out, her tears made him not only uneasy holding her, but also don't know how to appease her injured heart. He can only hold her quietly and love her. Let her stop crying. At this time, even if it was Qin Yizhao's life, he recognized it.

Wake up again, it's already afternoon.

Zhu Ruiyan suddenly woke up from her sleep again. She saw Qin Yizhao sitting by the bed and dealing with something with her notebook. Her generous back was facing herself and couldn't see her face. But at this time, Zhu Ruiyan was inexplicably moved!

Mom, you blame me, I blame myself, but I really can't live without Qin Yizhao. I really want to be with him all my life. I really want to be with him. In this life, I won't meet the man who loves me like Qin Yizhao, loves me, cares about me and takes good care of me! I am so greedy for his good, his warmth and the love he gives. How can I hurt him?

"Wake up? Hungry?" seemed to be aware of the movement on the bed. Qin Yizhao put down his notebook and turned to look at Zhu Ruiyan who had woken up, with gentle heartache on his face.

Suddenly opened a pair of crying red and swollen eyes. Zhu Ruiyan's eyes were empty and looked at Qin Yizhao without blinking.

Qin Yizhao fondly wiped the tears from Zhu Ruiyan's eyes. He knew that she was guilty and that she couldn't face so much at once, but he couldn't control so much. He couldn't let go. He was afraid that if he let go, she would never see again, and she would get out of his life! He must not, like his father, make everything wrong and separate from his favorite woman for 35 years.

"I'm fine!" her hoarse voice was so low that she could hardly hear clearly. Zhu Ruiyan frowned. Unexpectedly, her voice had been crying hoarse. She thought of her dream and fell into a tangle again.

Qin Yizhao returns to bed again and holds Zhu Ruiyan in his arms.

Zhu Ruiyan did not resist and struggle, but snuggled quietly in his arms. She pressed her face tightly against his chest, silent and rapid tears.

Qin Yizhao felt his shirt soaked little by little. He was full of heartache and hugged it tightly.

Qin Yizhao hugged her and said gently, "wife, you're good! Listen, don't cry! You've been crying for too long. I know you're very uncomfortable. You've been crying these two days, but your body will be unbearable!"

Zhu Ruiyan was silent and just kept crying. Her tears were even worse and she burst into tears.

Qin Yizhao really clearly felt Zhu Ruiyan's heartache and sadness.

If you don't care, he won't be so distressed! He hated women's tears most in his life, but at the moment, Zhu Ruiyan's tears really made him feel distressed. Only distressed, how much distressed was in his heart.

At this moment, even if he wants him to die, as long as she can not cry, he is willing!

Zhu Ruiyan wiped her tears. Her eyes were swollen!

Now lying in his warm arms, she thought that she had to go even if it was hard and hard in the future. She was fearless! People's life is very short, there are not many real eternal things, but her love can! He can give her love. These are enough! But at the thought of her mother, her heart was like being stabbed by a knife. The road of love between her and Qin Yizhao was so confused!

She tooted her mouth and said, "I have a nightmare!"

His body was stiff and his tone was very gentle: "Dream is just a dream. When you think too much, you will dream when you are under great pressure! In fact, it is not like that. My mother must hope you are happy! I hope you can choose by yourself! She didn't leave you anything because she was relieved of you! Because you have been doing well these years, my mother hasn't said anything about you? So she is relieved of you, right?"

"Is it really so?" she was a little suspicious, but she listened. She was lying to herself and others, and her mother shouldn't blame herself!

"Of course, girl, which parents in the world don't want their children to be happy? Especially the kind-hearted people like your mother, don't they?"

"But we --"

"Don't tell me anything about buts. There is no buts between us! If you have to make a turning point, I tell you, you must be with me. No matter what, you must be with me! I won't let go of your hand when I die. I will give you happiness. Believe me, I will give you time to heal! I am your strongest backing and I will protect everything you have! Yanyan, I'm a man. I won't let you suffer as hard as your mother all your life! I hope to see the woman I love rely on myself. This feeling of being needed will make me proud! And I'm very relieved, you know? How can I live without you? "He hugged Zhu Ruiyan with strength, as if he wanted to integrate him into his body!

Zhu Ruiyan was in pain. She seemed to have difficulty breathing, but she seemed eager for him to hold herself tighter. "Will mom blame me? I'm scared!"

"Don't be afraid, little fool. Mom won't blame you. There's me!" Qin Yizhao answered gently.

"Qin Yizhao, will you be like your father?" she whispered.

"Yanyan won't, you have to trust me! Trust me unconditionally! I'm the one who wants to give you happiness most, and I love you most! Trust me, okay?"

"I will trust you unconditionally," she promised. "But I may make you very hard!"

She has foreseen the future and her inner struggle. She is afraid that when facing Chen Xianghui in the future, she will lose control of her emotions and even resent, together with Qin Yizhao!

"No, as long as you are here, I won't feel hard! I just cooked porridge, I'll take it for you and wait!" Qin Yizhao bowed his head and kissed her eyes. Then he got up and walked to the kitchen, leaving Zhu Ruiyan alone and lying in bed.

Looking at Qin Yizhao with a bowl in one hand and a spoon in the other, she was very sad and said, "I'll eat it myself!"

"I feed you!" he stubbornly refused to let go! Continue to feed her. Although he still has a lot of things to deal with, Qin Yizhao feels satisfied at the moment. She is still willing to face it, so everything is not so bad.

Just after feeding a few, his phone rang. Qin Yizhao looked at the phone number and frowned.

Zhu Ruiyan took the bowl. Qin Yizhao looked at her gently. "You eat first, there's still in the pot, I'll answer the phone first!"

Qin Yizhao gave a gentle "grace".

The phone was connected and it was the secretary who called. "County magistrate Qin, it's time to go to Guangdong for an investigation. We'll start at the city airport at 8 o'clock tomorrow morning!"

"I see," he just replied coldly.

"The Secretary asked you to answer!" the Secretary said again.

"Well, I know. I'll call in person!" Qin Yizhao hasn't figured out whether to ask for leave or not——

After hanging up the phone, he looked at Zhu Ruiyan and his heart was full of tangles.

Zhu Ruiyan put the bowl on the table and looked at Qin Yizhao. "Is it work? I'm fine. Go! Don't delay your work because of me. Work is important!"

Qin Yizhao was very tangled in his heart. The more Qin Yizhao heard her say this, the more he didn't want to go!

"Work is important!" she said again.

"How can I leave you when you need me most?"

"You've done well. You've spent a lot of money behind my mother's back. I really appreciate you, and my brother also appreciates you!" Zhu Ruiyan whispered: "if you want me to get better quickly, you can go to work well! I can't delay you any more. I promise you I'll be good and I'll be good!"

"Can't you say you need me?" although Qin Yizhao was very pleased that he had such a knowledgeable and reasonable wife, he was still disappointed, but he recovered his consistent strong and proud style and look in an instant. With a low voice and a pleasant texture, "can't you not let me go?"

Before Zhu Ruiyan could speak, Qin Yizhao took the bowl of porridge and sent it to Zhu Ruiyan's mouth again, stopping what she had to say next.

Feed her mouth one by one without giving Zhu Ruiyan a chance to speak. Qin Yizhao quickly fed a bowl of porridge, took out a piece of paper to wipe Zhu Ruiyan's mouth, watched her sleep all morning, her face gradually recovered, and involuntarily asked, "silly melon, do you want to sleep again?"

"No!" I've been sleeping for so long. Zhu Ruiyan subconsciously shook her head. In fact, because she had him around, she could sleep safely. At her brother's place, she didn't rest well all night. She thought she was too dependent on Qin Yizhao! "You know, you should focus on your work! Shouldn't you all focus on your work?"

"I just think it's a little unreasonable for me to leave you at this time!" he was very upset, but he knew that the nature of his work decided that he didn't have too long holidays to use. During the holidays in recent days, he had piled up too many documents for visa approval!

But in any case, he could not trust her. He could never let him cry alone. Today, she didn't push herself, which is enough to prove that she is still very important in her heart!

Hold her hand, her little hand is a little cold! It seems that there is not much temperature. Even if it is summer, she is so thin, completely as thin as bone firewood! He didn't have much firepower. He stuffed her hands into his chest, lay beside her, hugged her again and held her gently. It's so warm and harmonious! Thinking about Zhu Ruiyan's reaction today, Qin Yizhao couldn't help but show a satisfied smile!